After month of months, I am finally ready to share memories from our summer mission trip to Kingfield Maine. The majority of this blog entry was started in July, after we returned home, however I just couldn`t finish it until recently. You know who`s in charge of this blog,----- is surely not me!
We`re finally packed and ready to begin our journey; for me to being going on this trip is such a gift from God. Last year with tears in my eyes I bid farewell to Rick, as he left for Maine without me. For the first time in our 20 years together, Rick was stepping out of his comfort zone without me, on his own walk with God. Last year I didn`t feel the strong calling that Rick was responding to, not to mention the obligations of my Little Debbie job.
In the pouring rain on Saturday morning, 12 members of our 19 member team met for breakfast at Jack and Helen`s Restaurant; concluding in a prayer circle that filled the small dining area, we departed with God`s blessing. Thanks to Deb Forysthe`s brother ,Mark and his family we were welcomed to split our travel time;we spent our first night on the road at Mark`s church in Manchester, NH.
Air mattresses covered the floor as with shared our first night, as this new family on a mission. Danny blessed our evening devotions with song and praise, Amy read scripture and I closed in prayer. Our first day on the road was coming to an end.
We enjoyed our morning in the beauty of this lovely facility, after embracing the message of their first morning worship service, we set out on our final leg of our trip to Kingfield MA just a short 3 hours away.
By dinner time on Sunday evening, all 19 members of our team had arrived and began to claim sleeping spots for the week. Several people chose to set up and sleep in tents in the back yard, while the majority of the team shared the 3 bedroom 2 bathroom house. Bathroom privileges and showering proved to be a time of patience and huge concern for one another. Cold quick showers became the norm.
As everyone was settling in for our first night in Maine, pastor Amy received a text from a friend requesting prayer for her mission team that was involved in an explosion in Uganda. Again this loving team formed a prayer circle that was lead by Amy.
Monday morning, WAY BEYOND HIS COMFORT ZONE, Rick lead the team in morning devotions as he read from Isaiah 48:17-19 This is what the Lord says-your redeemer, the Holy One of Israel:" I am the Lord your God, who teaches what is best for you, who directs you in the way you should go. If only you had paid attention to my commands, your peace would have been like a river, your righteousness like the waves of the sea. Your descendants would have been like the sand, your children like its numberless grains; their name would never be cut off nor destroyed from before me."
Today, Adam one of our young team members, would be leaving us, his 59 year grandfather passed away. We kept Adam and his family in our prayer throughout the week.
Again, I closed in prayer and we where on our way. We traveled to the Economic Ministry facility for our welcome and details of our first job. Again this year we were returning to the home of Miss Thelma, this year our job was to sand, scrape, caulk, replace clap boards and paint the entire 2 story house.
Monday morning was someone hectic, we had some difficulty finding a job, and placement for the entire team at Miss Thelma`s. Soon plans were underway for inspection and plans for a second job, building a deck.
I was the official goo-fer, go for this go for that, an assignment that I rather enjoyed. Seems that I do better with wheels under my feet, this allows me to reach more people, if the moment is right, I have the privilege of offering prayer! Nothing at the hardware story, tomorrow is another day!
As we were leaving dinner, Ashley one of our young team members, received a call from her mom that her aunt Tara had just miscarried, ending her 12 week pregnancy. I was in the right place at the right time, to offer Ashley much needed support. Brigitte and I shared hugs and prayer with Ashley, in an effort to comfort her.
Ashley confessed that she didn`t know why she was so upset, she didn`t even know the baby! I explained that she was upset because of the love and compassion that she felt for her Aunt Tara and her unborn cousin. I thank God for His perfect timing, I was in that right place at the exact moment of needed prayer.
For the second time, I rolled off of my air mattress early to join several people who decided to walk for an hour before starting our daily duties. Unlike yesterday, today felt a little different, it seemed that we might each need our own space.
Is 3 nights together, the time which produces the feelings of having our personal space compromised? It was for me, I was struggling with to much kum- by- ya time. I was beginning to miss the peace and quiet of my Little Debbie job, oops am I losing it!!!
No, I just needed a little private time, which I chose to share alone with God at the rivers edge, in view of the gently falling water. I desperately needed time to commune with God in this spot of tranquility.
Sue lead our morning devotions with Romans 15:13 May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.
How did Sue know, that these where the exact words, that so many of us would need to hear today? That`s so silly, we all know who is in total control...
This unfinished draft has been idle for many months, until this Sunday I had no real clue why I just couldn`t finish sharing the experience of this mission week. Today as our praise band sang our favorite Mission trip song, it hit me!
The intimacy of life shared over 800 miles from home is merely too personal to write for all to read. Today I truly identified, with the bonds of love and friendship that I had missed out on, from the first visit to Maine.
It took traveling 800 miles from home, to really get to know one another. Plain and simple, what is shared in Maine, stays in Maine. Today as the words, "Oh no he`ll never let go," echoed in church, I searched the room to find someone from the mission trip to connect with. Sonya and I made our way to one another, embraced and held tight as we proudly sang together. The bonds formed in one week, reaching out in God`s Love to others, is an experience that no words can truly do justice.
