Last night on our way home, we stopped and picked up our grandbabies, Jillian, 6 and Nolan, 5. What a blessing to spend the last day of the year and last day of this decade, with them; I can only imagine what they will witness, in this world during the decades to come in their lives.
Actually, I`m glad that I`m turning 60 in March, I`m so blessed to live knowing that I will live eternally with Jesus our Savior; it took five decades before this "precious gift" became a reality for me. Thank you God, thank you God for your unconditional patience and love!
Ezekiel 11:19-20 I will give them an undivided heart and put a new spirit in them; I will remove from them their heart of stone and give them heart of flesh. Then they will follow my decrees and be careful to keep my laws. They will be my people, and I will be their God.
During my time of unemployment, I have many weeks and hours to ponder the events of this last decade, the new millennium! Knowing that God has big plans for me, I can just envision Him shaking His head, thinking is Linda Ann ever going to get it! God must have called all angel`s, front and center to work overtime, ten years ago when He finally got my attention.
Luke 15:10 In the same way, I tell you, there is rejoicing in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner who repents."
Coming to faith is different for everyone, some are born into families of great faith and it is just a slow natural progression. In my case, even though my family believed in God, we had no real relationship with Him. I grew up knowing about Him, but not "KNOWING HIM." Sure, during my childhood there where times when I flirted with God, but I failed to reach for His hand and hold on tight!
So what happened in the last decade? Slowly, with unwavering dedication, once God got my attention, He relentlessly became my persuader; often taking out his divine baseball bat and whacking me in the head! Constantly using the events of my life to strengthen, teach, nurture and draw me into a closer relationship with Him .
What were the events? March 15, 2001, I celebrated my 50th birthday, without my mother; she died on July 23 2000. That gave me a real shot of reality! Why am I here, what have I done and what am I supposed to do with the rest of my life?
Hum,what else, a gigantic family feud, 9/11, the death of two very dear friends, joining a local church, changing careers, starting a new business, beginning of sobriety walk, birth of grandbabies, loosing two more dear friends, loosing the new business, fearing my husband`s health issues, financial deviation and finally the most important thing that I`ve done in my entire life! In the privacy of my own bedroom, on my knees I finally surrendered my life to God the Father, begging Him to remove the burdens that I could no longer carry! HE HEARD MY CRY......THANK YOU, GOD! Jesus, lived and died on the cross for the forgiveness of my sins, I finally get it!
What an incredible journey, it`s a new year, a new decade, what are God`s plans for the next year, the new decade, only He knows! I will never let go of His hand, as I anxiously await each and every new day! AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL, MAY THE PEACE OF GOD THE FATHER BE YOURS NOW AND FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Job 19:25-27 I know that my Redeemer lives, and that in the end He will stand upon the earth. And after my skin has been destroyed, yet in my flesh I will see God; I myself will see Him with my own eyes---I, and not another. How my heart yearns within me!
Friday, December 31, 2010
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Not My Will Day 254
As the end of the year is rapidly approaching I have found myself in a time of great reflection. Not only is the year ending, but we are entering a new decade; how quickly the past ten years have passed. The older I get, the faster times flies, in my younger years I never appreciated the true meaning of that phrase. I definitely get it now!
James 4:14-15 Why, you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while then vanishes. Instead, you ought to say, "If it is the Lord`s will, we will live to do this or that."
If it is the Lord`s will, not my will, but the will of the Lord. During the past ten years, the clarity of those five little words have come to life with a powerful impact on my very existence. I now find it very difficult to fathom, that for fifty years on this earth, I thought that I was in control of my life.
Living and loving only to satisfy my own selfish earthly desires. Sure I was a good person, treated people with love and respect but.... Never missing what I did not have; an intimate person relationship with my savior Jesus Christ. Thank you God, for the people, places and things in the past decade that lead me to your open arms. The open arms of true peace, love and joy; the very things I could not find alone.
1 John 2:17 The world and its desires pass away, but the man who does the will of God lives forever. AMEN!
James 4:14-15 Why, you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while then vanishes. Instead, you ought to say, "If it is the Lord`s will, we will live to do this or that."
If it is the Lord`s will, not my will, but the will of the Lord. During the past ten years, the clarity of those five little words have come to life with a powerful impact on my very existence. I now find it very difficult to fathom, that for fifty years on this earth, I thought that I was in control of my life.
Living and loving only to satisfy my own selfish earthly desires. Sure I was a good person, treated people with love and respect but.... Never missing what I did not have; an intimate person relationship with my savior Jesus Christ. Thank you God, for the people, places and things in the past decade that lead me to your open arms. The open arms of true peace, love and joy; the very things I could not find alone.
1 John 2:17 The world and its desires pass away, but the man who does the will of God lives forever. AMEN!
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Habits and Routines Day 253
Our habits and routines can produce either positive or negative effects in our lives! The habit of drinking alcohol, over the years, opened the door to a life of dependency and addiction. Carrying on a family defect that has effected generations in my family. However, as I have shared many times, the bondage of addiction is now in the process of being overtaken by faith, hope and sobriety. First there was one, now there are three!
Psalms 31:24 Be strong and take heart, all you who hope in the LORD.
In His time, God has proven that He is answering my prayers. I thank Him for his faithfullness; I also thank him for nurturing and developing my patience and understanding of His LOVE!
Isaiah 49:8-9 This is what the LORD says; "In time of my favor I will answer you, and in the day of salvation I will help you; I will keep you and will make you to be a covenant for the people, to restore the land and to reassign its desolate inheritances, to say to the captives, "Come out, and to those in darkness, "Be Free!"
Five months ago when I was doing my Little Debbie job, I had acquired some good habits and routines. As I drove my big brown truck, I was as alone with God in the privacy of my traveling sanctuary. I opened each day in prayer, praising, requesting and thanking God the Father for each new day. Often speaking out loud and having many, many conversation with Him through-out my delivery day.
I felt connected, loved and constantly aware of His presences; it was as if others also felt his presences, as I often shared and prayed this total strangers. It`s a joy to got back and read some of these precious memories.
Much to my dismay, I have slowly fallen away from my faithfullness to daily prayer. My routine has changed; life as, an at home wife and caregiver, during my hubbies surgery recovery, has taken time from my dedication to prayer. It has taken months, slowly but surely my prayer life has suffered.
Yes I still pray, but my mind and soul desire to reconnect, something is missing. What am I going to be about it? Change my routine, get back to the committed and devoted time of prayer. I thank God, for my free will and for my sincere desire to desire HIM.
Psalm 18:1-3 I love you, O LORD, my strength. The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliver; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuse. He is my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold. I call to he LORD, who is worthy of praise, and I am saved from my enemies. AMEN!
Psalms 31:24 Be strong and take heart, all you who hope in the LORD.
In His time, God has proven that He is answering my prayers. I thank Him for his faithfullness; I also thank him for nurturing and developing my patience and understanding of His LOVE!
Isaiah 49:8-9 This is what the LORD says; "In time of my favor I will answer you, and in the day of salvation I will help you; I will keep you and will make you to be a covenant for the people, to restore the land and to reassign its desolate inheritances, to say to the captives, "Come out, and to those in darkness, "Be Free!"
Five months ago when I was doing my Little Debbie job, I had acquired some good habits and routines. As I drove my big brown truck, I was as alone with God in the privacy of my traveling sanctuary. I opened each day in prayer, praising, requesting and thanking God the Father for each new day. Often speaking out loud and having many, many conversation with Him through-out my delivery day.
I felt connected, loved and constantly aware of His presences; it was as if others also felt his presences, as I often shared and prayed this total strangers. It`s a joy to got back and read some of these precious memories.
Much to my dismay, I have slowly fallen away from my faithfullness to daily prayer. My routine has changed; life as, an at home wife and caregiver, during my hubbies surgery recovery, has taken time from my dedication to prayer. It has taken months, slowly but surely my prayer life has suffered.
Yes I still pray, but my mind and soul desire to reconnect, something is missing. What am I going to be about it? Change my routine, get back to the committed and devoted time of prayer. I thank God, for my free will and for my sincere desire to desire HIM.
Psalm 18:1-3 I love you, O LORD, my strength. The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliver; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuse. He is my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold. I call to he LORD, who is worthy of praise, and I am saved from my enemies. AMEN!
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Reflections Week 37
Thank you God. for the birth and incredible gift of your Son, JESUS CHRIST. Thank you for the HOPE and PEACE for the days to come.
This is the day that the LORD has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it. AMEN!
This is the day that the LORD has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it. AMEN!
Peace Returned Day 252
Thank you God, for the return of my inner peace, was I slightly off center, because of a the yearning for family and friends that I miss so dearly especially during the Christmas season. Thank you for the wonderful memories and the ability to recall them.
Luke 24:36 While they were still talking about this, Jesus himself stood among them and said to them, "Peace be with you."
I must confess, that before the development of my intimate personal relationship with Jesus, I would have allowed Satan to draw me into to his lies. Enticing me deeper and deeper into his deceitful embrace. Ephesians 4:27 and do not give the devil a foothold.
Job 1:12 The Lord said to Satan, "Very well, then, everything he has is in your hands, but on the man himself do not lay a finger." Then Satan went out from the presence of the Lord.
For many years, I did not truly understand of power and presence of Satan. Without godly wisdom, I battled the principalities of evil, alone! Satan attacks us spiritually by trying to weaken and destroy our faith in God.
James 1:13-16 When tempted, no one should say,"God is tempting me." For God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does he tempt anyone; but each one is tempted when, by his own evil desire, he is dragged away and enticed. Then, after desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, gives birth to death.
In the past months of my unemployment, I have reflected with great intensity the past decade of my life; I thank God for this gift of time. Events, death of family members and friends have greatly increased my faith in God and lead me to His word.
It is my prayer for the new year, that He will continue to draw me closer and closer to Him, opening my heart and mind with Godly wisdom and confidence to share His word.
Deuteronomy 6:5-9 Love the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength. These commandments that I give you today are to be upon your heart. Impress them on your children. Talk about them when you sit at home and when you walk the road, when you lie down and get up. Tie them as symbols on your hands and bind them on your foreheads. Write them on the door frames of your house and on your gates.
Luke 24:36 While they were still talking about this, Jesus himself stood among them and said to them, "Peace be with you."
I must confess, that before the development of my intimate personal relationship with Jesus, I would have allowed Satan to draw me into to his lies. Enticing me deeper and deeper into his deceitful embrace. Ephesians 4:27 and do not give the devil a foothold.
Job 1:12 The Lord said to Satan, "Very well, then, everything he has is in your hands, but on the man himself do not lay a finger." Then Satan went out from the presence of the Lord.
For many years, I did not truly understand of power and presence of Satan. Without godly wisdom, I battled the principalities of evil, alone! Satan attacks us spiritually by trying to weaken and destroy our faith in God.
James 1:13-16 When tempted, no one should say,"God is tempting me." For God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does he tempt anyone; but each one is tempted when, by his own evil desire, he is dragged away and enticed. Then, after desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, gives birth to death.
In the past months of my unemployment, I have reflected with great intensity the past decade of my life; I thank God for this gift of time. Events, death of family members and friends have greatly increased my faith in God and lead me to His word.
It is my prayer for the new year, that He will continue to draw me closer and closer to Him, opening my heart and mind with Godly wisdom and confidence to share His word.
Deuteronomy 6:5-9 Love the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength. These commandments that I give you today are to be upon your heart. Impress them on your children. Talk about them when you sit at home and when you walk the road, when you lie down and get up. Tie them as symbols on your hands and bind them on your foreheads. Write them on the door frames of your house and on your gates.
Saturday, December 25, 2010
CHRISTMAS 2011 Day 251
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS! The reason for celebrations on this day will never change!
THE GREATEST COMMANDMENTS:
Jesus replied; "Love the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your your soul and with all your mind." This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like this;"Love your neighbor as yourself."
MERRY CHRISTMAS, AMEN!
THE GREATEST COMMANDMENTS:
Jesus replied; "Love the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your your soul and with all your mind." This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like this;"Love your neighbor as yourself."
MERRY CHRISTMAS, AMEN!
Friday, December 24, 2010
July 23, 2000 Day 250
Sunday July 23th the day that the doctor warned me about, the day that my mother pasted from this life, to live eternally in the presence of Jesus. Mom had a bleeding ulcer that ruptured causing her death. Months earlier doctors discover this ulcer, advising surgery to correct the problem.
In spite of her Alzheimer effected mind, my mother made the decision not to have the surgery. I can still her her saying, "Linda, I`m 75 years old and I`m NOT going to have another surgery!" "Do I really want to correct this problem; only to be sitting in a corner going blag, blag, blag, blag...., not knowing what day it is , or where I am? Totaling depending on someone for my daily care!"
Mom was still lucid enough to realize the truth, yes the ulcer could be corrected but, the surgery would more than likely accelerate the progression of her Alzheimer`s. Lamentations 3:17 I have been deprived of peace; I have forgotten what prosperity is. (Co-ink-dink, mom died in room #317???)
After numerous agonizing conversations with family, doctors and nurses, together we finally agreed that mom would not have the surgery. She and my step-dad moved in with Rick and I and we were committed to make the best of our situation.
Exodus 20:12 Honor your father and mother, so that you may live long in the land the LORD your God is giving you.
After only 3 short months the inevitable happened; on a beautiful July day, the family of Mabel Frazer loving gathered around their dying mother. It was such a blessing from God for our entire family, brothers, sisters, spouse`s, grandchildren and great-grandchildren where at her bed side for that final farewell. Thank you, God!
The most astonished thing happened, mom was looking at each of us with eye to eye contact. I had missed the love in her eyes for years, she had lost this precious gift, to her disease. There were so many parts of her that had been robbed from each of us. She had slowly become a shell of the loving caring mother that we had known all of our lives. I missed and mourned her long before this day!
The hospital pastor joined us as we shared his reading of mom`s favorite, The 23rd Psalm, The Lord is my Shepperd, I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name`s sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and love will follow me all the day of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever. Mom`s lip gently moved as she tried to recited her favorite psalm.
With out a doubt this was the most difficult day of our lives, I tried to quickly exit the room, I could no longer hold back the overwhelming outburst of tears. My sister-in-law, Mary stopped me. No don`t go Mom wants you...with amazing strength mom sat up in bed, grabbed my hand, looked me in the eyes and said, "are you O.K.?"
What a precious gift. My mother was dying, but she wanted to know that I was O.K! Ten years later, as I reflect on this day, we truly witnessed Jesus Christ in that hospital room. No doubt, the room was filled with God`s angels reaching out to each of us! We had all witnessed unconditional LOVE. What a precious memory that opened the doors of my heart and mind to allow God`s prevenient grace to touch my life. God`s, grace, mercy, love and His son JESUS CHRIST are the ultimate gift each and every day of our lives.
