Monday, May 31, 2010

On The Job Training Day 57

Without a doubt my anticipation for the arrival of this day has been extraordinary. Today with my christian sister, Catt Houser we traveled over an hour, to arrive at Metropolitan United Methodist Church in Federalsburg, MD. for their 10 AM service.

Why in the world would I be so excited about going to Federalsburg? Several years ago when I was forced to close my Curves franchise, people asked what I was going to do. For some unknown reason, I began telling everyone that I was going to work for God! I had no clues why this answer continued flowing from my lips. Some of my friend and family looked at my like I had 2 heads, believing that I`d finally gone off the deep end!

As I have previously mentioned, I have been asked to set up an evangelism team for our church conference. Today at this little church, the chairperson, Levin Van Sant, for the evangelism team was going to deliver a sermon, he invited me to attended for hands on training.

After Levin delivered his message, he invited the entire congregation to come forward for prayers of renewal and healing. Time to go to work. Catt and I were invited to the alter to pray with all that came forward. As Levin anointed, In the name of the Father, the Son and Holy Spirit we followed with individual praying.

On Levin`s prompting I began praying with and for Pastor Lee. Shortly after I began praying we shared a loving embrace resting our heads on one another. Spiritually prompted, both of us began praying in tongues, the Holy spirit lead both of us as we offered our words to the Lord.

By this time, a large portion of the congregation was standing in line awaiting prayer. I felt the Holy spirit take control of my words, I felt as though I was floating two feet off the floor as I moved down the line delivering individual prayers.

With one of the ladies that I prayed with, I felt a soul to soul connection, we embraced one another in a full body hug. As we held tightly to one another I began to pray. She began to gently cry I could feel her entire body tremble as I held her tightly in a loving embrace.

We stepped back from one another and stared into one another eyes without saying a word. It was as if God was using me as His vessel to deliver a gift of His love and compassion to His daughter in need of healing. As I continued to stare into her very being, I told her that I loved Her, she responded with the exact same words. This was one of the most humbling moments that I have experienced.

If this is the work that God has been preparing me to do, I most graciously and humbly await further teaching and instruction. All of my praise and glory to God the Father!


John 14:15-17 "If you love me, you will obey what I command. And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another Counselor to be with you forever- the spirit of truth. The world cannot accept him, because it neither sees him nor knows him. But you know him, for he lives with you and will be in you.

Defending Freedom Day 56

Today is the beginning the the 3 day Memorial holiday, my hubby I woke up this morning at 5:30am. Within a half an hour, we were helping with preparations for a 5K walk to benefit our mission group. The walk brought out 50 participants that enjoyed a beautiful walk through the lovely town of Chesapeake City. Thanks to God for such terrific weather and scenery!

After the walk we continued our morning with a leisurely breakfast and shopping trip to the New Castle Farmers Market.

On our way home we passed the Veterans Cemetery. The sight of thousands of flags gently waving in the breeze, brought home the true meaning of the Memorial Day weekend;"All gave some, but some gave all." This incredible sight inspired me to stop in prayer.

Memorial Day is a time to reflect and give thanks to God for all of the men and women throughout the years that have stood up and defended our country and freedom. I thank God that my father returned home safely in 1945, after he so bravely defended our country.

Psalms 37:23-24 If the Lord delight in a man`s way, he makes his steps firm; though he stumble, he will not fall, for the Lord upholds him with his hand.

Friday, May 28, 2010

George Day 55

Today as I was putting Little Debbie snacks on my shelf at 301 truck plaza, a stranger asked if I was giving away anything free? I said, "sure a hard time."

As soon as the words came out of my mouth, God redirected the evangelist in me, with a new response. As a matter of fact I do have something free; can I pray with you?

My new friend, George accepted my offer. I asked if he knew Jesus; he gently nodded. I ask what I could pray for, he said just everything. In front of the coke fountain two strangers gently joined hands as I began to pray a soft and gentle request to our Heavenly Father. Holy Spirit goose bumps cover my body as George and I shared time with God.

Philippians 2:4 Let each of you look out not only for his own interests, but for the interest of others.