I thank God for the experience and opportunity to serve as the Hand and feet of Jesus in the small town of Kingfield, Maine, where our group was lovingly referred to as "those church people."
If the occasion arises, I strongly suggest that you step-out of your comfort zone and become know as, "those church people." Our group lift Chesapeake City,MD as a team and returned home as a family!
Galation 5:13-14 You, my brother, were called to be free. But do not use your freedom to indulge the sinful nature; rather, serve one another in love. The entire law is summed up in a single command: "Love your neighbor as yourself."
Amen, thank you God, for allowing me the time to truly understand the beauty of one week in July!
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Monday, July 26, 2010
Reflection Week 14
The end of a short but vital season in my life; I thank God for all the people and places that He has taken me in the past 3 years. For me it has been a time of growth and listening closely to my heavenly Father. As we increase our obedience He continues to lead and guide our step even more closely.
I will continue to pray that He will allow me to be in His perfect will, on earth as it is in heaven.
I must admit that I was overwhelmed by the reaction that I received from my neighbor, Gabby. At the same time, as a so called evangelist, I felt a sense of guilt and shame for not being more devoted in my effort to present myself as a loving caring follower of Jesus Christ to my new neighbor.
As I reflect on my feelings I truly believe that my lack of effort was also a self-protection device; also perhaps a loyalty to my dear friend Kathy?
Psalm 17:11 You have made known to me the path of life; you will fill me with joy in your presence, with eternal pleasures at your right hand.
Thank you God, for the faith to desire this new beginning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will continue to pray that He will allow me to be in His perfect will, on earth as it is in heaven.
I must admit that I was overwhelmed by the reaction that I received from my neighbor, Gabby. At the same time, as a so called evangelist, I felt a sense of guilt and shame for not being more devoted in my effort to present myself as a loving caring follower of Jesus Christ to my new neighbor.
As I reflect on my feelings I truly believe that my lack of effort was also a self-protection device; also perhaps a loyalty to my dear friend Kathy?
Psalm 17:11 You have made known to me the path of life; you will fill me with joy in your presence, with eternal pleasures at your right hand.
Thank you God, for the faith to desire this new beginning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Shame On Me Day 98
Kathy and Jerry were great neighbors it was wonderful to have friends our age in the neighborhood. Jerry was very timid, Kathy was the outgoing talkative type. That sounds very familiar!
From the day Kathy and I met it felt as if we`d been lifelong friends. I believe these are special friendship are gifts from God to fulfill needs in our lives. Kathy and I always took time to chat as we worked in our neighboring yards. She loved flowers and keep Jerry busy attending to their many flower gardens.
Kathy soon shared with me the pain and suffering she struggled with as a result of the sudden death of her 25 year old son Stephen. I could appreciate her pain because my family also experienced the sudden accidental death of my 15 year old brother, Robin, when I was 18.
During our friendship we also both cared for and lost our aging mothers. It was such a comfort to have someone to share and understand what we were going through.
Shortly after Kathy`s mother death she was diagnosed with colon cancer. Through out Kathy`s treatment and illness our bonds of love and friendship continued to bloom. I thank God for the love, support and courage that I witnessed in my wonderful neighbor. As her illness reached the terminal stage we spent hours sharing life`s up and down and what and where we both were in this stage of our life. I thank God that I was able to share this precious time with Kathy.
We openly discussed her death and her faith in God; she said that no matter what happened she would be a winner. She had a wonderful life here on earth but would soon be reunited with her cherished son, Steven and her beloved mother. I can only imagine that blessed moment!
Kathy`s life came to an end in the privacy of their home surrounded by friends and family of this beautiful child of God. Shortly before her passing I shared words of love and friendship as I gently prayed for my God given friend.
Thanks to Pastor Amy for the courage and support that allowed me to step out of my comfort zone and to" pray out loud for the first time" with someone.
Just days after Kathy`s death I walked in the Avon Breast Cancer Walk in Washington D.C. This time I not only honored the memory of my friend Shirley, but I walked with pride and dignity for my friend and neighbor Kathy Touchette.
A year or so Kathy`s death her husband Jerry` remarried, a young lady from Romania with 2 sons. Of course I made the neighborly visit to welcome his new bride but that was the extent of my congeniality. We wave as we`re coming and going however that`s the depth of our friendship.
How quickly five years have passed since Kathy`s death, however today the flood gate of memories was revisited. Gabby, Jerry`s wife came over today with a gift of homemade bread and stuffed peppers, she told my husband that she would like to talk to me went I returned home.
Across the yard I go, Gabby greeted me at the door, to my surprised she grabbed and hugged me. She said that she didn`t know, I had no clue what she was talking about! She then told me that she and Jerry had recently read that newspaper article about my evangelism efforts. In her broken Romanian accent she told me that she had some of Kathy`s book that she thought I might be able to use. Grabbing my hand she lead me to the basement to gather Kathy`s books about God, Faith, our christian walk and several bibles. One of the bibles was a gift to Steven from his mother!
Gabby told me that she had learned so much about Kathy and her life from reading these book. I was delighted hear this. I invited Gabby to come to church with us; she said she would like that. We joined hands and for the second time "I prayed out loud in my neighbor house". Why did it take me so long!!!!!!!!!!!!