2 Timothy 4:6-8 For I am already being poured out like a drink offering, and the time has come for my departure. I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. Now there is in store for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord the righteous Judge, will award to me on that day---and not only me, but also to all who have longed for his appearing.
As Christians it is our privilege and responsibility to share the good news of JESUS CHRIST to all the world. Amen..................MERRY CHRISTMAS!
In spite of her Alzheimer effected mind, my mother made the decision not to have the surgery. I can still her her saying, "Linda, I`m 75 years old and I`m NOT going to have another surgery!" "Do I really want to correct this problem; only to be sitting in a corner going blag, blag, blag, blag...., not knowing what day it is , or where I am? Totaling depending on someone for my daily care!"
Mom was still lucid enough to realize the truth, yes the ulcer could be corrected but, the surgery would more than likely accelerate the progression of her Alzheimer`s. Lamentations 3:17 I have been deprived of peace; I have forgotten what prosperity is. (Co-ink-dink, mom died in room #317???)
After numerous agonizing conversations with family, doctors and nurses, together we finally agreed that mom would not have the surgery. She and my step-dad moved in with Rick and I and we were committed to make the best of our situation.
Exodus 20:12 Honor your father and mother, so that you may live long in the land the LORD your God is giving you.
After only 3 short months the inevitable happened; on a beautiful July day, the family of Mabel Frazer loving gathered around their dying mother. It was such a blessing from God for our entire family, brothers, sisters, spouse`s, grandchildren and great-grandchildren where at her bed side for that final farewell. Thank you, God!
The most astonished thing happened, mom was looking at each of us with eye to eye contact. I had missed the love in her eyes for years, she had lost this precious gift, to her disease. There were so many parts of her that had been robbed from each of us. She had slowly become a shell of the loving caring mother that we had known all of our lives. I missed and mourned her long before this day!
The hospital pastor joined us as we shared his reading of mom`s favorite, The 23rd Psalm, The Lord is my Shepperd, I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name`s sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and love will follow me all the day of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever. Mom`s lip gently moved as she tried to recited her favorite psalm.
With out a doubt this was the most difficult day of our lives, I tried to quickly exit the room, I could no longer hold back the overwhelming outburst of tears. My sister-in-law, Mary stopped me. No don`t go Mom wants you...with amazing strength mom sat up in bed, grabbed my hand, looked me in the eyes and said, "are you O.K.?"
What a precious gift. My mother was dying, but she wanted to know that I was O.K! Ten years later, as I reflect on this day, we truly witnessed Jesus Christ in that hospital room. No doubt, the room was filled with God`s angels reaching out to each of us! We had all witnessed unconditional LOVE. What a precious memory that opened the doors of my heart and mind to allow God`s prevenient grace to touch my life. God`s, grace, mercy, love and His son JESUS CHRIST are the ultimate gift each and every day of our lives.
2 Timothy 4:6-8 For I am already being poured out like a drink offering, and the time has come for my departure. I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. Now there is in store for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord the righteous Judge, will award to me on that day---and not only me, but also to all who have longed for his appearing.
As Christians it is our privilege and responsibility to share the good news of JESUS CHRIST to all the world. Amen..................MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Answered Prayer Day 249
Philippians 4:6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your request to God.
I received a call from my niece Kim, she requested that I pray for her. She was making the hour and a half drive to present her testimony to an AA group. The meeting where she would speak is the home group of my great-niece Renae.
We have such an amazing and faithful God; I thank God for my sobriety of nearly 5 years. Has my sobriety opened the door of healing within my entire family, surely God has heard my prayers. As my sobriety progressed, I began to pray for each family member by name. I prayed that God would open the doors of their hearts and draw them into a personal intimate relationship with Him.
Living by example, trusting and praying to God for His blessing, certainly seems to be working in and through my family. Thank you, God!
Just, saw on Facebook that my nephew Jason and his family, Stacey, Jackson and Lilly attended church on Sunday; Jason was invited to church by his friend, Alvin and his mother. Is this another answered prayer, sure seems like it to me. Thank you, God!
If you have been following this blog from the beginning you have witnessed how friends have directed my course toward Jesus. Without a doubt, it is easier to hears and receive advise from friends, than from family members! Thank you God, for Rose, Shirley, Ginger, Jimmy, Karen, Amy, Barbara, Diane, Mr. and Mrs Bennett just to name a few special God-sent friends. Thanks to God for all who have prayed for me through-out my life.
Job 5:17-18 Blessed is the man whom God correct; so do not despise the discipline of the Almighty. For he wounds, but he also binds up; he injures, but his hands also heal.
I will continue in obedience, to present the desires of my heart to God the Father, for my family, my friends, my country and the world. Amen.
Psalms 119:165 Great peace have they who love your law and nothing can make them stumble.
I received a call from my niece Kim, she requested that I pray for her. She was making the hour and a half drive to present her testimony to an AA group. The meeting where she would speak is the home group of my great-niece Renae.
We have such an amazing and faithful God; I thank God for my sobriety of nearly 5 years. Has my sobriety opened the door of healing within my entire family, surely God has heard my prayers. As my sobriety progressed, I began to pray for each family member by name. I prayed that God would open the doors of their hearts and draw them into a personal intimate relationship with Him.
Living by example, trusting and praying to God for His blessing, certainly seems to be working in and through my family. Thank you, God!
Just, saw on Facebook that my nephew Jason and his family, Stacey, Jackson and Lilly attended church on Sunday; Jason was invited to church by his friend, Alvin and his mother. Is this another answered prayer, sure seems like it to me. Thank you, God!
If you have been following this blog from the beginning you have witnessed how friends have directed my course toward Jesus. Without a doubt, it is easier to hears and receive advise from friends, than from family members! Thank you God, for Rose, Shirley, Ginger, Jimmy, Karen, Amy, Barbara, Diane, Mr. and Mrs Bennett just to name a few special God-sent friends. Thanks to God for all who have prayed for me through-out my life.
Job 5:17-18 Blessed is the man whom God correct; so do not despise the discipline of the Almighty. For he wounds, but he also binds up; he injures, but his hands also heal.
I will continue in obedience, to present the desires of my heart to God the Father, for my family, my friends, my country and the world. Amen.
Psalms 119:165 Great peace have they who love your law and nothing can make them stumble.
Saturday, December 18, 2010
Reflections Week 36
Maybe it was a good thing that I had the flu this week, God knows my heart, perhaps the flu was a gift. A time to rest and ponder the feelings of my mind and spirit. Why do we celebrate Christmas, is it still the celebration of the birth of our Savior?
Psalm 14:2 The Lord looks down from heaven on the sons of men to see if there are any who understand, any who seek God.
Did God allow time for my body to lament?
Psalm 14:2 The Lord looks down from heaven on the sons of men to see if there are any who understand, any who seek God.
Did God allow time for my body to lament?
Friday, December 17, 2010
Are we Worthy Day 248
1 Samuel 7:8 They said to Samuel, "Do not stop crying out to the Lord our God for us, that he may rescue us from the hand of the Philistines." Twice this week my phone rang, I recognized the distressed voices of friends. Alison, pleading for prayers on her behalf, she was in route to a staff meeting; Sue with tears of pain and anguish, just trying to get through the day, hour by hour.
How is it that such a joyous time of year brings such grief, pain and discomfort to the surface? Are we worthy to celebrate of birth of a King? Are we worthy? Is it our sinful nature that fogs our hearts and minds, preventing us from experiencing and receiving the gift of Jesus Christ!
Are we mourning days gone by, the simplicity of our youth; are we temporarily lodged in an in-between spot, of stuck in the middle? That kind of sums up my existence for the past week or so! Is there more healing that is necessary before we can move forward?
Being in-between can stir up many feeling: grief, over what we have lost, anxiety, fear and apprehension over what`s ahead. Being in the middle isn`t fun, but it is necessary. Thank God, it will not last forever. You have to feel it to heal it. It may feel like we`re standing still, but we`re not. We`re standing at the in-between place; it`s how we get from one place to the next. Even when we`re in-between, we are moving forward, growing closer to the likeness of our savior.
Proverbs 20:30 Blows and wounds cleanse away evil, and beatings purge the inmost being.
I thank God for the fellowship, friendship, love and cries of distress from friends that He has place in my path!
Psalm 6:9 The Lord has heard my cry for mercy; the Lord accepts my prayer. Amen!
How is it that such a joyous time of year brings such grief, pain and discomfort to the surface? Are we worthy to celebrate of birth of a King? Are we worthy? Is it our sinful nature that fogs our hearts and minds, preventing us from experiencing and receiving the gift of Jesus Christ!
Are we mourning days gone by, the simplicity of our youth; are we temporarily lodged in an in-between spot, of stuck in the middle? That kind of sums up my existence for the past week or so! Is there more healing that is necessary before we can move forward?
Being in-between can stir up many feeling: grief, over what we have lost, anxiety, fear and apprehension over what`s ahead. Being in the middle isn`t fun, but it is necessary. Thank God, it will not last forever. You have to feel it to heal it. It may feel like we`re standing still, but we`re not. We`re standing at the in-between place; it`s how we get from one place to the next. Even when we`re in-between, we are moving forward, growing closer to the likeness of our savior.
Proverbs 20:30 Blows and wounds cleanse away evil, and beatings purge the inmost being.
I thank God for the fellowship, friendship, love and cries of distress from friends that He has place in my path!
Psalm 6:9 The Lord has heard my cry for mercy; the Lord accepts my prayer. Amen!
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Godly Wisdom Day 247
Proverbs 16:16 How much better to get wisdom than gold, to choose understanding rather than silver. Wisdom, how do we acquire this wisdom, does it just engage we we receive our wisdom teeth? That would be sweet, but it just doesn`t happen like that.
Wisdom, acquiring and realizing it`s significance is a lifelong process. Does it just come with aging and experiencing life; taking the time to truly examine the daily events of our lives and their effects on our very being. Are we just to busy getting by, that wisdom is missed in the shuffles of our hectic lives.
Psalms 49:20 A man who has riches without understanding is like the beast that perish.
Wisdom, good judgment, understanding, discernment and comprehension, how would Jesus rate us on each of these? I know that I fall short! I pray that if I`m to continue writing this blog, that God will bless and empower me with His wisdom, I pray that He will remove the scales from my eyes that allows me to tolerate injustice, I pray that He will light my steps against the dark! Amen.
Exodus 20:20-23 Moses said to the people, Do not be afraid. God has come to test you, so that the fear of God will be with you to keep you from sinning." The people remained at a distance, while Mose approached the thick darkness where God was. Then the Lord said to Moses, Tell the Israelites this: "You have seen for yourselves that I have spoken to you from heaven: Do not make any gods to be alongside me; do not make for yourselves gods of silver or gods of gold.
Who or what has become your god?????????????
Wisdom, acquiring and realizing it`s significance is a lifelong process. Does it just come with aging and experiencing life; taking the time to truly examine the daily events of our lives and their effects on our very being. Are we just to busy getting by, that wisdom is missed in the shuffles of our hectic lives.
Psalms 49:20 A man who has riches without understanding is like the beast that perish.
Wisdom, good judgment, understanding, discernment and comprehension, how would Jesus rate us on each of these? I know that I fall short! I pray that if I`m to continue writing this blog, that God will bless and empower me with His wisdom, I pray that He will remove the scales from my eyes that allows me to tolerate injustice, I pray that He will light my steps against the dark! Amen.
Exodus 20:20-23 Moses said to the people, Do not be afraid. God has come to test you, so that the fear of God will be with you to keep you from sinning." The people remained at a distance, while Mose approached the thick darkness where God was. Then the Lord said to Moses, Tell the Israelites this: "You have seen for yourselves that I have spoken to you from heaven: Do not make any gods to be alongside me; do not make for yourselves gods of silver or gods of gold.
Who or what has become your god?????????????
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Got the Flu Day 246
Got the flu, yuck..........chills, sneezing, lots of rest, no energy....three days down and out; tomorrow is a new day! Looking forward to feeling better.
Philippians 4:19 My God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus.
I thank God for my healthy body, the flu is just a short interruption!
Philippians 4:19 My God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus.
I thank God for my healthy body, the flu is just a short interruption!
Friday, December 10, 2010
Rachel`s Challenge Day 245
Proverbs 10-12 Hatred stirs up dissension, but LOVE covers over all wrong.
Last night our small community, Chesapeake City, Maryland hosted at Bohemia Manor Middle School, an invitation for parents and community members to attend a presentation of Rachel`s Challenge.
Rachel Scott was one of the first students killed on April 20, 1999, at Columbine High School; gunned down by fellow students. Rachel was one of many that lost her life that dreadful day, just months before her death Rachel wrote a paper for her fifth period class.
My Ethics, My code of Life....."Compassion is the greatest form of love humans have to offer. According to Webster`s Dictionary compassion means a feeling of sympathy for another`s misfortune. My definition of compassion is forgiving, loving, helping, leading and showing mercy for other. I have a theory that if one person can go out of their way to show compassion, then it will start a chain reaction of the same. People will never know how far a like kindness will go."
Rachel left behind 6 journals, that inspired family and friends to start Rachel`s Challenge. Focusing on students, challenging them to start a chain reaction of compassion, love and kindness breaking down barriers of hatred and prejudice.
Isaiah 46:13 I am bringing my righteous near, it is not far away; and my salvation will not be delayed. I will grant salvation to Zion, my splendor to Israel.
During her short life on earth, had Rachel responded to our Lord`s pleading to her for help; placing in her a desire to share her love, compassion, leadership and mercy that would spread like wildfire throughout our world. Sounds like God had BIG plans for Rachel.
John 16:12-114 " I have much more to say to you, more than you can now bear. but when he, the Spirit of truth, comes, he will guide you into all truth. He will not speak on his own; he will speak only what he hears, and he will tell what is yet to come. He will bring glory to me by taking from what is mine and making it known to you.
1 Corinthians 13:4-8 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protect, always trust, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.
Was God using Rachel`s lifestory to awaken our senses, to share love, forgiveness, compassion and mercy? As the presentation concluded tears of empathy filled the auditorium. Thank you God, for bringing this message to my school!
I invite you to join Rachel`s Challenge, we can GLORIFY GOD and change the World, one person at a time by showing love and compassion toward one another.
Was it a co-inky-dink that I was sitting in the same school, that I had graduated from, over 40 years ago. Listening to Rachel`s message, the very message that I hear in my own heart; was I receiving one of my favorite, "God Winks"? Thank you, God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Amen.