7:22 am Call Day 54

This morning at 7:22 my cell phone rang as I was driving my big brown truck down route 213. A familiar voice greeted me with morning cheer; it`s really hard to miss you in that truck.

It`s always great to hear from friends that are heading to work early in the day. I recognized my friend Julie as this early riser. Just calling to say good morning!

We chatted for a few moments; I inquired about her new living arrangements with her new roommates. All seems to be going well. She told me that they had a house meeting and discussed house issues. I agreed that talking things out and not letting them fester is a wise practice.

We ended our conversation with a morning prayer, since we were both driving I encouraged Julie to keep her eyes open and on the road!

It was such a blessing to hear from Julie, like most of us Julie suffers from hurts, habits and hang-up from everyday life. A while back Julie got very annoyed at me for something that I said and did. I apologised and felt terrible as we struggled to rebuild our friendship.

The only thing that I could do, with faith in God was to pray, that`s exactly what I did. I remember speaking to Julie at a church function and she just sort of ignored me. My husband questioned me and wanted to know why I even bothered. I told him that I was going to love Julie through this.

Receiving this phone call was an affirmation that my prayers to God have been answered. I thank God for His faithfulness!

Isaiah 28:9-10 "Whom will he teach knowledge, and to whom will he explain the message? Those who are weaned from milk, those taken from the breast? For it is precept upon precept, precept upon precept, line upon line, line upon line, here a little, there a little."

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Tractor Trailer Driver Day 53

At Walmart I met a tractor trailer driver that picks up and hauls bales of cardboard As I`m getting my order ready for delivery he is busy loading bales onto his trailer. We often take time to chat and exchange greetings.

Now the strange thing about him, is that no matter how hot it may be, while I`m roasting, he`s wear a winter coat. Go figure!

Well I couldn't`t take it any longer, I had to question his strange attire choices. He told me that several years ago he was involved in a terrible accident and lost all feeling of any heat in his body and he is ALWAYS cold. That could really come in handy with hot flashes!

After hearing of his accident I handed he a small wooden cross. He assured me that he would hang it in his trucks. Several weeks later, as he was leaving Walmart, with a wet load of cardboard bales; the loaded shifted nearly causing him to loose the entire load. However, something allowed him to gain control and avoid loosing the trailer. He gave credit to God and the small wooden cross.

Today he had another story to share. He was driving down the highway when a driver pulled up beside him, frantically trying to get his attention. Upon stopping he found the bales of cardboard on fire. He was able to get to safety before the the entire trailer was consumed by fire. The tractor was also partially destroyed.

I thank God for the good Samaritan that not doubt saved his life. We joined hands as I prayed and gave thanks and glory to God. God certainly knew what He was doing when He prompted me to share the small wooden cross with my truck driving friend.

John 10:28-29 I gave them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one can snatch them out of my hand. My Father, who has given them to me, is greater than all; no one can snatch them out of my Father`s hand.

Friends Day 52

Today I phoned Sandy, a friend from church to see if she would be interested in joining the evangelism team that I`m responsible for forming. Sandy and I served together on team for the Walk to Emmaus, this is when we became good friends and really got to know one another. Thank you God!

Since the walk we have worked together on a sermon that I gave at church. She blessed my sermon, by singing the Lord`s Prayer and In The Garden. What a God given talent! She delights in singing for the Lord.

Sandy was excited to be asked to join the evangelism team. She commented that she can`t get up and speak, but it`s a different story when it comes to singing. I look forward to working with Sandy for the glory of God.

I find it amazing that God has been planning all of this for Sandy and I and we had absolutely no clue! Until of course, He was prepared to let us know!

Sandy and I ended our conversation with a prayer.

1 Peter 1:9-10 But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging to God, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light. Once you were not a people, but now you are the people of God; once you had not received mercy, but now you have received mercy.

Thanks and all glory to God!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, May 24, 2010

Keith Day 51

Keith is a receiver at one of the grocery stores where I deliver Little Debbies. Usually, Keith is very pleasant but on several occasions I`ve noticed that he has a bit of a temper!