Romans 5:5 The love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us.
From the day Kathy and I met it felt as if we`d been lifelong friends. I believe these are special friendship are gifts from God to fulfill needs in our lives. Kathy and I always took time to chat as we worked in our neighboring yards. She loved flowers and keep Jerry busy attending to their many flower gardens.
Kathy soon shared with me the pain and suffering she struggled with as a result of the sudden death of her 25 year old son Stephen. I could appreciate her pain because my family also experienced the sudden accidental death of my 15 year old brother, Robin, when I was 18.
During our friendship we also both cared for and lost our aging mothers. It was such a comfort to have someone to share and understand what we were going through.
Shortly after Kathy`s mother death she was diagnosed with colon cancer. Through out Kathy`s treatment and illness our bonds of love and friendship continued to bloom. I thank God for the love, support and courage that I witnessed in my wonderful neighbor. As her illness reached the terminal stage we spent hours sharing life`s up and down and what and where we both were in this stage of our life. I thank God that I was able to share this precious time with Kathy.
We openly discussed her death and her faith in God; she said that no matter what happened she would be a winner. She had a wonderful life here on earth but would soon be reunited with her cherished son, Steven and her beloved mother. I can only imagine that blessed moment!
Kathy`s life came to an end in the privacy of their home surrounded by friends and family of this beautiful child of God. Shortly before her passing I shared words of love and friendship as I gently prayed for my God given friend.
Thanks to Pastor Amy for the courage and support that allowed me to step out of my comfort zone and to" pray out loud for the first time" with someone.
Just days after Kathy`s death I walked in the Avon Breast Cancer Walk in Washington D.C. This time I not only honored the memory of my friend Shirley, but I walked with pride and dignity for my friend and neighbor Kathy Touchette.
A year or so Kathy`s death her husband Jerry` remarried, a young lady from Romania with 2 sons. Of course I made the neighborly visit to welcome his new bride but that was the extent of my congeniality. We wave as we`re coming and going however that`s the depth of our friendship.
How quickly five years have passed since Kathy`s death, however today the flood gate of memories was revisited. Gabby, Jerry`s wife came over today with a gift of homemade bread and stuffed peppers, she told my husband that she would like to talk to me went I returned home.
Across the yard I go, Gabby greeted me at the door, to my surprised she grabbed and hugged me. She said that she didn`t know, I had no clue what she was talking about! She then told me that she and Jerry had recently read that newspaper article about my evangelism efforts. In her broken Romanian accent she told me that she had some of Kathy`s book that she thought I might be able to use. Grabbing my hand she lead me to the basement to gather Kathy`s books about God, Faith, our christian walk and several bibles. One of the bibles was a gift to Steven from his mother!
Gabby told me that she had learned so much about Kathy and her life from reading these book. I was delighted hear this. I invited Gabby to come to church with us; she said she would like that. We joined hands and for the second time "I prayed out loud in my neighbor house". Why did it take me so long!!!!!!!!!!!!
Romans 5:5 The love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Maine Mission Trip Coming Soon
When I was in Maine I was anxious to get home to begin writing about my adventure. However, I`ve been home for 2 days, I`m having great difficulties putting into word exactly what this trip meant to me. As I sit here trying to compose, my heart is pounding with uncertainties about where and how I should start.
I`m not going to rush this, I`m going to continue praying, reflecting and processing the entire week before I attempt to share my thoughts and feelings.
I thank God for patience and the ability to listen.
Galatians 6:2 Bear one another`s burden, and so fulfill the law of Christ.
I`m not going to rush this, I`m going to continue praying, reflecting and processing the entire week before I attempt to share my thoughts and feelings.
I thank God for patience and the ability to listen.
Galatians 6:2 Bear one another`s burden, and so fulfill the law of Christ.
Friday, July 9, 2010
New Beginning Day 97
A day of a new beginning, a start of a new season, I faithfully trust that God will continue to instruct and guide my steps. I pray that He will lead me even closer to His divine purpose for my being!
For the first time in 3 years, I indulged myself in the pleasure of an early morning walk. Enjoying the sounds, peace and tranquility of our beautiful neighborhood, as I walked in silence.
I walked to the riverside where we have our pontoon boat docked. I sat prayerfully speaking to God. Thanking Him for the beauty of the moment and the promise of His continued unconditional love and guidance; trusting that He will faithfully keep each and everyone of His promises as I walk down a new path.
Tomorrow, along with nearly 20 fellow Christians, Rick and I will leave for a mission trip to Maine. We will reach out to a community in need, doing jobs of construction, painting and meeting whatever need our crew can accomplish. I anxiously await this opportunity to serve and fellowship! Thanks, to God for His perfect timing!
Psalms 85: 10-13 Love and faithfulness meet together, righteousness and peace kiss each other. Faithfulness springs forth from the earth, and righteousness looks down from heaven. The Lord will indeed give what is good, and our land will yield its harvest. Righteousness goes before him and prepares the way for his steps.
For the first time in 3 years, I indulged myself in the pleasure of an early morning walk. Enjoying the sounds, peace and tranquility of our beautiful neighborhood, as I walked in silence.