Last night our small community, Chesapeake City, Maryland hosted at Bohemia Manor Middle School, an invitation for parents and community members to attend a presentation of Rachel`s Challenge.
Rachel Scott was one of the first students killed on April 20, 1999, at Columbine High School; gunned down by fellow students. Rachel was one of many that lost her life that dreadful day, just months before her death Rachel wrote a paper for her fifth period class.
My Ethics, My code of Life....."Compassion is the greatest form of love humans have to offer. According to Webster`s Dictionary compassion means a feeling of sympathy for another`s misfortune. My definition of compassion is forgiving, loving, helping, leading and showing mercy for other. I have a theory that if one person can go out of their way to show compassion, then it will start a chain reaction of the same. People will never know how far a like kindness will go."
Rachel left behind 6 journals, that inspired family and friends to start Rachel`s Challenge. Focusing on students, challenging them to start a chain reaction of compassion, love and kindness breaking down barriers of hatred and prejudice.
Isaiah 46:13 I am bringing my righteous near, it is not far away; and my salvation will not be delayed. I will grant salvation to Zion, my splendor to Israel.
During her short life on earth, had Rachel responded to our Lord`s pleading to her for help; placing in her a desire to share her love, compassion, leadership and mercy that would spread like wildfire throughout our world. Sounds like God had BIG plans for Rachel.
John 16:12-114 " I have much more to say to you, more than you can now bear. but when he, the Spirit of truth, comes, he will guide you into all truth. He will not speak on his own; he will speak only what he hears, and he will tell what is yet to come. He will bring glory to me by taking from what is mine and making it known to you.
1 Corinthians 13:4-8 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protect, always trust, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.
Was God using Rachel`s lifestory to awaken our senses, to share love, forgiveness, compassion and mercy? As the presentation concluded tears of empathy filled the auditorium. Thank you God, for bringing this message to my school!
I invite you to join Rachel`s Challenge, we can GLORIFY GOD and change the World, one person at a time by showing love and compassion toward one another.
Was it a co-inky-dink that I was sitting in the same school, that I had graduated from, over 40 years ago. Listening to Rachel`s message, the very message that I hear in my own heart; was I receiving one of my favorite, "God Winks"? Thank you, God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Amen.
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Sweet Little Rose Day 244
I thank God that I have the free time to take my dear, 88 year old friend Rose, shopping to pick up some Christmas gifts. For decades Rose has been a blessings, as a friend and mentor. She is certainly one of my God-friends!
Today, I helped to bundle her up for our chilly shopping journey, she assures me that she can still drive, but...feels more at ease with me behind the wheel. Thank you God, I can only image the difficulties and struggles of giving in to our aging bodies. Rose was independent for many years, with a gigantic care-giver heart; always prepared to lend a helping hand wherever needed. She walks the walk and talks the talk of a faithful Christian.
I shared with her that I was reading, "The Hole in Our Gospel," by Richard Stearns,the president of World Vision U.S. since 1998, who brought 23 years of corporate experience to his position.
Luci Swindoll, author and Women of Faith speaker, shares..."Brace yourself....this is one powerhouse book! In a knowledgeable, loving way, Richard Stearns carefully explain why there`s a hole in our Christian belief system. He redefines words like neighbors, wealth, possible, awareness...then, with challenging directives, shows us tangible ways this hole can be repaired--even eradicated--when each of us pours hope and compassion into it. He expands our thinking, gives us courage, and believes change can happen; and when you`ve finished reading, you`ll believe it too."
Rose is a avid reader, however she hasn`t read this inspiring book; she shared her connection to World Vision. Since 1981, she has faithfully donated $12.00 per month. Rose has been widowed for more than a decade, living on her modest retirement, never wavering from her commitment to World Vision! She considers this devotion to World Vision as her duty and privilege.
Humbly I listened and heard in her, what Jesus calls each of us to do for our neighbors, near and far. In 29 years Rose has donated $4176.00, she has faithfully taken action to change the world!
Psalm 82:3-4 Define the cause of the weak and fatherless; maintain the rights of the poor and oppressed. Rescue the weak and needy; deliver them from the hand of the wicked. Amen.
We need more Roses.........................................
Today, I helped to bundle her up for our chilly shopping journey, she assures me that she can still drive, but...feels more at ease with me behind the wheel. Thank you God, I can only image the difficulties and struggles of giving in to our aging bodies. Rose was independent for many years, with a gigantic care-giver heart; always prepared to lend a helping hand wherever needed. She walks the walk and talks the talk of a faithful Christian.
I shared with her that I was reading, "The Hole in Our Gospel," by Richard Stearns,the president of World Vision U.S. since 1998, who brought 23 years of corporate experience to his position.
Luci Swindoll, author and Women of Faith speaker, shares..."Brace yourself....this is one powerhouse book! In a knowledgeable, loving way, Richard Stearns carefully explain why there`s a hole in our Christian belief system. He redefines words like neighbors, wealth, possible, awareness...then, with challenging directives, shows us tangible ways this hole can be repaired--even eradicated--when each of us pours hope and compassion into it. He expands our thinking, gives us courage, and believes change can happen; and when you`ve finished reading, you`ll believe it too."
Rose is a avid reader, however she hasn`t read this inspiring book; she shared her connection to World Vision. Since 1981, she has faithfully donated $12.00 per month. Rose has been widowed for more than a decade, living on her modest retirement, never wavering from her commitment to World Vision! She considers this devotion to World Vision as her duty and privilege.
Humbly I listened and heard in her, what Jesus calls each of us to do for our neighbors, near and far. In 29 years Rose has donated $4176.00, she has faithfully taken action to change the world!
Psalm 82:3-4 Define the cause of the weak and fatherless; maintain the rights of the poor and oppressed. Rescue the weak and needy; deliver them from the hand of the wicked. Amen.
We need more Roses.........................................
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Proverbs Day 243
Proverbs what a Godly way to start each day, co inky dink a book of 31, is that one each day of the month! Each proverb packs a powerful truth about life into a simple, memorable statement; right in your face simplicity, I might add.
December 7th... Lets take a look, Proverbs 7:1 My son, keep my words and store up my commands within you. Commands, meaning commandment? Proverbs 7:2 Keep my commands and you will live; guard my teachings as the apple of your eyes. Living is good, apple of my eyes, that`s a desirable image. Proverbs 7:3 Bind them on your fingers; write them on the tablet of your heart. Commandments wrapped in my hand, etched in my heart, I like this!
Proverbs 7:4 Say to wisdom, "you are my sister," and call understanding your kinsman;.... Godly wisdom and understanding are my family, this is easy to remember! Proverbs 7:5 they will keep you from the adulteress, from the wayward wife with her seductive words. Wisdom, will keep me from impurity, closing the door on the undesirable elements of the world! This is good stuff!
The Ten Commandments.......I am the Lord your God, you shall have no other gods before me. You shall not make for yourself an idol. You shall not make wrongful use of the name of the Lord your God. Remember the sabbath and keep it holy. Honor your father and mother. You shall not murder. You shall not commit adultery. You shall not steal. You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor. You shall not covet your neighbor`s house.....
I pray this is inviting, the simplicity encouraging. Amen!
December 7th... Lets take a look, Proverbs 7:1 My son, keep my words and store up my commands within you. Commands, meaning commandment? Proverbs 7:2 Keep my commands and you will live; guard my teachings as the apple of your eyes. Living is good, apple of my eyes, that`s a desirable image. Proverbs 7:3 Bind them on your fingers; write them on the tablet of your heart. Commandments wrapped in my hand, etched in my heart, I like this!
Proverbs 7:4 Say to wisdom, "you are my sister," and call understanding your kinsman;.... Godly wisdom and understanding are my family, this is easy to remember! Proverbs 7:5 they will keep you from the adulteress, from the wayward wife with her seductive words. Wisdom, will keep me from impurity, closing the door on the undesirable elements of the world! This is good stuff!
The Ten Commandments.......I am the Lord your God, you shall have no other gods before me. You shall not make for yourself an idol. You shall not make wrongful use of the name of the Lord your God. Remember the sabbath and keep it holy. Honor your father and mother. You shall not murder. You shall not commit adultery. You shall not steal. You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor. You shall not covet your neighbor`s house.....
I pray this is inviting, the simplicity encouraging. Amen!
Monday, December 6, 2010
Discipleship In Action Day 242
What I witnessed at church today, was exactly what God calls us to do, each and everyday of our lives. Reach out and love on those in need!
Lori, introduced me to Renee and her daughter, Katlin. This mother and daughter are seeking a christian family; God delivered them at our door. As true disciples of Jesus, we are called to be the hand and feet of Jesus, sharing and pouring out waves of love witnessing our faith.
Renee and Katlin were welcomed with the open heart and arms of Jesus; both Renee and Katlin cried as they received the gifts of warmth and love. Let the healing and restoration begin. As a church family, we embraced our new sisters in Christ, as we lifted them in prayer to the Lord!
1 Peter 4:10 Each one should use whatever gift he has received to serve others, faithfully administering God`s grace in its various forms.
Lori, introduced me to Renee and her daughter, Katlin. This mother and daughter are seeking a christian family; God delivered them at our door. As true disciples of Jesus, we are called to be the hand and feet of Jesus, sharing and pouring out waves of love witnessing our faith.
Renee and Katlin were welcomed with the open heart and arms of Jesus; both Renee and Katlin cried as they received the gifts of warmth and love. Let the healing and restoration begin. As a church family, we embraced our new sisters in Christ, as we lifted them in prayer to the Lord!
1 Peter 4:10 Each one should use whatever gift he has received to serve others, faithfully administering God`s grace in its various forms.
Reflections Week 35
As I reviewed this week, I experienced the faithfulness of God the Father. Prayers have been answered, not always in my time, but His time! Thank you, God. Thank you, for choosing me to be the "cracked-pot" at the keyboard for this blog.
Thank you, God for my in depth healing and daily restoration!
1 John 2:17 The world and its desires pass away, but the man who does the will of God lives forever. Amen
Thank you, God for my in depth healing and daily restoration!
1 John 2:17 The world and its desires pass away, but the man who does the will of God lives forever. Amen
Evangelism and Outreach Day 241
Today I attended a half of a day seminar, on evangelism and outreach. This may seem extremely boring to many, but for me it ignites a passion of fire and energy.
It`s no, co inky dink, that I am now a part of this evangelism outreach group. Through prayer and discernment, God has taken my hand and directed my steps. My heart pounded with excitement and enthusiasm as I eagerly soaked up the messages that each speaker delivered. These people think the way I think! Thank you, God!
1 Peter 2:9 You are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, His own special people, that you may proclaim the praise of Him who called you out of darkness into His marvelous light.
Just doing "church work" is not always where God is calling me; filling that empty slot, often leaves me feeling like a "fish out of water." God has a plan and purpose for each of us, as we strive to fulfill our purpose, we experience pure peace and joy! Thank you, Father.
Abba Father, I am yours.........
Colossians 1:17 He is before all things, and in Him all things hold together. Amen!
It`s no, co inky dink, that I am now a part of this evangelism outreach group. Through prayer and discernment, God has taken my hand and directed my steps. My heart pounded with excitement and enthusiasm as I eagerly soaked up the messages that each speaker delivered. These people think the way I think! Thank you, God!
1 Peter 2:9 You are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, His own special people, that you may proclaim the praise of Him who called you out of darkness into His marvelous light.
Just doing "church work" is not always where God is calling me; filling that empty slot, often leaves me feeling like a "fish out of water." God has a plan and purpose for each of us, as we strive to fulfill our purpose, we experience pure peace and joy! Thank you, Father.
Abba Father, I am yours.........
Colossians 1:17 He is before all things, and in Him all things hold together. Amen!
Cryin' Out Day 240
Have you ever experienced one of those days when you just feel like you have your underwear on backwards? Everything in your life is good, however something is irritating your inner soul, causing unexplainable disruption, distractions and pain.
For many years as the Christmas season approached, I entered a place of darkness and confusion, held captive for weeks and weeks. Putting on that "happy face" while secretly, dying from the inside out. Was this just the eruptions of the volcano of hurts, habits and hang-ups rumbling from the depths of my soul?
Thank you, God for releasing me from this madness, allowing me to exit the roller coaster of pain, darkness, distress and despair. Thank you for reaching for my hand, inviting me to receive your healing grace. Thank you for the sisters and brothers in Christ, that you placed in my path, lighting my steps to You, while planting seeds of love and faith.
Matthew 13:31-32 He told them another parable: The kingdom of heaven is like a mustard seed, which a man took and planted in his field. Though it is the smallest of all your seeds, yet when it grows, it is the largest of garden plants and becomes a tree, so that the birds of the air come and perch in its branches."
Healing and restoration is a daily process, however for me, the light of Jesus Christ makes it easier to exit the roller coaster. Knowing how much God loves "me" allows me to see that mustard tree that this etched in my heart.
Healing and restoration is my prayer for my family, my community, my country and the world!
Mark 1:41 Filled with compassion, Jesus reached out his hand and touched the man. "I am willing," he said, Be clean!"
For many years as the Christmas season approached, I entered a place of darkness and confusion, held captive for weeks and weeks. Putting on that "happy face" while secretly, dying from the inside out. Was this just the eruptions of the volcano of hurts, habits and hang-ups rumbling from the depths of my soul?
Thank you, God for releasing me from this madness, allowing me to exit the roller coaster of pain, darkness, distress and despair. Thank you for reaching for my hand, inviting me to receive your healing grace. Thank you for the sisters and brothers in Christ, that you placed in my path, lighting my steps to You, while planting seeds of love and faith.
Matthew 13:31-32 He told them another parable: The kingdom of heaven is like a mustard seed, which a man took and planted in his field. Though it is the smallest of all your seeds, yet when it grows, it is the largest of garden plants and becomes a tree, so that the birds of the air come and perch in its branches."
Healing and restoration is a daily process, however for me, the light of Jesus Christ makes it easier to exit the roller coaster. Knowing how much God loves "me" allows me to see that mustard tree that this etched in my heart.
Healing and restoration is my prayer for my family, my community, my country and the world!
Mark 1:41 Filled with compassion, Jesus reached out his hand and touched the man. "I am willing," he said, Be clean!"
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Healing Day 239
Rick`s foot is not healing the way that it should, because of his diabetes; his doctor ordered a special device call a ActiVAC to help remove infection and close the incision. Hopefully this device will prompt his body to respond, allowing healing and closure of the wound.
ActiVAC, wouldn`t it be great if there was a huge device that we could hook-up to our bodies to remove hurts and pains that we have stuffed deep inside for years! Slowly and surely pumping the contents of our lives to the surface forcing us to heal and close our wounds.