Today he was having a really bad day. As I stood in the backroom with the Utz vendor, we witnessed Keith at his worst. He was experiencing some sort of difficulties that caused to act like a mad man. He was slamming and banging things around, his face was red and he looked like he was ready to exposed. We surely knew to stay out of his way.

Keith`s behavior not only affected him but it also had a profound affect on us and everyone around him. I felt saddened as Keith displayed this childish behavior. Satan must receive glory for this extreme behavior. It`s certainly not a gift from God or a fruit of the Spirit.

After putting my products on my shelf, I returned to the backroom; Keith seemed to have calmed down some. As I was leaving, I told him that I hoped his day improved and that I would pray for him. He acknowledged with a sheepish grin

I took several minutes to pray for Keith before driving away

Matthew 4:10-11 Jesus said to him, "Away from me, Satan! For it is written: Worship the Lord your God, and serve him only. Then the devil left him, and angels came and attended him.

Ginger Day 50

It`s been well over 2 months since Ginger suffered her stroke. She is surely improving, but progress is one day at a time. She continues speech therapy 3 days a week. She doesn`t seem to struggle finding each word to carry on a phone conversation.

She is allowed to drive within 10 miles of home. This was somewhat frightening, but she seems to be doing well. She did say, that she came out one day to get in the car, and realized it was raining; she confessed that this was cause for concern, she needed to really think about what else this would involve. Amazing the things we take for granted everyday.

She is also having difficulties in the kitchen. She said that she wanted to make a meatloaf, she put the burger in a bowl and then just didn`t know what to do next. Linda," can you believe, I did not know what to do." I assured her that someone else can take care of the cooking for a while.

I hope to visit with Ginger soon and witness first hand her progress. She is also starting to worry about their finance and what going to happen. That`s a sure indication that the Ginger I`ve know for years is coming back.

As Ginger and I where about to end our conversation with a prayer, my friend Chris arrived at the door. I told Chris that I was just getting ready to pray for Ginger. Chris and I joined hands and prayed as my dear friend Ginger listened. I truly thank God for sending Chris to the door at the perfect moment.

Was that another one of those things that we just take for granted????

Mark 11:24 Whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive, and you will have them.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Reflections Week 7

This week has been a constant reminded that I need to be surrounded by loving caring Christians, willing to take the time to reach out in God`s love. Our crazy hectic lives wear us out physically and emotional!

We need to walk in the light of Jesus and have the willingness to give and receive this light!

Psalm 18:28 For You will light my lamp; the Lord my God will enlighten my darkness.

Linda Squier Day 49

Do you take the time to pray for yourself? Or are you like many people that I talk with; they admit that they pray for others but not themselves. I personal know that this thinking sets us up for frustration and failure. How can we be expected to function each and everyday if we don`t summon the will of God in our own lives.

The daily trials and tribulations that we face are God`s adversities used to strengthen and to teach us in our christian walk. Do you turn do God or you you carries these burdens, using only your own insight to solve problems? As we face adversities and struggles our faith in God is put to the test. God is our rock and our salvation!

As I did today, take the time for yourself and God to have the well deserved personal talk and and intimate prayer time! Praise Him, love Him, ask that His will, be done in our life, seek renewal, Godly wisdom, peace and love!

Philippians 4:11-13 I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do everything through him who gives me strength. Amen!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Mandy Day 48

Day as I was making a Little Debbie delivery to a Shore Stop in Smyrna, I was lead to pray with Geri and Rachael. Rachael was preparing posters to hang on the door. One of her employee`s young toddler, Mandy had recently been abducted by a man from her Wilmington home.

Feeling of grief and pain filled by body; the only thing to do at that moment was to pray for Mandy`s safety and return. I reached across the counter and joined hands with Geri and Rachael and faithfully began to pray. Holy Spirit goose bumps covered my body as three woman prayed to God for young Mandy!

Isaiah 41:10 Fear not. for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, yes I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.

Pastor Amy Day 47

Today pastor Amy and I had a phone conversation about some church stuff. I asked how she was doing; with sounds of distress and agony she confessed that it had been a rough couple of days. I asked if I could pray for her and she willingly allowed me to do so.