I walked to the riverside where we have our pontoon boat docked. I sat prayerfully speaking to God. Thanking Him for the beauty of the moment and the promise of His continued unconditional love and guidance; trusting that He will faithfully keep each and everyone of His promises as I walk down a new path.
Tomorrow, along with nearly 20 fellow Christians, Rick and I will leave for a mission trip to Maine. We will reach out to a community in need, doing jobs of construction, painting and meeting whatever need our crew can accomplish. I anxiously await this opportunity to serve and fellowship! Thanks, to God for His perfect timing!
Psalms 85: 10-13 Love and faithfulness meet together, righteousness and peace kiss each other. Faithfulness springs forth from the earth, and righteousness looks down from heaven. The Lord will indeed give what is good, and our land will yield its harvest. Righteousness goes before him and prepares the way for his steps.
55,000 Miles Day 96
Today was my final day as a Little Debbie distributor, I`ve delivered thousands of cases and driven over 55,000 miles in just 3 years. Most importantly, I pray that I have shared and witnessed God`s love and grace to many! If I have touched just one life, I thank God for that opportunity!
Today as I was leaving Walmart for the final time, I heard a loud sneeze coming from my friend Will, the Pepsi guy. I yelled out "God Bless you", thanks Linda! I met Will the first week that Walmart opened, he looked so stressed. I introduced myself and told him that I would pray for him. I kept my promise.
Throughout our Walmart friendship, we have prayed together many times. Especially as Will recovered from an accident, as he walked his dog in his neighborhood, he was hit by a drunk driver killing his beloved great dane. Will struggled trying to make sense of the awful tregedy; questioning God and his faith. I assured Will that through all of this pain, God would strengthen him and drawn him closer to Him. Will listened, but wasn`t real sure!
I found it ironic today, that my first meeting Will and that my final leaving today, I was asking God to bless and protect my friend the Pepsi guy. I thank God for this brief, but meaningful friendship with Will.
1 Corinthians 4:1-9 I always thank God for you because of his grace given you in Jesus Christ. For in him you have been enriched in every way--in all your speaking and in all your knowledge-- because our testimony about Christ was confirmed in you. Therefore you do not lack any spiritual gifts as you eagerly wait for our Lord Jesus Christ to be revealed. He will keep you strong to the end, so that you will be blameless on the day of our Lord Jesus Christ. God, who has called you into fellowship with his son Jesus Christ our Lord, is faithful.
Today as I was leaving Walmart for the final time, I heard a loud sneeze coming from my friend Will, the Pepsi guy. I yelled out "God Bless you", thanks Linda! I met Will the first week that Walmart opened, he looked so stressed. I introduced myself and told him that I would pray for him. I kept my promise.
Throughout our Walmart friendship, we have prayed together many times. Especially as Will recovered from an accident, as he walked his dog in his neighborhood, he was hit by a drunk driver killing his beloved great dane. Will struggled trying to make sense of the awful tregedy; questioning God and his faith. I assured Will that through all of this pain, God would strengthen him and drawn him closer to Him. Will listened, but wasn`t real sure!
I found it ironic today, that my first meeting Will and that my final leaving today, I was asking God to bless and protect my friend the Pepsi guy. I thank God for this brief, but meaningful friendship with Will.
1 Corinthians 4:1-9 I always thank God for you because of his grace given you in Jesus Christ. For in him you have been enriched in every way--in all your speaking and in all your knowledge-- because our testimony about Christ was confirmed in you. Therefore you do not lack any spiritual gifts as you eagerly wait for our Lord Jesus Christ to be revealed. He will keep you strong to the end, so that you will be blameless on the day of our Lord Jesus Christ. God, who has called you into fellowship with his son Jesus Christ our Lord, is faithful.
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
More Farewells Day 95
This morning at Walmart, my good buddy Merle, told me that he thought that the News Journal did a wonderful article about my evangelism. He assured me that this article would touch and inspire someone for sure.
My thanks to Gary Soulsman for this well written story. I never expected to be on the front page of the News Journal. Of course, all praise and glory are for God the Father; we are merely vessels that He uses to reach others!
As today continued to be a day of goodbyes, it occurred to me that unlike my friendships in Chestertown that may end with this job. That may not be the case with 2 friends from Smyrna. Tearfully, I promised to stay in touch with Susie at Acme and Geri at Shore Stop, as we exchanged phone numbers.
I first met Susie many years ago when I had my Sub Shop and she worked at the downtown Acme. At that time we were only business associates but after years of no contract, this reunion was much different. During the past 3 years our friendship has surpassed the reason, season time and moved to the depths of lasting love and friendship for one another. I pray that God will keep this door of friendship open.
Geri on the other hand, there was something special about our friendship from the beginning, about 1 year ago. Even though we didn`t spend a lot of time getting to know one another personally, we simply enjoyed being in one anothers company. Her face would light up when I walked in the door, as I`m sure mine did. I plan to be intentional about keeping in touch with her.
What plans and reasons does God have in mind for these different types of friendships? Only time will tell.
As I returned to my warehouse to load my big brown truck for the final time, I paused to reflect on the past 3 years. I thanked God for this opportunity and the experiences of growth and times of witnessing and touching lives for His glory. For the people that also touched my life. I also thanked Him for the end of this season in my life, no more early morning freezing cold truck loading, no more blistering heat filled days. I failed to realize that Little Debbie distributors are like postal workers, neither rain, nor snow, nor heat of day will prevent fresh Little Debbies from being delivered.