Sadly, I admit that I was on a quest to find this incredible machine for decades. But I missed the obvious, it was not a machine that I needed, it was Jesus Christ.
Pain and darkest dwell deep in my very being, often taking charge of my thoughts and emotions. My addiction to alcohol temporally eased my discomfort, however only stuffing more darkest deeper and deeper inside.
Job 38:19-20 What is the way to the abode of light? And where does darkness reside? Can you take them to their places? Do you know the paths of their dwelling?
How do we abide in this light, how do we get connected? Pray, pray, pray, pray, pray, pray, pray, pray, pray, pray, God will release the Holy Spirit into our lives! The Holy Spirit will live and dwell in us, drawing us into a closer intimate relationship with God the Father.
Isaiah 61:1-2 The Spirit of the Sovereign Lord is on me, because the Lord has anointed me to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted to proclaim freedom for the captive and release from darkness for the prisoners.....Amen!
ActiVAC, wouldn`t it be great if there was a huge device that we could hook-up to our bodies to remove hurts and pains that we have stuffed deep inside for years! Slowly and surely pumping the contents of our lives to the surface forcing us to heal and close our wounds.
Sadly, I admit that I was on a quest to find this incredible machine for decades. But I missed the obvious, it was not a machine that I needed, it was Jesus Christ.
Pain and darkest dwell deep in my very being, often taking charge of my thoughts and emotions. My addiction to alcohol temporally eased my discomfort, however only stuffing more darkest deeper and deeper inside.
Job 38:19-20 What is the way to the abode of light? And where does darkness reside? Can you take them to their places? Do you know the paths of their dwelling?
How do we abide in this light, how do we get connected? Pray, pray, pray, pray, pray, pray, pray, pray, pray, pray, God will release the Holy Spirit into our lives! The Holy Spirit will live and dwell in us, drawing us into a closer intimate relationship with God the Father.
Isaiah 61:1-2 The Spirit of the Sovereign Lord is on me, because the Lord has anointed me to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted to proclaim freedom for the captive and release from darkness for the prisoners.....Amen!
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
Restoration Day 238
I am sick, sick, sick of turning on the news or reading the newspaper only to find more ways to completely remove Jesus from Christmas. Give me a break, Jesus is the REASON we celebrate.
"Life was oh so simple then, has time rewritten every line," these words are from Barbra Striesand`s song and the movie, "The Way We Were." What a difference 40 years makes, but come to think of it, that was an entire generation ago! What`s in store for the next generation?
Judges 2:10 After that whole generation had been gathered to their father, another generation grew up, who knew neither the Lord nor what he had done for Israel.
I can only imagine, gentle tears flowing down the cheeks of our savior, Jesus Christ as He views our behavior from heaven above.
Are you going to innocently stand by and allow Jesus Christ to be completely removed from the lives of generations to come?
WHAT DOES JESUS CHRIST MEAN TO YOU----------------------------------- AND WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT IT?????
Jeremiah 3:22-23 "Return, faithless people;; I will cure you of backsliding." "Yes, we will come to you, for you are the Lord our God. Surely the idolatrous commotion on the hill and mountains is a deception; surely in the Lord our God is the salvation of Israel......................... Amen
"Life was oh so simple then, has time rewritten every line," these words are from Barbra Striesand`s song and the movie, "The Way We Were." What a difference 40 years makes, but come to think of it, that was an entire generation ago! What`s in store for the next generation?
Judges 2:10 After that whole generation had been gathered to their father, another generation grew up, who knew neither the Lord nor what he had done for Israel.
I can only imagine, gentle tears flowing down the cheeks of our savior, Jesus Christ as He views our behavior from heaven above.
Are you going to innocently stand by and allow Jesus Christ to be completely removed from the lives of generations to come?
WHAT DOES JESUS CHRIST MEAN TO YOU----------------------------------- AND WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT IT?????
Jeremiah 3:22-23 "Return, faithless people;; I will cure you of backsliding." "Yes, we will come to you, for you are the Lord our God. Surely the idolatrous commotion on the hill and mountains is a deception; surely in the Lord our God is the salvation of Israel......................... Amen
Monday, November 29, 2010
Billie Day 237
I thank God for Billie`s continued recovery, I first met Billie at church when he shared his amazing testimony of recovery from drug abuse. He had successfully completed the Teen Challenge recovery program; now back to reality and life at home.
Home sweet home, a wonderful place but not the ideal place for recovery to continue; we are thrusted back into reality of our not so perfect lives. We have changed but what about our surroundings? Like many Billie, slipped gradually back into old habits.
Billie continued to reach out, knowing that the peace and comfort he needed would only come from Jesus; however held in bondage by his addiction. One Sunday, God nudged me to go to Billie, requiring me to encourage and lift him in prayer. I continued to reach out to Billie trying to make that Godly connection that he so desperately needed.
The healing that Billie required would take months and months, he moved from home to get a fresh start. Only God knew Billie` true needs, I continued to pray for him. Thank you God for the "Do-Overs" and your unconditional love!
Today, clean and drug free Billie sat in front of me at church. Thank you, God, thank you, God. Of course I had to congratulate him and pray with him. Only God knows the plans he has for Billie; will Billie continue to make wise chooses and listen to God, that will certainly be my prayer for my young friend, Billie.
Was it a co-inky-dink that Billie sat right in front of me today, or was that one of my favorite God-winks! Thank you, Father!
Psalm 42:1-2 As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, O God. My soul thirst for God, for the living God. When can I go and meet with God. Amen!
Home sweet home, a wonderful place but not the ideal place for recovery to continue; we are thrusted back into reality of our not so perfect lives. We have changed but what about our surroundings? Like many Billie, slipped gradually back into old habits.
Billie continued to reach out, knowing that the peace and comfort he needed would only come from Jesus; however held in bondage by his addiction. One Sunday, God nudged me to go to Billie, requiring me to encourage and lift him in prayer. I continued to reach out to Billie trying to make that Godly connection that he so desperately needed.
The healing that Billie required would take months and months, he moved from home to get a fresh start. Only God knew Billie` true needs, I continued to pray for him. Thank you God for the "Do-Overs" and your unconditional love!
Today, clean and drug free Billie sat in front of me at church. Thank you, God, thank you, God. Of course I had to congratulate him and pray with him. Only God knows the plans he has for Billie; will Billie continue to make wise chooses and listen to God, that will certainly be my prayer for my young friend, Billie.
Was it a co-inky-dink that Billie sat right in front of me today, or was that one of my favorite God-winks! Thank you, Father!
Psalm 42:1-2 As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, O God. My soul thirst for God, for the living God. When can I go and meet with God. Amen!
Reflections Week 34
What a busy week, Emmaus weekend was positively amazing, but it drained me to the core. This week has been a time of rest and restoration.
Busy taking Rick to and from doctor visits and therapy appointments. Please continue to pray for his healing, diabetes slowing down recovery.
This week was filled with family, friends, love and "THANKS" giving! Thank you, Father for your continued love and support!
Psalm 106:1 Praise the Lord. Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good; his love endures forever.
Busy taking Rick to and from doctor visits and therapy appointments. Please continue to pray for his healing, diabetes slowing down recovery.
This week was filled with family, friends, love and "THANKS" giving! Thank you, Father for your continued love and support!
Psalm 106:1 Praise the Lord. Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good; his love endures forever.
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Follow-Up Required Day236
In the pasted 2 days God has tenderly reminded me that ministering is not a one time event; both Jo and Elva were in need of follow-up visits. If you are new to this blog adventure, you can read their stories on day 222 and day 226.
Once again we were off to the Farmer`s Market for veggies and our seafood treat for the week. Our friend Jo waited on us, she continued to thank us, by name, for the kindness and prayer that we had offered for her on our last visit.
There was something very different about the way Jo responded to us; she had a warm content smile. She lovingly reached out as she touched my shoulder, graciously thanking me again for praying with her.
We exchanged tales of Thanksgiving festivities, she shared information about her children and grandchildren. Had God used the opportunity of Jo`s misfortune to open the door for continued witnessing! How many times do we over look these windows of opportunity?
Isaiah 55:6 Seek the Lord while he may be found; call on him while he is near.
I believe that God has opened the door to Jo`s heart, allowing friendship and trust to blossom for His glory. I will be obedient to His call to witness to Jo!
Later in the day I arrived at our local store, Elva was outside for a cigarette break, this was the first time I had seen her since our talk many days ago. It was obvious that she had`nt been successful in her attempt to quit smoking. Immediately she started to make excuses for her failure. I assured her that it was really ok, I`m not the cigarette police. However, I certainly knew how she was feeling, it took me many failed attempts to quit drinking.
I tried to encourage her, suggesting that it just wasn`t the right time! Perhaps after the holiday would be a better time. As we continued talking she inquired about where I went to church. Elva is definitely seeking and looking for something that she observes in me. Thank you, God!
She confessed that she didn`t even have a bible or a cross in her home! I just happened to have an extra bible, some books, CD`s and a small wooden cross that I thought Elva might enjoy. She tearfully accepted these gifts. Again, God provided the perfect time for us to pray, as we held hands and bowed our heads.
Isaiah 50:4 The Sovereign Lord has given me an instructed tongue, to know the word that sustains the weary. He wakens me morning by morning, wakens my ear to listen like one being taught. Amen
Once again we were off to the Farmer`s Market for veggies and our seafood treat for the week. Our friend Jo waited on us, she continued to thank us, by name, for the kindness and prayer that we had offered for her on our last visit.
There was something very different about the way Jo responded to us; she had a warm content smile. She lovingly reached out as she touched my shoulder, graciously thanking me again for praying with her.
We exchanged tales of Thanksgiving festivities, she shared information about her children and grandchildren. Had God used the opportunity of Jo`s misfortune to open the door for continued witnessing! How many times do we over look these windows of opportunity?
Isaiah 55:6 Seek the Lord while he may be found; call on him while he is near.
I believe that God has opened the door to Jo`s heart, allowing friendship and trust to blossom for His glory. I will be obedient to His call to witness to Jo!
Later in the day I arrived at our local store, Elva was outside for a cigarette break, this was the first time I had seen her since our talk many days ago. It was obvious that she had`nt been successful in her attempt to quit smoking. Immediately she started to make excuses for her failure. I assured her that it was really ok, I`m not the cigarette police. However, I certainly knew how she was feeling, it took me many failed attempts to quit drinking.
I tried to encourage her, suggesting that it just wasn`t the right time! Perhaps after the holiday would be a better time. As we continued talking she inquired about where I went to church. Elva is definitely seeking and looking for something that she observes in me. Thank you, God!
She confessed that she didn`t even have a bible or a cross in her home! I just happened to have an extra bible, some books, CD`s and a small wooden cross that I thought Elva might enjoy. She tearfully accepted these gifts. Again, God provided the perfect time for us to pray, as we held hands and bowed our heads.
Isaiah 50:4 The Sovereign Lord has given me an instructed tongue, to know the word that sustains the weary. He wakens me morning by morning, wakens my ear to listen like one being taught. Amen
Friday, November 26, 2010
ASAP Day 235
ASAP, as soon as possible, how many times have you heard that in your lifetime! As a society, it seems that we are constantly running out of time, rushing to meet the demands on our lives. Rush, rush, rush, wonder what Jesus thinks about our self-inflected madness; what would He do?
Perhaps, Jesus would suggest a different approach for ASAP,-- always-- stop-- and-- pray!
Luke 22:39-41 Jesus went out as usual to the Mount of Olives, and his disciples followed him. On reaching the place, he said to them, "Pray that you will not fall into temptation." He withdrew about a stone`s throw beyond them, knelt down and prayed.
If it were necessary for Jesus to stop and pray, what does that say to each of us! We were created in His image, does that invite us to do as He did? You better believe it! But, what if you were like me, and you just don`t know how to pray.
Our heavenly Father desires to have a personal relationship with each and everyone of us; so where and how do we begin! Address Our heavenly Father, praise Him, prayer request, and give thanks in the name of Jesus.
Pray to God, just like you are talking to your "best friend"; as you become more and more confident in your prayer life the Holy Spirit will direct your thoughts and words.
Psalm 88:1-2 O Lord, the God who saves me, day and night I cry out before you. May my prayer come before you; turn your ear to my cry.
Father God, I thank you for the beauty of this day, thank you for this season of love, thanks giving and blessings. Father, I thank you for the thunder of the foot steps and screams of joy of my grand babies, Nolan, Jillian and Ricky as they spend time with us. Thank you, for your gift of time.
Father, I lift up Jay and his entire family, John, Phillip, Brenda and Hanna, Father, you know their needs, bless and bring your healing graces into their lives. I pray in the name of Jesus, Amen!
Acts 1:8 But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witness in Jerusalem, and all Judea and Samaria, and to the end of the earth.
Perhaps, Jesus would suggest a different approach for ASAP,-- always-- stop-- and-- pray!
Luke 22:39-41 Jesus went out as usual to the Mount of Olives, and his disciples followed him. On reaching the place, he said to them, "Pray that you will not fall into temptation." He withdrew about a stone`s throw beyond them, knelt down and prayed.
If it were necessary for Jesus to stop and pray, what does that say to each of us! We were created in His image, does that invite us to do as He did? You better believe it! But, what if you were like me, and you just don`t know how to pray.
Our heavenly Father desires to have a personal relationship with each and everyone of us; so where and how do we begin! Address Our heavenly Father, praise Him, prayer request, and give thanks in the name of Jesus.
Pray to God, just like you are talking to your "best friend"; as you become more and more confident in your prayer life the Holy Spirit will direct your thoughts and words.
Psalm 88:1-2 O Lord, the God who saves me, day and night I cry out before you. May my prayer come before you; turn your ear to my cry.
Father God, I thank you for the beauty of this day, thank you for this season of love, thanks giving and blessings. Father, I thank you for the thunder of the foot steps and screams of joy of my grand babies, Nolan, Jillian and Ricky as they spend time with us. Thank you, for your gift of time.
Father, I lift up Jay and his entire family, John, Phillip, Brenda and Hanna, Father, you know their needs, bless and bring your healing graces into their lives. I pray in the name of Jesus, Amen!
Acts 1:8 But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witness in Jerusalem, and all Judea and Samaria, and to the end of the earth.
Thursday, November 25, 2010
"THANKS"giving Day 234
I am thankful to God for all that I am, made in His image, called to be the "hands and feet of Jesus." That comes with huge responsibility! Matthew 5:14 "You are the light of the world". A city on a hill cannot be hidden.
Are you taking action and allowing your light of JESUS to shine, in your life, your family, your community, and your world! One act of love and kindness can make a difference in "someones" world.