I can only imagine how difficult her job must be. Constantly on call, ministering to the needs and demands of her entire flock. How does she manage to meet every ones needs and juggle family life as a wife and mother. Perhaps, it`s by the amazing grace of God and the calling on her life. As a church family we have been so blessed to have her in our lives.

As we walk through times of growth and new direction please keep our beloved pastor and her family in your daily prayers.

Romans 12:2 Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God.

Friday, May 21, 2010

Answered Prayer

I received this from Tracy Shives in our church family. What a wonderful story.


Hey Amy,I wanted to share this amazing story with you....It gave me chills to hear it myself. Todd's cousin Jenny has a rare kidney disease and she has been on dialysis every night for the past 3 1/2 years and she has been on the kidney donor list for the same amount of time. Last week the dialysis stopped working and they thought that she was not going to make it much longer without getting a kidney. Her mom Tease (which is Todd's aunt) became very worried and called Becky (Todd's mom) to tell her about everything that was going on w/ Jenny. Becky told Tease that they should call each other every night at 10pm to pray for Jenny together before they go to bed at night. So they did this for 3 nights last week and on the 4th day Jenny got a call that they found a kidney that was a match & she had to get to the hospital for her surgery. It was amazing she had been on the donor list for 3 1/2 years and it truly shows that God was listening to their prayers for Jenny.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Phone A Prayer Day 46

Today my friend Tammy called me and requested that I pray with her. Tammy`s 86 year old grandmother was not well and was en route to the hospital. It didn`t sound life threatening but at her age, you never know.

I paused for several minutes and then began praying, carefully receiving the right words. I felt privileged that Tammy contacted me to help her pray through this!

Luke 12: 31-32 Seek the kingdom of God, and all these things shall be added to you. Do not fear, little flock for it is your Father`s good pleasure to give you the kingdom.

Merle, His Time to Pray Day 45

What goes around comes around, today was Merle`s day to lift me up in prayer and to take time for Godly conversation. My Little Debbie job is a great job, but like all jobs it has it`s bad side. Most distributors have jumpers that are provided by their company to enable them to take vacations. However, with Little Debbie, it is my job to hire part-time help for my vacation coverage.

Unfortunately, I haven`t been successful finding the right person, so for the past 3 years, no vacations. I guess I`ve been feeling sorry for myself and allowing this to really get me down.

As I talked to Merle today, he listened patiently and reminded to put all of my faith in God. To pray and trust that God will answer my prayers, reminding me that all things happen in God`s time. Perhaps this is a time of tribulation and that once I`m through this I will be stronger, and prepared for where God is leading me.

I know that Merle is right, sometimes we just need a tender reminded and a caring person to listen and talk to. I thank God for Merle!!

Micah 7:8 Do not rejoice over me, my enemy; when I fall, I will arise; when I sit in darkness, the Lord will be a light to me.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Nina Day 44

As I was getting an order ready for delivery, I notice a lady getting out of her car to go the convenience store. She obviously was in extreme discomfort as she slowly made her way into the store.

Once inside, again she slowly, painstakingly made her way to the counter with a cup of coffee in hand. Guess no matter how your body feels you just have to have that morning java.

I was standing close to the counter, and asked if she was OK, she said that as she was leaving work last night she tripped and fell into a computer and the desk. She wasn`t planning to see a doctor but confessed that she was badly bruised and stiff and sore everywhere.

I ask her name and told her that I would pray for her; however I was nudged by the Holy Spirit to pray that very moment. We joined hands in front of the check out counter and I began to pray for her healing and God`s mercy.

I gently hugged her as I prayed, as I moved from our embrace our eyes met, without saying a word, our eyes spoke volumes.

1 Peter 4:10 As Each one has received a gift, minister it to one another, as good stewards of the manifold grace of God.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Chuck Day 43

Today before the end of our church service a young man that lives at the homeless shelter was notified that his brother had just been killed. I was asked to join several others as will took Chuck aside to pray for him.

Immediately, I flashed back to the day many years ago when my family received the same news about my brother Robin. I knew the intensity of the pain that Chuck was feeling. As tears began to flow I hugged him and told him how very sorry I was!