One last day to go! Thank you God!
Ezekiel 7:1-2 The word of the Lord came to me: "Son of man, this is what the Sovereign Lord says to the land of Israel: The End! The end has come upon the four corners of the land.
My thanks to Gary Soulsman for this well written story. I never expected to be on the front page of the News Journal. Of course, all praise and glory are for God the Father; we are merely vessels that He uses to reach others!
As today continued to be a day of goodbyes, it occurred to me that unlike my friendships in Chestertown that may end with this job. That may not be the case with 2 friends from Smyrna. Tearfully, I promised to stay in touch with Susie at Acme and Geri at Shore Stop, as we exchanged phone numbers.
I first met Susie many years ago when I had my Sub Shop and she worked at the downtown Acme. At that time we were only business associates but after years of no contract, this reunion was much different. During the past 3 years our friendship has surpassed the reason, season time and moved to the depths of lasting love and friendship for one another. I pray that God will keep this door of friendship open.
Geri on the other hand, there was something special about our friendship from the beginning, about 1 year ago. Even though we didn`t spend a lot of time getting to know one another personally, we simply enjoyed being in one anothers company. Her face would light up when I walked in the door, as I`m sure mine did. I plan to be intentional about keeping in touch with her.
What plans and reasons does God have in mind for these different types of friendships? Only time will tell.
As I returned to my warehouse to load my big brown truck for the final time, I paused to reflect on the past 3 years. I thanked God for this opportunity and the experiences of growth and times of witnessing and touching lives for His glory. For the people that also touched my life. I also thanked Him for the end of this season in my life, no more early morning freezing cold truck loading, no more blistering heat filled days. I failed to realize that Little Debbie distributors are like postal workers, neither rain, nor snow, nor heat of day will prevent fresh Little Debbies from being delivered.
One last day to go! Thank you God!
Ezekiel 7:1-2 The word of the Lord came to me: "Son of man, this is what the Sovereign Lord says to the land of Israel: The End! The end has come upon the four corners of the land.
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Little Debbie Farewells Day 94
Aside from the extreme heat today, my day in Chestertown and Rock Hall were very low key. However, today was a day to bid farewell to many friends and acquaintances that I`ve made in the past 3 years as I`ve delivered Little Debbie products in my big brown REALLY HOT truck.
When I got home this evening I began to reflect on the true meaning of the past 3 years. I would say that however meaningful, none of these relationships will continue past this week. That is somewhat sad but reality, people come into our lives for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When someone is in your life for a reason, it is usually to meet a need; to assist us through a difficulty, to provide guidance and support, to aid physically, emotionally and spiritually.
When someone comes into your life for a season it is a time to share, grow and learn. This relationship may bring great peace and happiness. It may be a time of teaching and learning. These relationship may bring huge amounts of joy but only for a season.
Without a doubt that is exactly what I`ve experienced in Chestertown and Rock Hall in the past 3 years. I pray, that along the way I have provided, friendship for a season or a reason to many people that God has placed in my path.
I thank God for, Anne Marie, Diane, Donnie, Theresa, Shirley, Ruby, Tammy, Regina, Cathy, Dale, Ross, Bill, Will, Andrew, Jamie, Joyce, Kenny, Bob, Michael, Rolph and Miss Betty as they have walked through the open doors of my heart! I have prayed, shared, cried and laughed!
1 Samuel 20:42 ...."Go in peace, for we have sworn friendship with each other in the name of the Lord, saying, "the Lord is witness between you and me..........
When I got home this evening I began to reflect on the true meaning of the past 3 years. I would say that however meaningful, none of these relationships will continue past this week. That is somewhat sad but reality, people come into our lives for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When someone is in your life for a reason, it is usually to meet a need; to assist us through a difficulty, to provide guidance and support, to aid physically, emotionally and spiritually.
When someone comes into your life for a season it is a time to share, grow and learn. This relationship may bring great peace and happiness. It may be a time of teaching and learning. These relationship may bring huge amounts of joy but only for a season.
Without a doubt that is exactly what I`ve experienced in Chestertown and Rock Hall in the past 3 years. I pray, that along the way I have provided, friendship for a season or a reason to many people that God has placed in my path.
I thank God for, Anne Marie, Diane, Donnie, Theresa, Shirley, Ruby, Tammy, Regina, Cathy, Dale, Ross, Bill, Will, Andrew, Jamie, Joyce, Kenny, Bob, Michael, Rolph and Miss Betty as they have walked through the open doors of my heart! I have prayed, shared, cried and laughed!
1 Samuel 20:42 ...."Go in peace, for we have sworn friendship with each other in the name of the Lord, saying, "the Lord is witness between you and me..........
Monday, July 5, 2010
4th of July Weekend Day 93
As many people arrive, in our normally peaceful community, to celebrate a long 4th of July weekend also comes reckless and careless behavior. I have found myself suddenly in prayer as the siren from our local firehouse is sounded;offering immediate prayer for victims and care providers as they respond to emergency demands
As a water oriented community where boaters gather to celebrate, do they forget the importance of safety and responsible behavior. Independence Day is not a time of total independence from safety, common sense and moderation.