This day of "thanks"giving, began many years ago because the Pilgrims of this country stopped and gave "Thanks;" they suffered, struggled and lost many lives that first year. They remained faithful, with a sincere attitude of gratitude they "GAVE THANKS PRAISE AND GLORY TO GOD"!
Remember, what and who this great county of ours was built on! God is calling us to step up and defend His honor and glory! We can do this, "Transforming the World One Prayer at a Time." Thank You, Jesus! Be a blessing, enjoy this season of 'THANKS GIVING."
Matthew 22:37-39 "Jesus replied: "Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind." THIS IS THE FIRST AND GREATEST COMMANDMENT. And second is like it: "Love your neighbor as yourself." Amen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Are you taking action and allowing your light of JESUS to shine, in your life, your family, your community, and your world! One act of love and kindness can make a difference in "someones" world.
This day of "thanks"giving, began many years ago because the Pilgrims of this country stopped and gave "Thanks;" they suffered, struggled and lost many lives that first year. They remained faithful, with a sincere attitude of gratitude they "GAVE THANKS PRAISE AND GLORY TO GOD"!
Remember, what and who this great county of ours was built on! God is calling us to step up and defend His honor and glory! We can do this, "Transforming the World One Prayer at a Time." Thank You, Jesus! Be a blessing, enjoy this season of 'THANKS GIVING."
Matthew 22:37-39 "Jesus replied: "Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind." THIS IS THE FIRST AND GREATEST COMMANDMENT. And second is like it: "Love your neighbor as yourself." Amen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
God-friends Day 233
Today I had lunch will one of my new God-friends; you might ask what defines God-friends? For me, God-friends are those planted in our life by God, for specific reasons, seasons or perhaps a lifetime to teach us valuable life lessons. There is a special bond that elevates this friendship to a divine level of love, trust, compassion and spiritual connection. The magnificence of this friendship could have only been orchestrated by our heavenly Father. Thank you, God.
I met Joyce, last November when I was doing my Little Debbie job, she was shopping in Food Lion, our smiling eyes met, and we struck up a conversation. We did the normal, "how are you," she comment that I had a special glow. I shared that I was attending an upcoming Emmaus weekend, maybe that enhanced my glow. I briefly explained what the weekend was about.
We parted ways, then suddenly she returned, prompted to get my name and address! This time God lead both of us to pray, how amazing is that, God brings total strangers together in a grocery store; then directs them to bond in prayer!
Psalms 17:6 I call on you, O God, for you will answer me; give ear to me and hear my prayer.
Over the past year my friendship with Pastor Joyce has continued to blossom, imagine that she`s a pastor, really God! She invited me to attend a Renewal of Faith Day, that she held in her church. I know that God used this day as a time of nurturing, teaching and personal growth.
I was nudged by God to sponsor Joyce on the Walk To Emmaus, perhaps this will connect her entire congregation to the Emmaus community; only God knows! I have been obedient to His gentle nudge; I will patiently wait for His perfect time for Joyce to attend her walk.
Today we enjoyed spending girl time together, she shared with me how she was called into the ministry. What a blessing to spend time with my God-friend, Pastor Joyce. Of course, Joyce is always ready to pray with and for me; you can never have too many prayer partners!
What else have I learned from God-friends; you can`t take life for granted, we have a loving forgiving God. Through Jesus, all things are possible, in loving memory of a friend, I walked 39 miles, twice. A caring hand on my shoulder and the words, "Don`t you dare, you`re doing to good," removed my desire to pick up that next drink. Compassion is a gift, it`s not my job to fix anyone! It is my job to love as Jesus loved!
I met Joyce, last November when I was doing my Little Debbie job, she was shopping in Food Lion, our smiling eyes met, and we struck up a conversation. We did the normal, "how are you," she comment that I had a special glow. I shared that I was attending an upcoming Emmaus weekend, maybe that enhanced my glow. I briefly explained what the weekend was about.
We parted ways, then suddenly she returned, prompted to get my name and address! This time God lead both of us to pray, how amazing is that, God brings total strangers together in a grocery store; then directs them to bond in prayer!
Psalms 17:6 I call on you, O God, for you will answer me; give ear to me and hear my prayer.
Over the past year my friendship with Pastor Joyce has continued to blossom, imagine that she`s a pastor, really God! She invited me to attend a Renewal of Faith Day, that she held in her church. I know that God used this day as a time of nurturing, teaching and personal growth.
I was nudged by God to sponsor Joyce on the Walk To Emmaus, perhaps this will connect her entire congregation to the Emmaus community; only God knows! I have been obedient to His gentle nudge; I will patiently wait for His perfect time for Joyce to attend her walk.
Today we enjoyed spending girl time together, she shared with me how she was called into the ministry. What a blessing to spend time with my God-friend, Pastor Joyce. Of course, Joyce is always ready to pray with and for me; you can never have too many prayer partners!
What else have I learned from God-friends; you can`t take life for granted, we have a loving forgiving God. Through Jesus, all things are possible, in loving memory of a friend, I walked 39 miles, twice. A caring hand on my shoulder and the words, "Don`t you dare, you`re doing to good," removed my desire to pick up that next drink. Compassion is a gift, it`s not my job to fix anyone! It is my job to love as Jesus loved!
Thank you, God for Ginger, thank you, God for Jimmy, thank you, God for Shirley, thank you, God for Karen, and thank you God, for Pam. THANK YOU. GOD! AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!
John 15:12-15 My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you. Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friend. You are my friends if you do what I command. I no longer call you servant, because a servant does not know his master`s business. Instead, I have called you friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you.
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Refections Week 33
What a week, good thing that I`m buckled up tight and ready for the ride! This week God has allowed me to reach out and share many experiences of my personal journey.
Flash backs of pain, love and joy, as I exposed my inner soul for God`s Glory! Testimonies, the willingness to witness to one another, no matter the cost of personal discomfort.
Thank you Jesus, for leading the way and lighting in me the flame; leading me to the your river of eternal love.
Ezekiel 47:9 Wherever the river goes, every living creature that swarms will live, and there will be very many fish, once these waters reach there. It will become fresh; and everything will live where the river goes. Amen.
Flash backs of pain, love and joy, as I exposed my inner soul for God`s Glory! Testimonies, the willingness to witness to one another, no matter the cost of personal discomfort.
Thank you Jesus, for leading the way and lighting in me the flame; leading me to the your river of eternal love.
Ezekiel 47:9 Wherever the river goes, every living creature that swarms will live, and there will be very many fish, once these waters reach there. It will become fresh; and everything will live where the river goes. Amen.
Walk 53A FRIENDS OF GOD Days 228-232
After weeks and weeks of preparation, on Thursday evening God joined 55 women and one male pastor in bonds of love, never to be broken. As sisters in Christ, we will be forever changed.
One by one, as we were invited into the opens arms of Jesus, we were misted with gentle showers of love and acceptance. Of course, with the beginning of any new journey, there was anxious anticipation of what was to come. Some had faces of joy while others had the "deer in the headlight" look; "what in the world has my sponsor gotten me into?"
As the weekend progressed, Jesus continued to trickle though our souls, flooding our darkness with His ever present Light of renewal. Our weekend together was a divine time of His glorious presence. Together we shared prayers, love, hurts, pain, healing, release, acceptance and joy, filling that God-shaped hole in each of us. God chose each and everyone of us by name, to receive His flood and waves of love.
The faces and memories of the weekend will saturate my existence as I continue this walk on earth! Oh, what a joyous reunion Heaven will be! Thank you, Jesus. Remember, I AM A FRIEND OF GOD! AMEN........
Galatians 4:6 And because you are children, God has sent the Spirit of his son into our hearts, crying, "ABBA! FATHER!" SO YOU ARE NO LONGER A SLAVE BUT A CHILD, AND IF A CHILD THEN AN HEIR, THROUGH GOD.
One by one, as we were invited into the opens arms of Jesus, we were misted with gentle showers of love and acceptance. Of course, with the beginning of any new journey, there was anxious anticipation of what was to come. Some had faces of joy while others had the "deer in the headlight" look; "what in the world has my sponsor gotten me into?"
As the weekend progressed, Jesus continued to trickle though our souls, flooding our darkness with His ever present Light of renewal. Our weekend together was a divine time of His glorious presence. Together we shared prayers, love, hurts, pain, healing, release, acceptance and joy, filling that God-shaped hole in each of us. God chose each and everyone of us by name, to receive His flood and waves of love.
The faces and memories of the weekend will saturate my existence as I continue this walk on earth! Oh, what a joyous reunion Heaven will be! Thank you, Jesus. Remember, I AM A FRIEND OF GOD! AMEN........
Galatians 4:6 And because you are children, God has sent the Spirit of his son into our hearts, crying, "ABBA! FATHER!" SO YOU ARE NO LONGER A SLAVE BUT A CHILD, AND IF A CHILD THEN AN HEIR, THROUGH GOD.
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Martin Day 227
Yes, I finally got my closest cleaned out, I have way too much stuff! Off to Clauvaux Farm, they have a resale barn for donations. I was greeted by Martin one of their current residents, that receives great joy from his job organizing "The Barn."
Today I spent quality time with Martin, I have seen him at our church, he has recently joined our praise band. Martin is so delightful to watch as he shares his God-given musical talents; his face is aglow with the light of Jesus. Until today I didn`t even know his name.
Martin was in need of someone to talk with today, I thank God that I was blessed to be in just the right place, at just the right time. I listened as he poured out his pain-filled heart to a stranger; but a sister in Christ.
I can only image of devastation of being homeless and depressed, as we approach this season of Thanksgiving and the Birth of our Savior. I tried to assure Martin that he is a cherished child of God, loved, treasured and here on earth for the Glory of God. I thank God for the gift of love, as I mentored his "temporarily" lost sheep.
Martin invited me inside the barn to show me the blessings of his labors. What a great job of sorting and organization. God allowed this time for continued conversation and encouragement; tears flowed from Martin`s eyes as he shared his overwhelming distress. Patiently, I listened allowing the Holy Spirit to prompt my comments.
Prayer was defiantly in order, Martin and I shared a God-directed hug of love and compassion! There was a twinkle in Martin`s eye as we parted! Thank you, God for allowing me to be a blessing!
Psalm 32:10 Many are the ways of the wicked, But the LORD`S unfailing love surrounds the man who trust in Him! Amen!!!!!!!!
Off for the rest of the weekend to serve on team for "Walk To Emmaus," I am so excited! Back at the keyboard on Monday; blessings, have a fantastic weekend!
Today I spent quality time with Martin, I have seen him at our church, he has recently joined our praise band. Martin is so delightful to watch as he shares his God-given musical talents; his face is aglow with the light of Jesus. Until today I didn`t even know his name.
Martin was in need of someone to talk with today, I thank God that I was blessed to be in just the right place, at just the right time. I listened as he poured out his pain-filled heart to a stranger; but a sister in Christ.
I can only image of devastation of being homeless and depressed, as we approach this season of Thanksgiving and the Birth of our Savior. I tried to assure Martin that he is a cherished child of God, loved, treasured and here on earth for the Glory of God. I thank God for the gift of love, as I mentored his "temporarily" lost sheep.
Martin invited me inside the barn to show me the blessings of his labors. What a great job of sorting and organization. God allowed this time for continued conversation and encouragement; tears flowed from Martin`s eyes as he shared his overwhelming distress. Patiently, I listened allowing the Holy Spirit to prompt my comments.
Prayer was defiantly in order, Martin and I shared a God-directed hug of love and compassion! There was a twinkle in Martin`s eye as we parted! Thank you, God for allowing me to be a blessing!
Psalm 32:10 Many are the ways of the wicked, But the LORD`S unfailing love surrounds the man who trust in Him! Amen!!!!!!!!
Off for the rest of the weekend to serve on team for "Walk To Emmaus," I am so excited! Back at the keyboard on Monday; blessings, have a fantastic weekend!
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Witness Wednesday Day 226
Busy day on the praying home front. Isaiah 6:8 Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying."Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?" And I said, "Here am I, Send me!" Just moments from my house, I visited our local store to pick up the morning paper.
Even though Elva has waited on me before, we never exchanged more than a casual hello, thank you and goodbye. Today God surely had me on a mission! Out of the blue, I soon found myself, having the perfect moment to witness to her what God has done in my life. Elva shared that she was trying to quit smoking cigarettes, she has tried unsuccessfully many times.
God`s timing was perfect, I seized the moment to share with Elva my personal struggles with my alcohol addiction and my near 5 years of successful abstinence. Thank you, God!
We remained the only 2 in the store as I continued to share heartfelt compassion and empathy for the desire to rid herself of the tobacco addiction. She also confessed that even though she was raised Catholic, attended Catholic school, she now found herself questioning her faith in God. Years of pain and loss had produced uncertainty on her faith. Tears gently flowed.
I told her my story of my friend Karen`s death and the effects it had on my life; how God had taken this tragedy and allowed me to witness and reach out to others in need. While drawing me into an intimate relationship with Him; allowing me to testify for His amazing Glory!
Psalm 8:1-2 O Lord, our Lord, how majestic is your name in all the earth! You have set your glory above the heavens. From the lips of children and infants you have ordained praise because of your enemies to silence the foe and the avenger.
Elva and I held on to one another in a tearful heartfelt hug, then we prayed! I gave her my phone number, encouraging and promising to assist her in desire to conquer her cigarette addiction. Tomorrow is a new day!
Proverbs 3:27 Do not withhold good from those who deserve it, when it is in your power to act. Amen!
Even though Elva has waited on me before, we never exchanged more than a casual hello, thank you and goodbye. Today God surely had me on a mission! Out of the blue, I soon found myself, having the perfect moment to witness to her what God has done in my life. Elva shared that she was trying to quit smoking cigarettes, she has tried unsuccessfully many times.
God`s timing was perfect, I seized the moment to share with Elva my personal struggles with my alcohol addiction and my near 5 years of successful abstinence. Thank you, God!
We remained the only 2 in the store as I continued to share heartfelt compassion and empathy for the desire to rid herself of the tobacco addiction. She also confessed that even though she was raised Catholic, attended Catholic school, she now found herself questioning her faith in God. Years of pain and loss had produced uncertainty on her faith. Tears gently flowed.
I told her my story of my friend Karen`s death and the effects it had on my life; how God had taken this tragedy and allowed me to witness and reach out to others in need. While drawing me into an intimate relationship with Him; allowing me to testify for His amazing Glory!
Psalm 8:1-2 O Lord, our Lord, how majestic is your name in all the earth! You have set your glory above the heavens. From the lips of children and infants you have ordained praise because of your enemies to silence the foe and the avenger.
Elva and I held on to one another in a tearful heartfelt hug, then we prayed! I gave her my phone number, encouraging and promising to assist her in desire to conquer her cigarette addiction. Tomorrow is a new day!