We smothered Chuck with God`s love and grace and took turns praying. If you have to receive devastating news; church is probably one of the best place to be.

I plan to visit Chuck this week to check on him and perhaps share some of my memories of my brother Robin and how my family survived.

Galatians 6:2 Bear one another`s burden, and so fulfill the law of Christ.

Reflections Week 6

This week seemed to fly by, I was still dealing with a sinus infection and finally when to the doctor. I`m really struggling with my job, I`d much rather work for God than servicing some of my ungrateful Little Debbie customers. Yes, the truth will set you free!

Thank God, I do the the opportunity to witness and minister to people on a daily basis, and my Little Debbie pay check helps pay the bills.

Micah 7:8 When I fall, I will arise; when I sit in darkness, the Lord will be a light to me.

Near and Far Day 42

Several years ago my friend Joanne was lead to the lovely historic town of Chesapeake City, MD to start anew! She built what was to be her new home and the location for her gift shop, Near and Far, offering distinctive gifts from around the world.

The wonderful plan that Joanne had, came into being. Her huge home and gift shop were positively beautiful. She enjoyed several years with the gift shop but like many small businesses the economy just wasn`t strong enough for her to survive.

Painfully, she closed the business, moved to a new home, and put the property up for sale; patiently waiting for the right buyer. Again the economy forced her to look in a different direction; she decided to rent the property. But also keep it on the market.

I remember a conversation, at church with Joanne, she thought this house would be a great location for a group home for women. Little did she know that God was already putting this plan into action.

Just about two years ago, Joan Alexander moved from California to Maryland, she tells the story that she really wasn`t sure why she moved; but that she just knew that was what she was supposed to do. She met the love of her life, Mark and they rented a small home in Chesapeake City, just down the street from Joanne`s property.

The unthinkable happened and Joan`s wonderful happy life in Maryland changed, Mark had a sudden heart attack and died at the young age of 47. Alone, Joan was struggling to keep a roof over her head

Thanks to Julie a single mother, originally from England that lived across the street, Joan was lead to a local church, Jacob`s Well. Joan was soon embraced by this loving church family and began to grow spiritually by leaps and bounds.

Joan`s neighbor to her left, Lami, another single christian woman, was also struggling to pay for the house that she rented. Promptings from God lead Joan to approach Joanne to see if she would rent her house to 3 single woman.

Joan learned that Joanne would definitely rent to them, however the 3 of them would not be able to afford what Joanne would require to rent the house. Lami`s suggested a 4th lady from her church, a widow that was also living alone.

On the 1st of May three woman and one young daughter moved into Joanne`s gigantic four bedroom, 3 bathroom house. Four woman from near and far have begun a new christian walk as one big happy new family. Thank you, God for putting all of the right circumstances into motion.

Our mission team from church met at Near and Far last night for our monthly meeting and dinner. Julie ask if I would lead the group in grace, I graciously accepted. What a blessing to have such an amazing God filled home to have our dinner and meeting.

Psalm 5:11-12 But let all who take refuge in you be glad; let them sing for joy. Spread your protection over them, that those who love your name may rejoice in you. For surely, O Lord, you bless the righteous; you surround them with your favor as with a shield.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Merle Day 41

Merle works at Walmart and on several occasions we have had discussions about God and our faith. Merle is usually busy in the backroom making cardboard bales, while I`m in receiving with my Little Debbie cakes. Never lots of time to chat but just enough!

Like myself, Merle is a baby boomer still in the work force. Walmart is a part-time job for him, after retirement from his previous career. He is such a breath of sunshine to be around. Maybe just because he`s in love with Jesus, real men do love Jesus you know!

Merle was out for health reasons for several weeks, some problem with his stomach. He just returned to work this week, sure is a blessing to hear his cheerful voice again. Today as I was rushing to get my Little Debbies to the shelf, Merle also rushing, said to me, "would you please pray for me, my belly is giving me problems again."