However, I must admit that in times of my own addiction I have been there done that; by the Grace of God I`m not longer held captive. I pray that God will protect and deliver those still held in bondage by addictions; allowing a truly peaceful life worthy of living without hangovers, guilt and shame!!!!!!!!!
1 Corinthians 10:13 No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.
As a water oriented community where boaters gather to celebrate, do they forget the importance of safety and responsible behavior. Independence Day is not a time of total independence from safety, common sense and moderation.
However, I must admit that in times of my own addiction I have been there done that; by the Grace of God I`m not longer held captive. I pray that God will protect and deliver those still held in bondage by addictions; allowing a truly peaceful life worthy of living without hangovers, guilt and shame!!!!!!!!!
1 Corinthians 10:13 No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.
Jacob`s Well, Outdoor Service Day 92
Today our church service was held outdoors, in Pell Garden, in beautiful Chesapeake City, MD. As a community, we are so blessed by the insight and visions that Mrs. R.C. duPont, received many years ago to promote and preserve this historic community. As a woman of great faith, was she listening to special instructions from our Heavenly Father to restore and develop a town for future generations to enjoy and appreciate. I believe so, thank you, God!
Today was picture perfect as our praise band took center stage to lead us in song and praise to God. Pastor Amy delivered God`s message as we were surrounded by the natural beauty of our surroundings. Visitors stopped to listen and soak up and witness the presences of the Holy Spirit.
As the service was concluding, several members of this congregations were lead to surround, our beloved Chris, to lay hands on her and offer special prayer for healing and recovering in time of family suffering.
Thanks to God for placing me in the midst of such a loving caring church family. A family of love and support reaching out to one another as the hands and feet of Jesus!
1 Peter 1:6-7 In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trial. These have come so that your faith- of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire- may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed.
Today was picture perfect as our praise band took center stage to lead us in song and praise to God. Pastor Amy delivered God`s message as we were surrounded by the natural beauty of our surroundings. Visitors stopped to listen and soak up and witness the presences of the Holy Spirit.
As the service was concluding, several members of this congregations were lead to surround, our beloved Chris, to lay hands on her and offer special prayer for healing and recovering in time of family suffering.
Thanks to God for placing me in the midst of such a loving caring church family. A family of love and support reaching out to one another as the hands and feet of Jesus!
1 Peter 1:6-7 In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trial. These have come so that your faith- of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire- may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed.
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Reflections Week 13
After last week this week has had it`s great and somewhat sad moments. Welcome Oliver, beginning of goodbyes to work friendships, unexplected surprises and affirmations of God unconditional love.
I know have an amazing PEACE and assured confidence that I have made the correct decision about leaving Little Debbie. I feel that God in His faithfullness will guide and direct my steps to best achieve His purpsoe for my life.
Also looking forward to the mission trip to Maine without any concern for Little Debbie route. Also sold my big brown truck!
Hope to have the rest of the summer off and start a new sales job in September for a food distributor as a traveling sales person. Also, planning to work on real estate license to assist and work with my friend Phylis. With these options continuing this blog should present no problem. Thank you God for working out the little details!
PRAISE GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Zechariah 4:6 Not by might nor by power, but by my spirit, says the Lord Almighty
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Joan Connection Day 91
Saturday is often a good day to catch up on phone calls with friends. Even though Joan and I talk and pray several days of the week, Saturday is no exception. She also said that she was visiting Dicy today and that Dicy had told her about our prayerful experience on Thursday.
Now for another amazing God connection. I met Joan when she started to attended our church shortly after her beloved friend Mark, suffered a heart attack.
I approached Joan and expressed concern for Mark, since Mark`s death we have become very good friends and sisters in Christ. We have worked on several church projects together. About a year ago when Joan first arrived in Maryland from California, she met and worked at 301 Truck Plaza with Dicy.
I shared with Joan my former relationship with Dicy, Dicy had also shared with Joan about our relationship and her inability to forgive me. Dicy has carried this burden of unforgiving for nearly 20 years.
Joan and I shared a conversation of love and joy as we realized that Dicy is moving closer to the Lord as she is able to forgive. I know that Dicy believes in God but perhaps now she will be drawn into an intimate relationship with
Him.
Has God used both Joan and I to reach out to Dicy! Small world, BIG GOD!
Matthew 25:21 "His master replied, "Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master`s happiness!
jaon
Now for another amazing God connection. I met Joan when she started to attended our church shortly after her beloved friend Mark, suffered a heart attack.
I approached Joan and expressed concern for Mark, since Mark`s death we have become very good friends and sisters in Christ. We have worked on several church projects together. About a year ago when Joan first arrived in Maryland from California, she met and worked at 301 Truck Plaza with Dicy.
I shared with Joan my former relationship with Dicy, Dicy had also shared with Joan about our relationship and her inability to forgive me. Dicy has carried this burden of unforgiving for nearly 20 years.
Joan and I shared a conversation of love and joy as we realized that Dicy is moving closer to the Lord as she is able to forgive. I know that Dicy believes in God but perhaps now she will be drawn into an intimate relationship with
Him.
Has God used both Joan and I to reach out to Dicy! Small world, BIG GOD!
Matthew 25:21 "His master replied, "Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master`s happiness!
jaon
Pale Fellow Day 90
As my Little Debbie products were being received at the Shore Stop, a young tattooed man approached the counter to make a purchase. My attention was drawn to the man because of his yellowish coloring, he didn`t look healthy.
My concern was affirmed as I noticed the hospital bracelet that he was still wearing; I was not able to pray with him, but I did take the time to intercede in his behalf to our Heavenly father.
I wonder how many people are call to pray for others, without them ever realizing? Thanks to God for His grace in our lives.
Proverbs 23:18 There is surely a future hope for you, and your hope will not be cut off.
My concern was affirmed as I noticed the hospital bracelet that he was still wearing; I was not able to pray with him, but I did take the time to intercede in his behalf to our Heavenly father.
I wonder how many people are call to pray for others, without them ever realizing? Thanks to God for His grace in our lives.
Proverbs 23:18 There is surely a future hope for you, and your hope will not be cut off.
Dicy Day 89
Much to my surprised I received a call from a reporter from the News Journal, he introduced himself and said that he would like to do a feature story about my Evangelism ministry. Are you sure, God!
He and a photographer would like to meet me and witness my praying as I conducted Little Debbie business. After not being allowed to enter Walmart with a photographer, we continued to my next stop, 301 Truck Plaza. If you follow this blog you may recall Day 11, when I was touched by the Holy Spirit as a young man prayed for me. Dicy, a long time acquaintance and friend(explained in Day 11) was behind the counter as we arrived.
It was very humbling to be interviewed and photographed, I`m just being used as God`s vessel, it`s nothing special that I`m doing. God is using me in my obedience to reach out to others. All Glory to God!
I asked Dicy if I could pray with her so that pictures could be taken for the article, she agreed. Her Mother is suffering from dementia; I suggested that we pray for her. Dicy accepted my offer for prayer. Hand in hand I began to pray, I can`t remember my exact words but the Holy Spirit was in total control. Soon Dicy and I shared a full body hug as she began to cried we shared confession of love for one another and hopefully forgiven for mistakes that I made many years ago.
I also shared tears of love and peace as I returned to my big brown truck! How ironic that Dicy and I would cross pathes after so many years of unforgiving. Not to mention that all of this happened as I have given notice to Little Debbie and will no longer have weekly visit to 301 Plaza. Could all of this been God purpose for my season as a Little Debbie Distributor. Unforgiving!!!!!!!!!!!
Mark 11: 24-25 Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours, And when you stand praying, if you hold anything against anyone, forgive him, so the your Father in heaven may forgive you and your sins.
He and a photographer would like to meet me and witness my praying as I conducted Little Debbie business. After not being allowed to enter Walmart with a photographer, we continued to my next stop, 301 Truck Plaza. If you follow this blog you may recall Day 11, when I was touched by the Holy Spirit as a young man prayed for me. Dicy, a long time acquaintance and friend(explained in Day 11) was behind the counter as we arrived.
It was very humbling to be interviewed and photographed, I`m just being used as God`s vessel, it`s nothing special that I`m doing. God is using me in my obedience to reach out to others. All Glory to God!
I asked Dicy if I could pray with her so that pictures could be taken for the article, she agreed. Her Mother is suffering from dementia; I suggested that we pray for her. Dicy accepted my offer for prayer. Hand in hand I began to pray, I can`t remember my exact words but the Holy Spirit was in total control. Soon Dicy and I shared a full body hug as she began to cried we shared confession of love for one another and hopefully forgiven for mistakes that I made many years ago.
I also shared tears of love and peace as I returned to my big brown truck! How ironic that Dicy and I would cross pathes after so many years of unforgiving. Not to mention that all of this happened as I have given notice to Little Debbie and will no longer have weekly visit to 301 Plaza. Could all of this been God purpose for my season as a Little Debbie Distributor. Unforgiving!!!!!!!!!!!
Mark 11: 24-25 Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours, And when you stand praying, if you hold anything against anyone, forgive him, so the your Father in heaven may forgive you and your sins.
Chris Day 88
Today, I called Chris to offer her my condolences. I can`t even imagine how this family is dealing with this emotional disaster. Death itself is difficult enough but with suicide there are so many unanswered questions.
How does a person get it to the place where there is absolutely NO hope! Depression, addictions, guilt, shame, mental illnesses and physical abuse can steal lives. Often FAMILY SECRETS prevent loved ones and friends from realizing the severity of situations; leaving behind feelings of guilt and unanswered question. How did we miss this!
I could only offer Chris love, support and prayer ,as she questioned! I`m honored to be a part of Chris` church family. Thank you, God!
Psalms 107:13-16 Then they cried to the Lord in their trouble, and he saved them from their distress. He brought them out of darkness and deepest gloom and broke away their chains. Let them give thanks to the Lord for his unfailing love and his wonderful deeds of men, for he breaks down gates of bronze and cuts through bars of iron.
How does a person get it to the place where there is absolutely NO hope! Depression, addictions, guilt, shame, mental illnesses and physical abuse can steal lives. Often FAMILY SECRETS prevent loved ones and friends from realizing the severity of situations; leaving behind feelings of guilt and unanswered question. How did we miss this!
I could only offer Chris love, support and prayer ,as she questioned! I`m honored to be a part of Chris` church family. Thank you, God!
Psalms 107:13-16 Then they cried to the Lord in their trouble, and he saved them from their distress. He brought them out of darkness and deepest gloom and broke away their chains. Let them give thanks to the Lord for his unfailing love and his wonderful deeds of men, for he breaks down gates of bronze and cuts through bars of iron.
Gina Day 87
Gina is a good friend from church as well as a neighbor. Today she called me to tell me that she was in need of prayers for our mutual friend Chris. Again, after just 2 short months there was another death in Chris` family.
The devastation of this death was difficult to fathom. Her 20 something nephew committed suicide at the home of his mother, in his brother`s bedroom. The sadness of this tregedy is overwhelming; the family is still recovering from the suicide death of this young mans father just 2 months ago.
I suggested to Gina that we pray, she was driving and pulled over as I began to pray for Chris and her family. This is such a test of our strength and faith in God. As Gina looked to the sky she said you won`t believe this, there is a cloud in the shape of a cross just above my car. Yes, I do believe that, God is always sending us signs of His presents especially when we are in need!
Proverbs 16 Whoever gives heed to instruction prospers, and blessed is he who trust in the LORD.
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The devastation of this death was difficult to fathom. Her 20 something nephew committed suicide at the home of his mother, in his brother`s bedroom. The sadness of this tregedy is overwhelming; the family is still recovering from the suicide death of this young mans father just 2 months ago.
I suggested to Gina that we pray, she was driving and pulled over as I began to pray for Chris and her family. This is such a test of our strength and faith in God. As Gina looked to the sky she said you won`t believe this, there is a cloud in the shape of a cross just above my car. Yes, I do believe that, God is always sending us signs of His presents especially when we are in need!
Proverbs 16 Whoever gives heed to instruction prospers, and blessed is he who trust in the LORD.
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Ginger Day 86
It`s been 3 and a half months since Ginger suffered her stroke. From our phone conversation it seemed that her speech and vocabulary have improve greatly. I t was a blessing to have the type of conversation that I have so desperately missed. She is being accessed to determine the type of work she might be able to return to at the hospital. Returning to work may require time but there is hope for continued recovery.
Ginger was delighted to hear that I was giving up my Little Debbie distributorship. She confessed that she worried that I was working too hard. Honestly, what happened to Ginger did have an impact on my decision to terminate my job. For years I`ve known that Ginger was pushing way to hard and I was fearful for her health. Maybe I should have prayed more!
She said that she wasn`t financially ready to slow down but God had different plans for her and that He just took control. Does God have to hit us in the head with a baseball bat before we are forced listen! I thank God for Ginger`s recovery and His continued blessings on her life. Ginger`s father and younger brother both died in their early forties from heart attacks.
Of course we prayed!
Hebrews 11:6 And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exist and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him.
Ginger was delighted to hear that I was giving up my Little Debbie distributorship. She confessed that she worried that I was working too hard. Honestly, what happened to Ginger did have an impact on my decision to terminate my job. For years I`ve known that Ginger was pushing way to hard and I was fearful for her health. Maybe I should have prayed more!
She said that she wasn`t financially ready to slow down but God had different plans for her and that He just took control. Does God have to hit us in the head with a baseball bat before we are forced listen! I thank God for Ginger`s recovery and His continued blessings on her life. Ginger`s father and younger brother both died in their early forties from heart attacks.
Of course we prayed!
Hebrews 11:6 And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exist and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him.
Oliver Liam Squier Day 85
Oliver is the newest member of the Squier family born on June 24 at 8lbs 40z. Oliver`s birth wasn`t exactly planned, God must have seen the need to add another grandchild to our family tree. Both of his parents were very content to be the parents of one 11 year old son. What a surprise, some of the greatest events in life aren`t our plans.
As grand parents the anticipation of another grand baby was a welcomed joy. Babies always add such a spark of new life and excitement to the family. I am sure that God has great plans for this tiny bundle of joy.
Our entire family seems to be drawn closer together by Oliver's arrival, thank you God!
Of course I`ve been praying for Oliver`s parent and big brother on a regular basis; Sunday was the first time that I actually prayed out loud with his mother as she prepared to bring Oliver home from the hospital.
What a blessing, was that the first prayer for Oliver, not sure, but I know it won`t be the last.
Psalm 133 1:1 How very good and pleasant it is when kindred live together in unity.
As grand parents the anticipation of another grand baby was a welcomed joy. Babies always add such a spark of new life and excitement to the family. I am sure that God has great plans for this tiny bundle of joy.
Our entire family seems to be drawn closer together by Oliver's arrival, thank you God!
Of course I`ve been praying for Oliver`s parent and big brother on a regular basis; Sunday was the first time that I actually prayed out loud with his mother as she prepared to bring Oliver home from the hospital.
What a blessing, was that the first prayer for Oliver, not sure, but I know it won`t be the last.
Psalm 133 1:1 How very good and pleasant it is when kindred live together in unity.
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