Proverbs 3:27 Do not withhold good from those who deserve it, when it is in your power to act. Amen!
Monday, November 15, 2010
Step Up Day 225
What a busy morning, filled with shared prayers, first Lori, then Pam, Sandy and Debbie. Morning prayers where filled with normal everyday stuff, until my conversation with Debbie;in the course of our conversation, she reminded of her friend Karen`s son.
Debbie first introduced me to Karen, as she was working on a fundraiser in support of a friends daughter, that recently died from cancer. Several years later Karen and her family are now facing the same challenges that she help her friend get through.
Karen`s young college age son, Joseph was diagnosed a rare form of bone cancer, Metastatic Ewing`s Sarcoma. Joseph has gone from an active baseball loving athletic college student, to a cancer patient, at bat for his life. He attended college on a baseball scholarship; continuing in his major, Kinesiology and a graduate degree in Biomechanial Engineering.
Debbie has taken it upon herself to support her friend`s son with prayer request. Debbie has baseballs that Joseph used, in his healthy baseball batting practice days, she is requesting that people sign the ball and agree to lift Joseph and his family up in prayer. Praying for God`s greatness to come through as Joseph faces the game of his life.
I`m assuming, that you read this blog because of your love for God and how prayers effect our everyday lives. This is where I need your help; visit http://www.stepuptotheplateforjoseph.com/ read all of his story. If you feel lead, please pray for Joseph, remember God does`nt expect us to be perfect, He just expects us to be faithful.
I spent time today lifting Joseph and his family up to our Heavenly Father in prayer. I`ve never met Joseph, but I personally know the pain that he and his family are facing. Please pray to God for Joseph.
I welcome your prayers and comments. It will be a blessing to put your initials on the ball that I have for Joseph, then send it to him. Please pray!!!!!!!!!
Ephesians 3:20-21 "Now to Him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to His power that is at work within us, to Him be all the glory in the church and in Jesus Christ throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen."
Debbie first introduced me to Karen, as she was working on a fundraiser in support of a friends daughter, that recently died from cancer. Several years later Karen and her family are now facing the same challenges that she help her friend get through.
Karen`s young college age son, Joseph was diagnosed a rare form of bone cancer, Metastatic Ewing`s Sarcoma. Joseph has gone from an active baseball loving athletic college student, to a cancer patient, at bat for his life. He attended college on a baseball scholarship; continuing in his major, Kinesiology and a graduate degree in Biomechanial Engineering.
Debbie has taken it upon herself to support her friend`s son with prayer request. Debbie has baseballs that Joseph used, in his healthy baseball batting practice days, she is requesting that people sign the ball and agree to lift Joseph and his family up in prayer. Praying for God`s greatness to come through as Joseph faces the game of his life.
I`m assuming, that you read this blog because of your love for God and how prayers effect our everyday lives. This is where I need your help; visit http://www.stepuptotheplateforjoseph.com/ read all of his story. If you feel lead, please pray for Joseph, remember God does`nt expect us to be perfect, He just expects us to be faithful.
I spent time today lifting Joseph and his family up to our Heavenly Father in prayer. I`ve never met Joseph, but I personally know the pain that he and his family are facing. Please pray to God for Joseph.
I welcome your prayers and comments. It will be a blessing to put your initials on the ball that I have for Joseph, then send it to him. Please pray!!!!!!!!!
Ephesians 3:20-21 "Now to Him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to His power that is at work within us, to Him be all the glory in the church and in Jesus Christ throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen."
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Final Emmaus Team Meeting Day 224
How quickly ten weeks of preparation has passed, Thursday night we will begin the next Woman`s Walk To Emmaus. Our team has come together, lead by the Holy Spirit, forming bonds of love and friendship. We previewed talks, planned meals and covered all details for the weekend; we are set and ready to perform all tasks that are laid at our feet. We are eager to be the hands and feet of Jesus for 72 hours. Thank you, God for selecting this devoted group of women.
James 1:9 The brother in humble circumstances ought to take pride in his high position.
Today, as the entire team came together I got to visit with my friend Alice. Alice and I served on team together last year; on that walk we witnessed a divine miracle healing. Months earlier, Alice had lost her voice, she could only speak in a whisper. Doctors were unable to diagnose the cause of her problem, they gave her some type of treatment that gave temporary restoration of her voice; leading to additional treatment when necessary.
Alice was prepared to deliver her talk, with her whisper of a voice. As is customary before the talk, 2 team members pray with each speaker. I happened to be one of the praying team members. We prayed that God would allow Alice to deliver His words, that her voice would be strong enough to complete her task.
Alice began her talk in the strained whisper, however during her presentation her voice got stronger and stronger and stronger. Tears of joy flowed as she make it to the end of her assigned talk. I was sitting on the edge of my seat, I could hardly believe my ears. As I am writing this today, I have Holy Spirit goose-bumps, as I recall this incredible miracle!
Today, Alice's voice was as strong as mine, she hasn`t had any treatments! Thank you, God! What a wonderful reunion.
Proverbs 3 :5-6 Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your path straight.
James 1:9 The brother in humble circumstances ought to take pride in his high position.
Today, as the entire team came together I got to visit with my friend Alice. Alice and I served on team together last year; on that walk we witnessed a divine miracle healing. Months earlier, Alice had lost her voice, she could only speak in a whisper. Doctors were unable to diagnose the cause of her problem, they gave her some type of treatment that gave temporary restoration of her voice; leading to additional treatment when necessary.
Alice was prepared to deliver her talk, with her whisper of a voice. As is customary before the talk, 2 team members pray with each speaker. I happened to be one of the praying team members. We prayed that God would allow Alice to deliver His words, that her voice would be strong enough to complete her task.
Alice began her talk in the strained whisper, however during her presentation her voice got stronger and stronger and stronger. Tears of joy flowed as she make it to the end of her assigned talk. I was sitting on the edge of my seat, I could hardly believe my ears. As I am writing this today, I have Holy Spirit goose-bumps, as I recall this incredible miracle!
Today, Alice's voice was as strong as mine, she hasn`t had any treatments! Thank you, God! What a wonderful reunion.
Proverbs 3 :5-6 Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your path straight.
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Reflection Week 32
WOW, only 20 weeks to go, I am getting closer and closer to my goal of blogging for one year. Am I really supposed to stop at the end of my year; I hope not, but this is God`s blog, He is in control, I`m just the cracked-pot at the keyboard.
This week I experienced the pure joy of the Lord, concern for injustice, guidance and a grateful heart for my love for my heavenly Father.
Ruth 2:10 At this, she bowed down with her face to the ground. She exclaimed, "Why have I found such favor in your eyes that you notice me----a foreigner?
This week I experienced the pure joy of the Lord, concern for injustice, guidance and a grateful heart for my love for my heavenly Father.
Ruth 2:10 At this, she bowed down with her face to the ground. She exclaimed, "Why have I found such favor in your eyes that you notice me----a foreigner?
Beautiful Fall Day Day 223
Fall is one of my favorite seasons of the year, ushering a fresh crispness that soon delivers us into the long chilly winter. I would have a difficult time living somewhere that doesn`t host the four varied seasons, winter, spring, summer and fall; thank you, God.
Daniel 2:21 He changes times and season; he set up kings and disposes them. He gives wisdom to the wise and knowledge to the discerning.
I seem to be in a season of discernment, where does God really want me, what does He have planned? I`m assuming that as I get closer to my 60th birthday, it adds a sense of urgency. Maybe, I`m just to hung-up on the big six zero birthday; do I just need to focus more energy on praying and listening to God.
Psalm 119: 125 I am your servant; give me discernment that I may understand your statutes.
Father God, thank you for the beautiful day, thank you for loving me, thank you for my wonderful family and friends. Thank you for placing me in the midst of the faith filled, loving Emmaus community. Thank you for this blog, where I can just sit down and chat with YOU.
Psalm 106:1 Praise the Lord. Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good; his love endures forever.
Daniel 2:21 He changes times and season; he set up kings and disposes them. He gives wisdom to the wise and knowledge to the discerning.
I seem to be in a season of discernment, where does God really want me, what does He have planned? I`m assuming that as I get closer to my 60th birthday, it adds a sense of urgency. Maybe, I`m just to hung-up on the big six zero birthday; do I just need to focus more energy on praying and listening to God.
Psalm 119: 125 I am your servant; give me discernment that I may understand your statutes.
Father God, thank you for the beautiful day, thank you for loving me, thank you for my wonderful family and friends. Thank you for placing me in the midst of the faith filled, loving Emmaus community. Thank you for this blog, where I can just sit down and chat with YOU.
Psalm 106:1 Praise the Lord. Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good; his love endures forever.
Friday, November 12, 2010
That Is Really Rude! Day 222
Rick and I have spent more quality time together, in the past three and one half months than we have, in our entire 22 years together. I thank God, for this delightful gift of time. Even though, Rick is recovering from 2 surgeries, our time together has been a time of learning and strengthening! I will also admit, that we have both gotten on one another last nerve! How do retired couples make this adjustment of abundant time together? I`m sure we`ll figure it out, in due time.
Today we visited our local Farmers Market, to pick up fresh fruit and veggies, and to have an early dinner. For years we have gone to Alex`s Seafood, yummy stuff; what we experienced today was very sad. We were served by Jo, a pleasant hard working young lady.
Until today, we didn`t even know Jo`s name, even though she has waited on us many times. I believe that we were customers on her first day at Alex`s less than one year ago. Jo has always been very pleasant and does a great job.
Today, two middle aged women did something that made our hearts ache for Jo. These women were seated close to the front of the restaurant, they seized just the right moment, to make their non-bill paying exit. Leaving Jo responsible to cover their $40 tab. Jo went from bubbly smiles to frowns of disbelief!
Jo, questioned us, Rick saw the two ladies exit, having no idea what they had just done to her. We could hardly believe what these women had done. How long will it take Jo to cover this tab, is she the sole bread winner of her family, did these women think that it was Jo responsibility to buy them food? So many questioned flooded my mind!
I asked Jo if I could pray with her, I stood and shared a warm loving embrace, as I began to pray. Jo held on to me, in a comforting caring time of solace; she gently wept as I prayed. She thanked me, saying that I was indeed God-sent! What a blessing to reach out to someone in need. Thank you, God.
As Rick paid our bill, I was please to see that God had truly prompted both of us, to continue to reach out in love to Jo, with additional funds in her tip. Perhaps our love and kindness will outweigh the pain that two women had inflicted on her. I pray that Jo, will focus on our love and compassion, forgiving the sinful nature of her rude customers.
Thank you God, for placing us in just the right place, at just the right time; thank you for tuning-in our listening hearts and ears!
Ephesians 4:32 Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.
Today we visited our local Farmers Market, to pick up fresh fruit and veggies, and to have an early dinner. For years we have gone to Alex`s Seafood, yummy stuff; what we experienced today was very sad. We were served by Jo, a pleasant hard working young lady.
Until today, we didn`t even know Jo`s name, even though she has waited on us many times. I believe that we were customers on her first day at Alex`s less than one year ago. Jo has always been very pleasant and does a great job.
Today, two middle aged women did something that made our hearts ache for Jo. These women were seated close to the front of the restaurant, they seized just the right moment, to make their non-bill paying exit. Leaving Jo responsible to cover their $40 tab. Jo went from bubbly smiles to frowns of disbelief!
Jo, questioned us, Rick saw the two ladies exit, having no idea what they had just done to her. We could hardly believe what these women had done. How long will it take Jo to cover this tab, is she the sole bread winner of her family, did these women think that it was Jo responsibility to buy them food? So many questioned flooded my mind!
I asked Jo if I could pray with her, I stood and shared a warm loving embrace, as I began to pray. Jo held on to me, in a comforting caring time of solace; she gently wept as I prayed. She thanked me, saying that I was indeed God-sent! What a blessing to reach out to someone in need. Thank you, God.
As Rick paid our bill, I was please to see that God had truly prompted both of us, to continue to reach out in love to Jo, with additional funds in her tip. Perhaps our love and kindness will outweigh the pain that two women had inflicted on her. I pray that Jo, will focus on our love and compassion, forgiving the sinful nature of her rude customers.
Thank you God, for placing us in just the right place, at just the right time; thank you for tuning-in our listening hearts and ears!
Ephesians 4:32 Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.
Answered Prayers Day 221
Today I had an early morning chat with my niece, Kim; what an incredible difference years of prayers have made in her life! As I shared on Day 188, Kim and I were both in bondage, held hostage by our generational family roots of addiction.
Acts 12:5 So Peter was kept in prison, but the church was earnestly praying to God for him.
I humbly thank everyone, who has prayed for Kim and I though out our lives! I thank God, for many friends and family, as we prayed Kim though the most difficult time of her life.
2 Timothy 225-26 Those who oppose him he must gently instruct, in the hope that God will grant them repentance leading them to a knowledge of the truth, and that they will come to their senses and escape from the trap of the devil, who has taken them captive to do his will.
How many of our friends and family members need to escape from the TRAP of the devil. It takes truth and honesty to spring that trap of bondage!!!!!!! I am blessed to share, that a third member of our family, is currently celebrating her life in sobriety, my great-niece, Renae.
Today, Kim was to share her testimony, in front of a group of 50 some nurses at a hospital in her hometown. My eyes filled with tears of joy! I asked that she forward me a copy of her talk. Aunt Linda, how can I do that? I`m speaking for 30 minutes from my heart, it not written out, it`s my life story! Our blessings from God, and how He choses to use us, are more than my little pea-brain can fathom!
In my amazed state, I asked Kim how she was going to do this! With confidence, she reminded me of our visit this summer, when I attended a group meeting with her. Remember how nervous and anxious I was, about speaking in front of this group, and you prayed with me? More tears, yes! I got up in front of that group with God`s confidence and peace, because of your prayer.
I`m going to pray, just like you did! Get the tissue!!! Thank you God, thank you, God. At exactly 12:30, when Kim was scheduled to begin her testimony, Rick and I were hand in hand, praying to God on Kim`s behalf.
Kim, is making plans to spend time with her niece, Renae. I am aware of 5 generations of addiction in our family, two before me, two after me. HOPE is now alive and well in 3 generations, first there was one, then two, now three! Strength in numbers, together we can stand firm and spring that trap of addiction for future generations! ALL THANKS AND GLORY TO GOD THE FATHER, AMEN!
Exodus 20:4-6 "You shall not make for yourself an idol in the form of anything in heaven above or on the earth beneath or in the waters below. You shall not bow down to them or worship them; for I, the LORD of your God, am a jealous God, punishing the children for the sin of the fathers to the third and fourth generations of those who hate me, but showing love to a thousand generations of those who love me and keep my commandments."
Acts 12:5 So Peter was kept in prison, but the church was earnestly praying to God for him.
I humbly thank everyone, who has prayed for Kim and I though out our lives! I thank God, for many friends and family, as we prayed Kim though the most difficult time of her life.
2 Timothy 225-26 Those who oppose him he must gently instruct, in the hope that God will grant them repentance leading them to a knowledge of the truth, and that they will come to their senses and escape from the trap of the devil, who has taken them captive to do his will.
How many of our friends and family members need to escape from the TRAP of the devil. It takes truth and honesty to spring that trap of bondage!!!!!!! I am blessed to share, that a third member of our family, is currently celebrating her life in sobriety, my great-niece, Renae.
Today, Kim was to share her testimony, in front of a group of 50 some nurses at a hospital in her hometown. My eyes filled with tears of joy! I asked that she forward me a copy of her talk. Aunt Linda, how can I do that? I`m speaking for 30 minutes from my heart, it not written out, it`s my life story! Our blessings from God, and how He choses to use us, are more than my little pea-brain can fathom!
In my amazed state, I asked Kim how she was going to do this! With confidence, she reminded me of our visit this summer, when I attended a group meeting with her. Remember how nervous and anxious I was, about speaking in front of this group, and you prayed with me? More tears, yes! I got up in front of that group with God`s confidence and peace, because of your prayer.
I`m going to pray, just like you did! Get the tissue!!! Thank you God, thank you, God. At exactly 12:30, when Kim was scheduled to begin her testimony, Rick and I were hand in hand, praying to God on Kim`s behalf.
Kim, is making plans to spend time with her niece, Renae. I am aware of 5 generations of addiction in our family, two before me, two after me. HOPE is now alive and well in 3 generations, first there was one, then two, now three! Strength in numbers, together we can stand firm and spring that trap of addiction for future generations! ALL THANKS AND GLORY TO GOD THE FATHER, AMEN!
Exodus 20:4-6 "You shall not make for yourself an idol in the form of anything in heaven above or on the earth beneath or in the waters below. You shall not bow down to them or worship them; for I, the LORD of your God, am a jealous God, punishing the children for the sin of the fathers to the third and fourth generations of those who hate me, but showing love to a thousand generations of those who love me and keep my commandments."
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Friend Day 220
Now that I`m enjoying the blessings of free time, thank you God, I`ve fallen into a peaceful morning routine. Morning prayer with my friend Lori, as she visits before starting her work day, check email, visiting friends on Facebook, prayer before writing this blog.
For years, as I was rushed out the house on a daily basis to get to work, I rarely give the computer a second glance. Friends will tell you, that if they really wanted to get in touch with me, they would have to pick up the phone; person to person, no texting.
Guess what, God had a different plan, He knew that I needed to be connected. As I navigate His blog, He has shown me that I have lifetime of experiences that He wants me to share with the world. This cracked-pot had to surrender, technology rocks!
Isaiah 64:8 Yet, O Lord, you are our Father. We are the clay, you are the potter; we are all the work of your hand.
If God and I were friends on Facebook, what would He want to tell me? I am His child, I have been redeemed and forgiven of all of my sins, He is a friend who sticks closer than a brother, Jesus displays his unlimited patience as an example for those who believe and receive eternal life, love each other as I have loved you, if you judge others you condemn yourself, walk with the wise, pride breeds quarrels, wisdom is found in those who take advice!
HE calls me friend, I am a FRIEND OF GOD!
Psalm 63:3-5 Because your love is better than life, my lips will glorify you. I will praise you as long as I live, and in your name I will lift up my hands. My soul will be satisfied as with the richest of food......................Amen!
For years, as I was rushed out the house on a daily basis to get to work, I rarely give the computer a second glance. Friends will tell you, that if they really wanted to get in touch with me, they would have to pick up the phone; person to person, no texting.
Guess what, God had a different plan, He knew that I needed to be connected. As I navigate His blog, He has shown me that I have lifetime of experiences that He wants me to share with the world. This cracked-pot had to surrender, technology rocks!
Isaiah 64:8 Yet, O Lord, you are our Father. We are the clay, you are the potter; we are all the work of your hand.
If God and I were friends on Facebook, what would He want to tell me? I am His child, I have been redeemed and forgiven of all of my sins, He is a friend who sticks closer than a brother, Jesus displays his unlimited patience as an example for those who believe and receive eternal life, love each other as I have loved you, if you judge others you condemn yourself, walk with the wise, pride breeds quarrels, wisdom is found in those who take advice!
HE calls me friend, I am a FRIEND OF GOD!
Psalm 63:3-5 Because your love is better than life, my lips will glorify you. I will praise you as long as I live, and in your name I will lift up my hands. My soul will be satisfied as with the richest of food......................Amen!
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Let the Healing Begin Day 219
Today, I met with my friend Laura to begin reviewing our MacNutt Healing Ministry program; so much incredible information. The more Laura and I talk the more we realize, where God has been leading both of us; sure there are areas where we both need continued healing. The great benefit of this ministry, is that it allows for deep inner healing, as we prepare to help others. You know how God works out the details!
Psalm 28:6-7 Praise be to the Lord, for he has heard my cry for mercy. The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and I am helped. My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to him in song.
Where, when and how, we are going to be lead into this ministry has yet be revealed; God has chosen 2 willing eager servants for His glory.
Year after year I stuffed hurts, pain, shame, guilt and brokenness, deeper and deeper into the dark pits of my soul. Having little or no control, when they would surface, ushering in stress, discomfort and a lack of self-confidence. Slowly, flinging open the doors of my soul to self medication with alcohol!
Romans 8:20 Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is not longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.
Thank you God, for hearing our cries of brokenness; Laura and I closed our afternoon, in prayer!
Psalm 52:10-12 Create in me a pure heart, O God and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.
Psalm 28:6-7 Praise be to the Lord, for he has heard my cry for mercy. The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and I am helped. My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to him in song.
Where, when and how, we are going to be lead into this ministry has yet be revealed; God has chosen 2 willing eager servants for His glory.
Year after year I stuffed hurts, pain, shame, guilt and brokenness, deeper and deeper into the dark pits of my soul. Having little or no control, when they would surface, ushering in stress, discomfort and a lack of self-confidence. Slowly, flinging open the doors of my soul to self medication with alcohol!
Romans 8:20 Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is not longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.
Thank you God, for hearing our cries of brokenness; Laura and I closed our afternoon, in prayer!
Psalm 52:10-12 Create in me a pure heart, O God and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.
Monday, November 8, 2010
Sunday Day 218
No wonder God had me rest on Saturday, today was nonstop! I attended 2 church services, prayed with church family; rushed home for lunch, then off to Emmaus team meeting.
Yes, along with the rest of our team, I was anointed and prayed for by our pastors. When asked my prayer request for the upcoming weekend, "I desire to share when needed, and to be a blessing for the glory of God"!
On the move once again, to attend the closing ceremony for the Emmaus Walk that was held this weekend, the church was packed. As I walked up the center isle to receive communion, I spotted a familiar face. A face that I hadn`t seen in many years, actually decades; was it really Carol?
Yes, thank you God, she was indeed Carol, a friend of my youth. After a gentle shoulder tap and identity check, two long lost friends shared a long over due embrace.
We exchanged contact info and agreed to get together, so that we could catch up. I`m embarrassed to admit that she reminded me of her son, my God child! No, no, no I had truly forgotten, so many years had passed, divorce, my own family secrets, and addiction, had my life been so distracted that I didn`t even remember this special honor.
Have I failed as a Godmother, maybe God arranged this special reunion, in church, allowing me time to pray and ponder how to handle this situation. However, before getting out of bed this morning, God reminded me of my niece Mandy, children of friends, Jason, and Ginger, other God-children that I`ve neglected or lost contact with. What are the obligations of a God-mother?
What had these friends and parents of years ago, seen in me? Something that I didn`t even know was there? Something that I didn`t allow to surface and inhibited growth? Had my God-given free will, allowed me to smother this God fire that friends saw in me?
Now, God what do I do, pray, pray, pray, sounds like the right place to start! There is still time to correct this terrible neglect on my part...........this is heavy! Thank you God, for loving me through the tough times in my life and rekindling that intense fire of desire for YOU.
Matthew 28-19 Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the every end of the age.
Yes, along with the rest of our team, I was anointed and prayed for by our pastors. When asked my prayer request for the upcoming weekend, "I desire to share when needed, and to be a blessing for the glory of God"!
On the move once again, to attend the closing ceremony for the Emmaus Walk that was held this weekend, the church was packed. As I walked up the center isle to receive communion, I spotted a familiar face. A face that I hadn`t seen in many years, actually decades; was it really Carol?
Yes, thank you God, she was indeed Carol, a friend of my youth. After a gentle shoulder tap and identity check, two long lost friends shared a long over due embrace.
We exchanged contact info and agreed to get together, so that we could catch up. I`m embarrassed to admit that she reminded me of her son, my God child! No, no, no I had truly forgotten, so many years had passed, divorce, my own family secrets, and addiction, had my life been so distracted that I didn`t even remember this special honor.
Have I failed as a Godmother, maybe God arranged this special reunion, in church, allowing me time to pray and ponder how to handle this situation. However, before getting out of bed this morning, God reminded me of my niece Mandy, children of friends, Jason, and Ginger, other God-children that I`ve neglected or lost contact with. What are the obligations of a God-mother?
What had these friends and parents of years ago, seen in me? Something that I didn`t even know was there? Something that I didn`t allow to surface and inhibited growth? Had my God-given free will, allowed me to smother this God fire that friends saw in me?
Now, God what do I do, pray, pray, pray, sounds like the right place to start! There is still time to correct this terrible neglect on my part...........this is heavy! Thank you God, for loving me through the tough times in my life and rekindling that intense fire of desire for YOU.
Matthew 28-19 Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the every end of the age.
Reflections Week 31
As I review this week and where God has lead me, I thank Him for His perfect timing for our earthly lives! I thank Him for tuning in my listening ears and heart!
Psalms 89:26 He will call out to me, "You are my Father, my God, the Rock my Savior.....
Psalms 89:26 He will call out to me, "You are my Father, my God, the Rock my Savior.....
Saturday, A Lazy Day Day 217
Saturday was a lazy, kicked back sort of day, nowhere to go, a nothing to do day! There was a time when I would have felt guilty for wasting time, but that too has passed, thank you, God.
Ecclesiastes 2:11 Yet when I surveyed all that my hands had done and what I had toiled to achieve, everything was meaningless, a chasing after the wind; nothing was gained under the sun.
Rick and I enjoyed our nothingness(is that a word?) day, as we shared our morning coffee. We relaxed in the comfort of our bedroom, sipping java, reading the morning paper, then finding a movie to fill our morning.
The movie drew us back to our childhood and a part of history that we had both witnessed first hand! The movie was about the early presidency of president Kennedy; at the time I was, eleven attending Cecilton Elementary School. The movie reviewed our history, a time when our world was flirting with the possibility of nuclear war.
Rick and I shared our anxiousness and fear that we felt during this time; we both recalled school drills that were practiced, if there was such as disaster! Hello, do you really think, lining up in the hallways or hiding under your desk would have saved our lives! I guess there had to be some sort of plan.
I thank God that this disaster was diverted, ultimately saving our world for future generations! I thank God, for the wisdom and courage that our world leaders choice to follow.
I thank God, that in Cecilton Elementary School and schools around the world that we started our day with the Lord`s Prayer....Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name, your kingdom come, YOUR WILL BE DONE on earth as it is in heaven...........................thank you, Father, Amen................
Ecclesiastes 2:11 Yet when I surveyed all that my hands had done and what I had toiled to achieve, everything was meaningless, a chasing after the wind; nothing was gained under the sun.
Rick and I enjoyed our nothingness(is that a word?) day, as we shared our morning coffee. We relaxed in the comfort of our bedroom, sipping java, reading the morning paper, then finding a movie to fill our morning.
The movie drew us back to our childhood and a part of history that we had both witnessed first hand! The movie was about the early presidency of president Kennedy; at the time I was, eleven attending Cecilton Elementary School. The movie reviewed our history, a time when our world was flirting with the possibility of nuclear war.
Rick and I shared our anxiousness and fear that we felt during this time; we both recalled school drills that were practiced, if there was such as disaster! Hello, do you really think, lining up in the hallways or hiding under your desk would have saved our lives! I guess there had to be some sort of plan.
I thank God that this disaster was diverted, ultimately saving our world for future generations! I thank God, for the wisdom and courage that our world leaders choice to follow.
I thank God, that in Cecilton Elementary School and schools around the world that we started our day with the Lord`s Prayer....Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name, your kingdom come, YOUR WILL BE DONE on earth as it is in heaven...........................thank you, Father, Amen................
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Kindly, Step Aside! Day 216
This morning before my feet hit the floor, the sun rose in the east, announcing the dawn of a new day; this evening the moon will shine and the stars with garnish the evening sky. Did I have to worry about the sun, stars or the moon, taking their places, fulfilling their God given purpose?
Nope, that`s not my job! Thank you God, for the amazing things that you do for us, each and every second of everyday! All that God requires of us is to kindly step aside, receive His grace through faith, trust, obey and let Him do what He does best, love and care for everyone of his children!
Ecclesiastes 1: 3-6 What does man gain from all his labor at which he toils under the sun? Generations come and generations go, but the earth remains forever. The sun rises and the sun sets, and hurries back to where it rises. The wind blows to the south and turns to the north; round and round it goes, ever returning on its course.
For the past several years, God seems to be leading me toward some type of praying, healing, caring ministry. To say the least, that`s what I think He might be doing; dah, maybe that`s why I`m writing! He has definitely put me in just the right spot, at just the right time, allowing me to meet, just the right people at just the right time. Jackie, from the Kent Island Healing Ministry certainly appeared to be, God-sent!
This week He continued His incredible directions. Three years ago, on my Walk to Emmaus, I met Laura. In the evening icebreaker intros, Laura and I paired up, shared personal info with one another, then introduced our new friend to the group. At the time, Laura referred to me as her new best friend. If only she had known how desperately, I needed to hear those word! New best friend, I had lost 2 wonderful friends, Karen and Jim that year! Maybe, God had orcastrated this friendship meeting, hum!!!
In the past 3 years Laura and I have seen one another, in fleeing moments of, hi, how are you? Until, recently thank you, God;once again the Emmaus community has reunited our friendship, we are both on team for an up coming weekend.
After learning that Laura shares a common interest and calling for healing, etc ministry, we met for lunch. We spent hours together, getting to know one another; making plans to pray and work, through the Healing Ministry program. You remember the wonderful gift of love from my God-sent friend, Jackie.
Have I prayed for the right person, to begin studying with me, you better believe I have! Is Laura that person, only God knows that for sure; it certainly is exciting to have someone as enthusiastic as I am, to start this study project.
1 Corinthians 2:9-1 However, as it is written: "No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love Him." but God has revealed it to us by his spirit. The Spirit searches all things, even the deep things of God.
Nope, that`s not my job! Thank you God, for the amazing things that you do for us, each and every second of everyday! All that God requires of us is to kindly step aside, receive His grace through faith, trust, obey and let Him do what He does best, love and care for everyone of his children!
Ecclesiastes 1: 3-6 What does man gain from all his labor at which he toils under the sun? Generations come and generations go, but the earth remains forever. The sun rises and the sun sets, and hurries back to where it rises. The wind blows to the south and turns to the north; round and round it goes, ever returning on its course.
For the past several years, God seems to be leading me toward some type of praying, healing, caring ministry. To say the least, that`s what I think He might be doing; dah, maybe that`s why I`m writing! He has definitely put me in just the right spot, at just the right time, allowing me to meet, just the right people at just the right time. Jackie, from the Kent Island Healing Ministry certainly appeared to be, God-sent!
This week He continued His incredible directions. Three years ago, on my Walk to Emmaus, I met Laura. In the evening icebreaker intros, Laura and I paired up, shared personal info with one another, then introduced our new friend to the group. At the time, Laura referred to me as her new best friend. If only she had known how desperately, I needed to hear those word! New best friend, I had lost 2 wonderful friends, Karen and Jim that year! Maybe, God had orcastrated this friendship meeting, hum!!!
In the past 3 years Laura and I have seen one another, in fleeing moments of, hi, how are you? Until, recently thank you, God;once again the Emmaus community has reunited our friendship, we are both on team for an up coming weekend.
After learning that Laura shares a common interest and calling for healing, etc ministry, we met for lunch. We spent hours together, getting to know one another; making plans to pray and work, through the Healing Ministry program. You remember the wonderful gift of love from my God-sent friend, Jackie.
Have I prayed for the right person, to begin studying with me, you better believe I have! Is Laura that person, only God knows that for sure; it certainly is exciting to have someone as enthusiastic as I am, to start this study project.
1 Corinthians 2:9-1 However, as it is written: "No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love Him." but God has revealed it to us by his spirit. The Spirit searches all things, even the deep things of God.
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Everything Has Its Time Day 215
Time, the duration of all existence, past, present and future: do we make good use of our time? Absolutely, we are now the generation of multi-taskers! How`s that really working for you? Do you spend quality time with family, friends and God; enjoying a life of peace and joy?
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven: a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted; a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; a time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; a time to seek, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to throw away; a time to tear, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; a time to love, and a time to hate; a time for war, and a time for peace.
The Bible sums time up, I remember a song from the sixties, by the Byrds, "Turn, Turn" little did I know where their words originated. Thank you God, for capturing my attention with your words, so many years ago. Music does seem to connect us to our past!
Time, what have I done in the past three months of unemployment? I`ve enjoyed my husband`s company, most of the time; little did I know that he would be off with me, because of his injuries and surgeries. I`m not a great nurse, nor is he a great patient! But we have truly made the best of it. I suppose God knew about Rick`s surgeries while nudging me to leave my Little Debbie job.
Proverbs 19-21 Many are the plans in a man`s heart, but it is the Lord`s purpose that prevails.
Time is such a precious commodity, the older I get the more I appreciate the wisdom of aging. In just 4 short months I will celebrate my 60th birthday, how did I get to be this old? As I approach this mile stone, it comes with the urgency to fulfill God`s purpose for my life. I believe that quality time spent with God in prayer, in the past three months has strengthened and intensified my relationship with Him. Not to mention, what He`s walked me through with this blog.
How is your prayer life? Do you spend private personal time with Him, do you have an intimate relationship with Him, do you know how much He loves you? Do you know that Jesus died on the cross for the forgiveness of "your" sins. Do you know that we have a "loving forgiving" God? Please make time for God!
If you`re reading this you will be in my prayers! I wasted so much time, not knowing GOD! The aging lady has spoken! God Bless!!!!!
1 Thessalonians 1:2-3 We always thank God for all of you, mentioning you in our prayer. We continually remember before our God and Father your work produced by faith your labor prompted by love, and your endurance inspired by hope in our Lord Jesus Christ.
If you are in need of prayer, please feel free to leave as a comment, it would be a blessing to prayer for you by name!
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven: a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted; a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; a time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; a time to seek, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to throw away; a time to tear, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; a time to love, and a time to hate; a time for war, and a time for peace.
The Bible sums time up, I remember a song from the sixties, by the Byrds, "Turn, Turn" little did I know where their words originated. Thank you God, for capturing my attention with your words, so many years ago. Music does seem to connect us to our past!
Time, what have I done in the past three months of unemployment? I`ve enjoyed my husband`s company, most of the time; little did I know that he would be off with me, because of his injuries and surgeries. I`m not a great nurse, nor is he a great patient! But we have truly made the best of it. I suppose God knew about Rick`s surgeries while nudging me to leave my Little Debbie job.
Proverbs 19-21 Many are the plans in a man`s heart, but it is the Lord`s purpose that prevails.
Time is such a precious commodity, the older I get the more I appreciate the wisdom of aging. In just 4 short months I will celebrate my 60th birthday, how did I get to be this old? As I approach this mile stone, it comes with the urgency to fulfill God`s purpose for my life. I believe that quality time spent with God in prayer, in the past three months has strengthened and intensified my relationship with Him. Not to mention, what He`s walked me through with this blog.
How is your prayer life? Do you spend private personal time with Him, do you have an intimate relationship with Him, do you know how much He loves you? Do you know that Jesus died on the cross for the forgiveness of "your" sins. Do you know that we have a "loving forgiving" God? Please make time for God!
If you`re reading this you will be in my prayers! I wasted so much time, not knowing GOD! The aging lady has spoken! God Bless!!!!!
1 Thessalonians 1:2-3 We always thank God for all of you, mentioning you in our prayer. We continually remember before our God and Father your work produced by faith your labor prompted by love, and your endurance inspired by hope in our Lord Jesus Christ.
If you are in need of prayer, please feel free to leave as a comment, it would be a blessing to prayer for you by name!
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Family Secrets Day 214
Hi, how are you today, just fine thank you! As a society are we really fine, or are we living generations of family secrets, ashamed to hurt or to show our true emotions. Have we become white-washed tombs, with no real desire for truth in our daily lives.
As for me hold the pills, I prefer--John 8:31-32 To the Jew who had believed him, Jesus said, "If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples. Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free."
Yes, I will agree medications are needed in many cases, I`m just talking about my personal needs, please understand that!
I recently shared my mom-mom`s Bible story, which has lead me to additional thinking and investigating. Oh, did our family have a secret! There are so many unanswered questions and no one alive to ask to fill in the blanks.
My father was serving in World War 2, when my mother gave birth to his first son, Georgie. My mother worked during the day, her mother took care of baby Georgie. The unthinkable happened, as my 40 something year old grandmother took care of him.
He fell down "one step", broke his neck and died instantly, while in the care of his mom-mom. I can not imagine the effects this must have had on my young, 20 something year old mother and her mother. My father never met his first born son.
Through-out their entire lives my mother and father did the best that they could, covering up pain and stashing hurts deep inside, while raising five additional children.
I have only one picture of me and mom-mom, I look to be about 2 years old. Apparently this photo was taken only months before her death, at of young age of 47. According to mom, mom-mom just laid down on the couch one morning and never woke up. They assumed she died from a heart attack, there was no autopsy performed.
It wasn`t until 50 years later that my Aunt Kitty, disclosed the truth about this family disaster, of so many years ago. Georgie, had fallen down an entire flight of steps not just "one step." Had mom-mom thought this secret, would make life easier for everyone.
Did it allow her to feel less guilt, responsibility and shame; or did it actually lead to her early, untimely death? Had my mom held onto unforgiveness and fear all of her life? Had my dad self medicated, away his pain with his addiction to alcohol? Had my mom used food as a crutch, living her life battling obesity?
So many unanswered questions; that may never be answered! I know that this family secret will open my eyes to the truth, as I strive to live in truth, knowing who I am, why I am, the way I am. Georgie's`s death was an accident, no matter what the true details were.
I pray that someday in heaven, to once again be held in mom-mom`s arms, while being introduced to my oldest brother Georgie. Actually, I`m looking forward to a huge family reunion in heaven. God, there`s no rush for this prayer to be answered! Amen.
Don`t get me wrong, I don`t mean that you have to share everything with everybody , but what about the truth within our own families? How many of us, spend our entire life, securely holding onto family secrets, only to take them to our graves. That`s doesn`t allow much inner generational healing, as a society we are all so hurt and broken. Oh I forgot, that`s right you can just pop, the "I`m broken and hurting pill", to relieve your pain and discomfort.
As for me hold the pills, I prefer--John 8:31-32 To the Jew who had believed him, Jesus said, "If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples. Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free."
Yes, I will agree medications are needed in many cases, I`m just talking about my personal needs, please understand that!
I recently shared my mom-mom`s Bible story, which has lead me to additional thinking and investigating. Oh, did our family have a secret! There are so many unanswered questions and no one alive to ask to fill in the blanks.
My father was serving in World War 2, when my mother gave birth to his first son, Georgie. My mother worked during the day, her mother took care of baby Georgie. The unthinkable happened, as my 40 something year old grandmother took care of him.
He fell down "one step", broke his neck and died instantly, while in the care of his mom-mom. I can not imagine the effects this must have had on my young, 20 something year old mother and her mother. My father never met his first born son.
Through-out their entire lives my mother and father did the best that they could, covering up pain and stashing hurts deep inside, while raising five additional children.
I have only one picture of me and mom-mom, I look to be about 2 years old. Apparently this photo was taken only months before her death, at of young age of 47. According to mom, mom-mom just laid down on the couch one morning and never woke up. They assumed she died from a heart attack, there was no autopsy performed.
It wasn`t until 50 years later that my Aunt Kitty, disclosed the truth about this family disaster, of so many years ago. Georgie, had fallen down an entire flight of steps not just "one step." Had mom-mom thought this secret, would make life easier for everyone.
Did it allow her to feel less guilt, responsibility and shame; or did it actually lead to her early, untimely death? Had my mom held onto unforgiveness and fear all of her life? Had my dad self medicated, away his pain with his addiction to alcohol? Had my mom used food as a crutch, living her life battling obesity?
So many unanswered questions; that may never be answered! I know that this family secret will open my eyes to the truth, as I strive to live in truth, knowing who I am, why I am, the way I am. Georgie's`s death was an accident, no matter what the true details were.
I pray that someday in heaven, to once again be held in mom-mom`s arms, while being introduced to my oldest brother Georgie. Actually, I`m looking forward to a huge family reunion in heaven. God, there`s no rush for this prayer to be answered! Amen.Ecclesiastes 3 10-12 I have seen the burden God has laid on men. He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end. I know that there is nothing better for men than to be happy and do good while they live
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
July Mission Trip Day 213
If you have been following this blog, I invite you to go back to July and read posting for Maine Mission Trip Day 100-106, it took me 114 days, or 2736 hours or l64,160 minutes to finish writing this entry! Why, again why? Because, it was done in God`s time, not mine!
I`m assuming, that the mission trip was so overwhelming for me, that God knew that I just wasn`t prepared to share it with the world. Perhaps, back in July, I was just not able to process the magnificence of this astounding journey. Or maybe, as I soaking in early morning prayer today, God gently reminded me, "you never asked for My help." That`s a giant, oops!
Ecclesiastes 8:5-6 Whoever obeys his commands will come to no harm, and the wise heart will know the proper time and procedure. For there is a proper time and procedure for every matter, though a man`s misery weighs heavily upon him.
"You never asked for My help, " dah.... thank you God, for your love and continued patience with this cracked- pot that`s writing Your Blog.
I would like to share my poem that I wrote on our last day of our trip to Kingfield, Maine........... YOU CHURCH PEOPLE
You people left home as a team on a mission,
You people who God teaches what is best for you,
You people filled with joy and peace as you trust Him,
You people who dumped your Love of Jesus on a tiny town,
You people that knew the testing of faith develops perservance,
You people that painted a widow`s house from top to bottom with the face of
JESUS,
You people the righteous and the wise. Knowing what they do and what they
are, is in the hands of God,
You people who sowed stitches of joy,
You people who built a deck that lead to a river of love,
You people who know that there is a time for everything and a season for
everything under heaven,
You people who came as a team, the hand and feet of Jesus, who will return
home as a FAMILY TOUCHED BY THE HANDS OF GOD!
Job 36:10-11 He makes them listen to correction and commands them to repent of their evil. If they obey and serve him, they will spend the rest of their days in prosperity and their years in contentment.
Thank you, God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I still, can`t read this poem, without tears of joy and Holy Spirit Goose Bumps......................
I`m assuming, that the mission trip was so overwhelming for me, that God knew that I just wasn`t prepared to share it with the world. Perhaps, back in July, I was just not able to process the magnificence of this astounding journey. Or maybe, as I soaking in early morning prayer today, God gently reminded me, "you never asked for My help." That`s a giant, oops!
Ecclesiastes 8:5-6 Whoever obeys his commands will come to no harm, and the wise heart will know the proper time and procedure. For there is a proper time and procedure for every matter, though a man`s misery weighs heavily upon him.
"You never asked for My help, " dah.... thank you God, for your love and continued patience with this cracked- pot that`s writing Your Blog.
I would like to share my poem that I wrote on our last day of our trip to Kingfield, Maine........... YOU CHURCH PEOPLE
You people left home as a team on a mission,
You people who God teaches what is best for you,
You people filled with joy and peace as you trust Him,
You people who dumped your Love of Jesus on a tiny town,
You people that knew the testing of faith develops perservance,
You people that painted a widow`s house from top to bottom with the face of
JESUS,
You people the righteous and the wise. Knowing what they do and what they
are, is in the hands of God,
You people who sowed stitches of joy,
You people who built a deck that lead to a river of love,
You people who know that there is a time for everything and a season for
everything under heaven,
You people who came as a team, the hand and feet of Jesus, who will return
home as a FAMILY TOUCHED BY THE HANDS OF GOD!
Job 36:10-11 He makes them listen to correction and commands them to repent of their evil. If they obey and serve him, they will spend the rest of their days in prosperity and their years in contentment.
Thank you, God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I still, can`t read this poem, without tears of joy and Holy Spirit Goose Bumps......................
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)