We, joined hands and shared a quick prayer to our Lord! What a blessing to be known as the Little Debbie lady that prays;and my boss thinks I`m just out here just to put cakes on a shelf! Our real job is to glorify God, whenever,wherever, and however!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jeremiah 17:14 Heal me, O Lord, and I shall be healed; save me, and I shall be saved, for You are my praise.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Walk to Emmaus Day 40

Today I prayed with my new God-friend, Tammy. She just received notification that she will be attending the Walk to Emmaus. The walk is a 72 hour retreat the empowers you to develop a closer relationship with Jesus! It is for many a life changing event, allowing for growth and healing.

Tammy is a new christian and currently displays child-like excitement and enthusiasm. She is certainly ready for the walk.

I thank God that I just walked up to her at church and hugged her, and introduced myself. I was nudged by God to do this! Tammy did admit that she wasn`t sure what I was doing, who is this crazy lady coming up to hug me!

2 Corinthians 5:17 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.

David J Caward Day 39

Today I prayed for David J Caward and his family. I never met David but, I saw a memorial on the back window on the vehicle in front of me, at a red light.. He was born in l987 and when home in 2010, I wasn`t quick enough to get the exact dates.

I prayed that David was in the present of our Lord and that his family has a close personal relationship with the Lord.

You often see this messages in memory of loved ones. I believe we being invited to pray!

Isaiah 60:1-2 Arise, shine for your light has come! And the glory of the Lord is risen upon you. For behold, the darkness shall cover the earth, and deep darkness the people; but the Lord will arise over you, and His glory will be seen upon you.

JJ the Fish

I am allergic to anything on four legs; this includes hamsters. I have passed this along to my poor children. They are therefore pet deprived. I have to admit that I am quite happy to be pet free, though, as it has seldom felt like I am missing anything other than more responsibility. (At least, this is what I tell myself.)

Of course,one of the few pets left open to us are fish. So it happened at Christmas: we became the proud owners of three goldfish and one algae eater. This was due the generosity of a sister in Christ who gave us everything from tank to contents.

My kids named each fish. I am not convinced they can tell the three goldfish apart, but they definitely remember their names (alas, I do not). The little black algae eater was named JJ. JJ could be found hugging the walls of the tank, and always required effort to locate. This fish quickly became my sons favorite.

Well, last night by saint of a husband finally got to the task of cleaning the tank with the kids. It was about a month overdue (ugh...responsibility). When they went hunting for JJ, you guessed it, he was nowhere to be found.

Ray said Jacob sobbed his little heart out. Ray promised him we would get a replacement fish. And I was tucking my daughter into bed last night, she too was telling the story. She shared how she did not cry, but she felt bad for her brother. Then she told me how she prayed with Jacob and for JJ.

I was absolutely touched....and so grateful that this was her response to her hurting brother.

Pastor Amy

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Gerin Day 38

I was surprised when I ran into Jerin at the Family Dollar Store in Smyrna DE. The last time I had seen her, was last summer at the Granary Restaurant in Georgetown, MD. She and her husband run this beautiful water front restaurant.

Until today I assumed that she and husband leased and ran the business for themselves; however today I learned differently. When I asked how business was doing she replied, I`m not there anymore, the owned let me go, but continued my husbands employment.

I was shocked at this news, I was truly at a loss for words. Jerin had worked there for 13 years and truly put her heart and soul into successfully running this business.

I listen with concern and compassion as she described the details of her dismissal. I was in awe of the news!

As she was leaving, I ask if I could pray with her, we walked outside. With a warm embrace I hugged her as I listened to the Holy Spirit for just the right words. As I prayed she started to cry. We slowing backed away from one another, through her tears she graciously thanked me and said that she really needed that.

I thank God that Jerin and I where both in the right place at the right time to share such a powerful prayer!

Romans 5:5 The love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us.

Monday, May 10, 2010

Tough Love Day 37

For the past 2 years Susie and I have shared and helped one another deal with addictions within our families. I`ve shared with her the trials of my own addiction to alcohol and the devastating effects it had on my life. I proudly celebrate 4 years of sobriety by the grace of God! To someone that doesn`t struggle with addiction, I`m sure that it must be difficult to understand. If you want to quit just stop, I can assure you it`s not that simple.

Currently Susie`s son is struggling with addiction to prescription drugs. This problem effects more people than you can possibly imagine. I`ve talked to her many times and try to give her insight about addictions. I`ve also encouraged her to educate herself so that she can better deal with her son.

Several months ago she called me and proudly announced that her son was on his way to a rehab program. However, he checked himself out after one week, he assured her he could do it by himself and that he would attend meetings. He soon stopped going to meetings.

She allowed him to live at home and was surely enabling his addiction. She wanted to believe in him and give him every chance to recover. The constant drama of his addictions has taken physical and emotional tolls on Susie and her husband. Finally, she told her son that he was no longer welcome at home if he was using.

Today she told me that he had a car accident and for the first time she truly had enforced her tough love program and offered him no assistance what so ever. I could see and feel the intense pain that she was feeling, but she was standing firm in her commitment.

The power and bondage of any addiction is greater than Love!

Romans 7:20 Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.

Please pray for Susie and her son`s recovery!

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Mothers Day Day 36

Today, silently I prayed in church, thanking God for the 50 years that I shared here on this earth with my mother and how I miss her! This summer will mark the tenth anniversary of her death.

Today I also prayed with my very dear friend Rose. Rose has been a blessing in my life for the past 30 years and also a second mother to me.

This week Rose will be making a trip to visit her brother Freddie in Massachusetts. At the age of 83 Freddie is the baby of the family, his failing health has prompted this visit. Rose will join her brother Paul and three Schiavone siblings will be united for a reunion. May God`s blessing and peace be with them now and forever!

Psalms 92:13-14 Those who are planted in the house of the Lord shall flourish in the courts of our God. They shall still bear fruit in old age; they shall be fresh and flourishing.

Reflection Weeks 4 and 5

The past 2 weeks seemed to fly by at the speed of sound and I was lost in the whirl wind. Finally after ten months of meetings and preparations our Divine Diva weekend was here and gone. After some rest time we`ll prepare for a fall session!


For 5 days we watched our grandchildren, Jillian 6 and Nolan 4, for two aging grandparents this is quite an undertaking. But we made the best of it, inspite of me coming down with some sort of flu bug during their visit.


Time for my blog just didn`t receive top priority, I worried that I would never get caught up and would just admit defeat, however God had a different vision.


Just pull together what was necessary and remember as Scarlet O`hara said in Gone With the Wind,"tomorrow is a new day"!


Proverbs 23:18 There is surely a future hope for you, and your hope will not be cut off.

Earthly Distractions Days 26-35

Have you ever gotten so far behind that you see no hope of getting caught up? That exactly where I`ve gotten with my blog, so what shall I do. Just quit and let this project go and claim defeat, because of my busy life.

I don`t think so. There are 329 days ahead of me, why should just 10 days of earthly distractions cause failure. God call me to this ministry, so how could I not continue. I`m sure that He thought that I could figure out the logistic!

Throughout my distractions I have continued to pray with many. Our Divine Diva weekend was prayer filled, as we shared and witnessed to 6 young girls. I prayed with Chris for strength and recovery from the devastation of the suicide of a lifetime friend. I prayed with my niece`s husband Robbie as he faces the end of his mother life. I prayed for Sherry for safety and direction. I prayed with Tammy for continued sobriety from drug addiction.

Of course I`ve prayed my normal prayers for my husband, myself, loved ones, family, friends, our nations and all that serve this amazing nation!

Isaiah 3:9....Woe to them! They have brought disaster upon themselves.

I don`t think so, thank you God, for saving this blog!

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Diva Prayers Day 25

Today was going to be the official shopping day for the Divine Diva weekend. But God had different plans, He sure likes reminding me that I`m in control of NOTHING!

While waiting for Pam to complete a meeting, I found myself alone at Trinity church, what a great time to pray for the up coming weekend.

There is such serenity in a church midday afternoon; just me, my prayers and God. I prayed for each Diva, Kirsten, Ashley, Alicia, Niki, Crystal, Sarah, each team member, Joan, Pam, Barb and myself; silently I paused and listen to God. Confidence, assurance, forgiveness, growth, surrender, humble and bedazzle sounds like we`re in for an amazing weekend!

Psalms 37:4 Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart.