Today is a big day for Ginger, it`s been 6 months since her stroke and today she will go back to work. Before her stroke she was and RN at Beebe Hospital in Lewes, DE. I`ve always been so proud of Ginger, after years as a wife, beautician, and mother of three young children she went back to school to get her nursing degree. I admired her courage and willingness to step out of her comfort zone to advance her education and earning potential.
I wonder if she was still a beautician if her health issues and stress levels might have been different? I am so easily side tracked. Ginger pushed herself relentlessly working ridicules hours to provide for her family. As a friend I knew that her health was in jeopardy.
Last night as we talked, she expressed that she was extremely anxious about tomorrow. I prayed that she would get a good nights rest and all anxiety would be replaced with God`s peace and loving mercy
Early this morning I prayed again for my wonderful friend, I`m sure this day will be a day of accessment and evaluation of Ginger`s abilities. She began today knowing that patient care was out of the question, but just where would she fit in! Paper work, charts, filing, maybe, maybe not.
It is my prayer that whomever she works today with will be kind, patient, considerate and non-judgemental. She`s come a long way in 6 months!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
All praise and glory to God the Father for her healing and recovery thus far.
Psalm 103:1-5 Praise the Lord, O my soul; all my inmost being, praise his holy name. Praise the LORD, O my soul, and forget not all his benefit-who forgives all your sins and heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from the pit and crowns you with love and compassion, who satisfies your desire with good things so that your youth is renewed like the eagle`s.
Fly like an eagle, what do you think Gin? I love you!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
HONOR THE GIFT Day 181
It`s not even 10am and I`ve already done some mighty powerful praying. After our wonderful experience on Sunday at Dover Downs, Lori and I made a commitment to meet early AM and start a our day together in prayer.
Romans 8:26-27 In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit interceded for the saints in accordance with God`s will.
Praying your way into a new day, holding onto the hands of a friend is such a GIFT from God. Although, lacking human touch, early morning phone connection prayers, also get the job done. I encourage you to connect to that special friend!
At 7:30 am as Lori exited to begin her work day, I remained in prayer working my way down the somewhat lengthy page of names and scribbled notes on my prayer list. Lovingly and compassionately I focused on each face as I lifted friends, family and concerns to my Heavenly Father. I thank God for the GIFT of intercession!
I made my way to the computer believing that I had already experienced the joy of today`s blog. Guess what? God redirected my actions. Checking email, I learned that my friend Gina`s sister-in-law, Melissa only one day after her 36th birthday, was called Home to Jesus earlier this very morning.
Melissa was diagnosed with cancer just a year ago. Friends and church family have reached out to Gina in comfort and support during this year. This brings to mind a special time that Gina and I shared on a bridge in Maine this summer while on a mission trip. Oh," No He`ll Never Let Go," I love you Gina! I thank God for the GIFT of friendship.
I learned early in life the valuable benefits of reaching out in love and support to friends in need. As I knocked at Gina`s front door, I was prepared to listen, love and pray. Thank you, God for the GIFT of valuable life-lessons and the willingness to share.
Honor the Gifts.
Matthew 7:24-26 Therefore everyone who hears these words of mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock. The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house; yet it did not fall, because it had its foundation on the rock.
Thank you, Father for the Rock, Amen!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Romans 8:26-27 In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit interceded for the saints in accordance with God`s will.
Praying your way into a new day, holding onto the hands of a friend is such a GIFT from God. Although, lacking human touch, early morning phone connection prayers, also get the job done. I encourage you to connect to that special friend!
At 7:30 am as Lori exited to begin her work day, I remained in prayer working my way down the somewhat lengthy page of names and scribbled notes on my prayer list. Lovingly and compassionately I focused on each face as I lifted friends, family and concerns to my Heavenly Father. I thank God for the GIFT of intercession!
I made my way to the computer believing that I had already experienced the joy of today`s blog. Guess what? God redirected my actions. Checking email, I learned that my friend Gina`s sister-in-law, Melissa only one day after her 36th birthday, was called Home to Jesus earlier this very morning.
Melissa was diagnosed with cancer just a year ago. Friends and church family have reached out to Gina in comfort and support during this year. This brings to mind a special time that Gina and I shared on a bridge in Maine this summer while on a mission trip. Oh," No He`ll Never Let Go," I love you Gina! I thank God for the GIFT of friendship.
I learned early in life the valuable benefits of reaching out in love and support to friends in need. As I knocked at Gina`s front door, I was prepared to listen, love and pray. Thank you, God for the GIFT of valuable life-lessons and the willingness to share.
Honor the Gifts.
Matthew 7:24-26 Therefore everyone who hears these words of mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock. The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house; yet it did not fall, because it had its foundation on the rock.
Thank you, Father for the Rock, Amen!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Directions to Heaven`s Gate Day180
Saturday while at Kent Island United Methodist, I took the opportunity to inquire about their monthly Healing Ministry Service. I have felt something, somehow, someway, I guess lead by God, to a passion for this ministry. I know that they have a Healing Service the 4th Sunday of every month, but to date I just haven`t made it.
I spoke to a sweet little lady that seemed to be the one person welcoming crew. She assured me that it was indeed a wonderful ministry and it has brought enormous peace and healing to many though out the year. Her face lite up in pure delight as she gladly shared the success of this ministry.
I could feel the excitement and joy rushing through my veins. Five years ago, if someone had mentioned a healing ministry to me I probably would have yawned and said oh, that`s nice! I sure am glad that God slapped the moths out of my heart and brains! I like the way that I think now, thank you, God.
I assured this pleasant lady, I think her name was Joan, but I wouldn`t bet the ranch on that, that I would look for her when I come to visit their healing service.
As I sat waiting for the seminar to begin, Betty found me and handed me a flyer and invited me to attend an overnight Healing Retreat weekend. Really, was I in the right place at the right time, or what. Of course ,I know that`s no co-inky-dink, I know who`s in control.
Sure enough this Friday night at 6:00 pm I will graciously join the ladies from this amazing ministry at Heaven`s Gate, 7316 Solitude Road, St. Michael`s, MD. With an address like this, I told my husband that if I don`t return home he`ll know where to find me. I`ll meet him at the Gate!
Joel 2:28 " And it shall come to pass afterward, That I will pour out My Spirit on all flesh; Your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, Your old men shall dream dreams, Your young men shall see visions.
Do you think heaven is right here in Maryland?
I spoke to a sweet little lady that seemed to be the one person welcoming crew. She assured me that it was indeed a wonderful ministry and it has brought enormous peace and healing to many though out the year. Her face lite up in pure delight as she gladly shared the success of this ministry.
I could feel the excitement and joy rushing through my veins. Five years ago, if someone had mentioned a healing ministry to me I probably would have yawned and said oh, that`s nice! I sure am glad that God slapped the moths out of my heart and brains! I like the way that I think now, thank you, God.
I assured this pleasant lady, I think her name was Joan, but I wouldn`t bet the ranch on that, that I would look for her when I come to visit their healing service.
As I sat waiting for the seminar to begin, Betty found me and handed me a flyer and invited me to attend an overnight Healing Retreat weekend. Really, was I in the right place at the right time, or what. Of course ,I know that`s no co-inky-dink, I know who`s in control.
Sure enough this Friday night at 6:00 pm I will graciously join the ladies from this amazing ministry at Heaven`s Gate, 7316 Solitude Road, St. Michael`s, MD. With an address like this, I told my husband that if I don`t return home he`ll know where to find me. I`ll meet him at the Gate!
Joel 2:28 " And it shall come to pass afterward, That I will pour out My Spirit on all flesh; Your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, Your old men shall dream dreams, Your young men shall see visions.
Do you think heaven is right here in Maryland?
Friendship Day 179
Has God ever put in smack- dab in the middle of something and you have absolutely no clue why you`re there? Several years ago God lead me into a friendship that prompted thoughts ,why me God, are you sure God, and what I`m to do God?
Was God testing my faithfulness and obedience; was He using this as a time of teaching and nurturing for my spiritually growth? Sure seems that way to me! I fastened my seat belt, pulled it tight and prepared my heart for this incredible journey.
As evangelist Steve Wingfield writes in his book, The Friendship Book, friendship is not something that must be contrived. We were created by God to be friends. As surely as we are born with the natural tendency to rebel against God, we are also born with a desire to have a relationship with him. We are incomplete spiritually unless we are reconciled to our creator. The divine friendship factor affects all of our earthly relationship.
Thank you, Mr Wingfield I believe I understand! God`s uses our one of a kind personalities and gifts to love and reach out to others. Opening the doors of our hearts and minds to share life lessons and hardships that we have endured. This may require us to remove cob webs from our past, exposing us to buried hurts and pains; knowing that God is in control and we are not!
God wants us to freely relate to and LOVE one another, while doing so drawing closer to Him. Does enduring pain and suffering in the midst of friendship draws us closer to the likeness of our savior, Jesus Christ? If we desire to please God He will faithfully, consistently and lovingly direct direct our steps.
Over the past several years I have prayed with and for this very special God-given friend many, many times; I with faithfully and loving continue to do so! Thank you, God for blessing me with this love and friendship!!!!!!!!!!!!
Proverbs 17:17 A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity.
Was God testing my faithfulness and obedience; was He using this as a time of teaching and nurturing for my spiritually growth? Sure seems that way to me! I fastened my seat belt, pulled it tight and prepared my heart for this incredible journey.
As evangelist Steve Wingfield writes in his book, The Friendship Book, friendship is not something that must be contrived. We were created by God to be friends. As surely as we are born with the natural tendency to rebel against God, we are also born with a desire to have a relationship with him. We are incomplete spiritually unless we are reconciled to our creator. The divine friendship factor affects all of our earthly relationship.
Thank you, Mr Wingfield I believe I understand! God`s uses our one of a kind personalities and gifts to love and reach out to others. Opening the doors of our hearts and minds to share life lessons and hardships that we have endured. This may require us to remove cob webs from our past, exposing us to buried hurts and pains; knowing that God is in control and we are not!
God wants us to freely relate to and LOVE one another, while doing so drawing closer to Him. Does enduring pain and suffering in the midst of friendship draws us closer to the likeness of our savior, Jesus Christ? If we desire to please God He will faithfully, consistently and lovingly direct direct our steps.
Over the past several years I have prayed with and for this very special God-given friend many, many times; I with faithfully and loving continue to do so! Thank you, God for blessing me with this love and friendship!!!!!!!!!!!!
Proverbs 17:17 A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity.
Monday, September 27, 2010
Shirts, Tucked In Day 178
As a group of middle-age women, one of our most difficult task, as volunteers was to tuck in the shirts that the raceway provided. Most of us stopped tucking shirts in, many pounds and many years ago! But together in love, support and suck um up undies we`re painfully following instruction.
Race Day is big news in Dover, wide-eyed and in amazement, first timers to race day, took in the frenzied excitement of this huge event. We were assigned to work in the hospitality tent that hosted 1600 members of The National Fallen Firefighters Foundation. That`s a lot of people under one gigantic tent, with long serving tables on both side of the tent, we are to work the serving buffet that will satisfy these hungry appetites.
We were greeted by Brenda our supervisor,(with her shirt tucked in),eagerly we listened for instruction; she shared that she too was a little anxious about all her assignment. Lead by the Holy Spirit we offered to pray for her, circle-up ladies!
Together in the spirit of Jesus we fulfilled our duty as His hands and feet. The loud upbeat music brought smiles of joy and whimsical dance step to our souls, joyfully we preformed our serving task. The people that patiently waited in long lines for service where greeted by caring smiling servants!
As the day come to a close, with sore feet and backs we continued working until our assignment was completed. Brenda called me aside; she introduced me to Cathy Hedrick, Corporate Relations Specialist, for the group that we were hosting. It is the habit of the her organization to make an in-kind donation to one of volunteer groups that have volunteered their services, however this years they had chosen to make two such donations.
In amazement, Brenda informed me that our group was chosen to receive this addition donation for our services; with Holy Spirit goose bump I humbly acknowledged this additional gift.
Proverbs 16:15 When a king`s face brightens, it means life; his favor is like a rain cloud in spring.
As we walk in the favor of our Mighty God what an awesome place to be! Thank you, God! Amen
Reflections Week 25
Week 25, that`s real close to half of the year. Who would have ever thought that this project would survive, I`ve certainly had my doubts. It`s obvious that God is in total control of my blog adventure.
Exactly what will become of this project is not totally clear, but I will faithfully follow Him, and not worry!
What a busy week, Rick`s knee surgery, Eloise`s funeral, Evangelism Seminar, Robbie`s wedding; I have a burning desire to witness and share. Thank you, God!
Proverbs 19:21 Many are the plans in a man`s heart, but it is the LORD`S purpose that prevails.
Exactly what will become of this project is not totally clear, but I will faithfully follow Him, and not worry!
What a busy week, Rick`s knee surgery, Eloise`s funeral, Evangelism Seminar, Robbie`s wedding; I have a burning desire to witness and share. Thank you, God!
Proverbs 19:21 Many are the plans in a man`s heart, but it is the LORD`S purpose that prevails.
Non-Stop Day 177
Have you ever have one of those days when you go nonstop from sun up to sun down; that sums up my Saturday, September 25th. I left the driveway at 7:30am to attended an Evangelistic Seminar at Kent Island United Methodist Church an hour drive from home.
The seminar was just where I needed to be, speakers Dr. Robert Coleman and Evangelist Steve Wingfield, at times seemed to be speaking only to me and not the other 100 or so people in the sanctuary.
As I listen and took notes, both speakers affirmed that I am on tract. I guess that I struggle with lack of self- confidence, I am in constant need of affirmation to continue this walk of the evangelist that is erupting from deep inside. God knows the plans that He has for me; why do I question?
Unfortunately, I had to leave the seminar mid-day to continue my busy Saturday. I left with feelings of confidence and assurance that the way I think, the way I act and the way that I yearn to live my life, is in line with God`s plans and purpose for my existence.
Home to pick up Rick and off to Bethany Beach to attended Ginger`s son, Robbie`s beach front wedding. Yes this is the same BFF Ginger, that I dearly love and mention often, as she recovers from her stroke that she suffered from in March.
Robbie, yes I still call this 30 some year old man Robbie; and I share a special God-given bond. We are and always will be in recovery from our addictions. Just 3 short years ago Robbie was held in bondage deep in the pains of his addiction.
By the grace of God I was able to share and encourage Robbie to diligently search and seek a life of sobriety. I thank God for my small part in Robbie`s accomplishments. I thank God for his wife Roxanna, that he met in recovery, I pray that together they will both continue a life of sobriety and a willingness to pay it forward!
The wedding was picture perfect, however I did face one unexpected difficulty. Ginger looked radiant, as she visited each table, welcoming each and every guest with warm loving kiss. She said, "this is what I`m supposed to do".
We sat at a table with 2 couples that where friends of Roxanna`s family; as Ginger graciously welcomed and offer kisses I witnessed looks of surprise and reluctant acceptance of Ginger kissy welcome.
As Ginger continued on her quest, I over heard my table mates say to one another, I wonder what she has in her drink(at this dry reception). I gracefully defended my wonderful friend .
As a society we are so quick to past judgement on one another. I thank God that He put me in just the right spot at just the right time to defend and protect my Best Friend Forever, Ginger!!!!!!!!!!!!
John 15:12-13 My command is this; Love each other as I have loved you. Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends.
Amen, I love you Ginger.
The seminar was just where I needed to be, speakers Dr. Robert Coleman and Evangelist Steve Wingfield, at times seemed to be speaking only to me and not the other 100 or so people in the sanctuary.
As I listen and took notes, both speakers affirmed that I am on tract. I guess that I struggle with lack of self- confidence, I am in constant need of affirmation to continue this walk of the evangelist that is erupting from deep inside. God knows the plans that He has for me; why do I question?
Unfortunately, I had to leave the seminar mid-day to continue my busy Saturday. I left with feelings of confidence and assurance that the way I think, the way I act and the way that I yearn to live my life, is in line with God`s plans and purpose for my existence.
Home to pick up Rick and off to Bethany Beach to attended Ginger`s son, Robbie`s beach front wedding. Yes this is the same BFF Ginger, that I dearly love and mention often, as she recovers from her stroke that she suffered from in March.
Robbie, yes I still call this 30 some year old man Robbie; and I share a special God-given bond. We are and always will be in recovery from our addictions. Just 3 short years ago Robbie was held in bondage deep in the pains of his addiction.
By the grace of God I was able to share and encourage Robbie to diligently search and seek a life of sobriety. I thank God for my small part in Robbie`s accomplishments. I thank God for his wife Roxanna, that he met in recovery, I pray that together they will both continue a life of sobriety and a willingness to pay it forward!
The wedding was picture perfect, however I did face one unexpected difficulty. Ginger looked radiant, as she visited each table, welcoming each and every guest with warm loving kiss. She said, "this is what I`m supposed to do".
We sat at a table with 2 couples that where friends of Roxanna`s family; as Ginger graciously welcomed and offer kisses I witnessed looks of surprise and reluctant acceptance of Ginger kissy welcome.
As Ginger continued on her quest, I over heard my table mates say to one another, I wonder what she has in her drink(at this dry reception). I gracefully defended my wonderful friend .
As a society we are so quick to past judgement on one another. I thank God that He put me in just the right spot at just the right time to defend and protect my Best Friend Forever, Ginger!!!!!!!!!!!!
John 15:12-13 My command is this; Love each other as I have loved you. Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends.
Amen, I love you Ginger.
Friday, September 24, 2010
Ruby B Rowland Day 176
As I read the paper to find Eloise`s obituary, I also read the lovely remembrance for Ruby Rowland. A total stranger to me; an 89 year old prayer warrior that was also called Home just one day after Eloise. I wonder if these two might cross paths as wait at Heaven`s Gates!
Little off tract, sorry I continued to read of Ruby`s life; she was devoted to God and husband of 26 years and 7 children, she worked as a missionary in Palmer, Alaska. With her husband, they founded and Pastored Bacon Hill Faith Tabernacle; she never ceased to pray anytime and anywhere for anyone. Always reading her Bible and praying on her knees.
It`s evident that Rudy followed the words of Jesus; "Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind; and, Love your neighbor as yourself. I can only imagine the lives that Ruby must have touched in her 89 years on this side of Heaven.
As I have previously shared, for decades I walked through this life without turning to God, thinking that I was in total control. Did I have brain damage or ? Or did I just accept where I was, who I was, not knowing enough to miss what I never had? I invite you to ponder that one for a while.
God has given us free will that allows us to make choices, for better or for worst, it is our choices that determine the path that our lives and lives of our loved ones will take.
I Thank God for my wonderful friend Jim Mullen, that said just the right words at just the right time, that lead me to total surrender and into the loving arms of Jesus Christ our Savior.
As I continue this walk, I pray that I will fulfill God` purpose and that His light will shine in and through me to light the paths for those who have yet to receive His wonderful gifts!
1 Peter 2:9 You are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, His own special people, that you may proclaim the praises of Him who called you out of darkness into His marvelous light.
Thank you God for loving me, just the way I am, just where I am, and for Jim Mullen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Little off tract, sorry I continued to read of Ruby`s life; she was devoted to God and husband of 26 years and 7 children, she worked as a missionary in Palmer, Alaska. With her husband, they founded and Pastored Bacon Hill Faith Tabernacle; she never ceased to pray anytime and anywhere for anyone. Always reading her Bible and praying on her knees.
It`s evident that Rudy followed the words of Jesus; "Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind; and, Love your neighbor as yourself. I can only imagine the lives that Ruby must have touched in her 89 years on this side of Heaven.
As I have previously shared, for decades I walked through this life without turning to God, thinking that I was in total control. Did I have brain damage or ? Or did I just accept where I was, who I was, not knowing enough to miss what I never had? I invite you to ponder that one for a while.
God has given us free will that allows us to make choices, for better or for worst, it is our choices that determine the path that our lives and lives of our loved ones will take.
I Thank God for my wonderful friend Jim Mullen, that said just the right words at just the right time, that lead me to total surrender and into the loving arms of Jesus Christ our Savior.
As I continue this walk, I pray that I will fulfill God` purpose and that His light will shine in and through me to light the paths for those who have yet to receive His wonderful gifts!
1 Peter 2:9 You are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, His own special people, that you may proclaim the praises of Him who called you out of darkness into His marvelous light.
Thank you God for loving me, just the way I am, just where I am, and for Jim Mullen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
"I Wish You Would" Day 175
The phone rang at 9:00 pm, as soon as I heard Allan`s voice I knew the reason for this call. "I just want to let you know that Aunt Eloise passed away about a 1/2 and hour ago."
What can you say to someone that is struggling with grief and extreme pain, I`m sorry seems so inadequate! It was the best I had, as I fought to hold back tears.
"I just thought you needed to know", "thank you, I`m so sorry". We just didn`t know what to say to one another. I asked Allan if I could pray for him, " I wish you would". I paused briefly, to allow the Holy Spirit to lead me through just the right words that would bring Allan to a place of peace and comfort.
Tearfully, Allan thanked me.
Matthew 5:4 Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted.
What can you say to someone that is struggling with grief and extreme pain, I`m sorry seems so inadequate! It was the best I had, as I fought to hold back tears.
"I just thought you needed to know", "thank you, I`m so sorry". We just didn`t know what to say to one another. I asked Allan if I could pray for him, " I wish you would". I paused briefly, to allow the Holy Spirit to lead me through just the right words that would bring Allan to a place of peace and comfort.
Tearfully, Allan thanked me.
Matthew 5:4 Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
But,I Don`t Know How! Day 174
Like many families, I grew up basically unchurched in the midst of addiction and dysfunction. To my disbelief these traits follow us into adult hood; having profound effects on love, life and family.
By the grace of God I celebrate 4 and 1/2 years of sobriety from alcohol addiction. I have certainly made my share of poor decisions, bad choices and suffered the consequences. However, because of God`s Love and Mercy, I no longer live with the guilt and shame that once consumed me.
I admit that I have always believed in God, but until just recently I did not have a personal relationship with Him, nor did I know how to pray. I just didn`t know how! Wow, has God had me on speed-dial to bring me up to speed or what? My spiritual growth in the past 6-7 years has been astounding. For me, it took TOTAL SURRENDER to reach this level of spiritual development.
Thought out the years family relationships have suffered; however as my prayer life evolved, I prayed constantly for each brother, sister and their entire family to receive God`s amazing gifts and to achieve their own personal relationship with Him! Realizing that this is only possible through continued prayer!
Today, my niece Mandy shared with my friend Rose that she was concerned for her son Michael, not knowing where to turn for help. Rose suggested that Mandy turned to God in prayer. Mandy confessed to Rose that she" didn`t know how to pray"! The very sounds of these word coming from Rose brought me to immediate tears and humility.
Mandy and I are getting together this week to talk, is this the beginning of answered prayers. I will tenderly and humbly share with Mandy my journey into my prayer life! I do know how to pray, now, Thank You God!
Nehemiah 1: 4-6 When I heard these thing, I sat down and wept. For some days I mourned and fasted and prayed before the God of heaven. Then I said: " Lord, God of heaven, the great and awesome God, who keeps his covenant of love with those who love him and obey his commands, let your ears be attentive and your eyes open to hear the prayer your servant is praying before you day and night for your servants..........
By the grace of God I celebrate 4 and 1/2 years of sobriety from alcohol addiction. I have certainly made my share of poor decisions, bad choices and suffered the consequences. However, because of God`s Love and Mercy, I no longer live with the guilt and shame that once consumed me.
I admit that I have always believed in God, but until just recently I did not have a personal relationship with Him, nor did I know how to pray. I just didn`t know how! Wow, has God had me on speed-dial to bring me up to speed or what? My spiritual growth in the past 6-7 years has been astounding. For me, it took TOTAL SURRENDER to reach this level of spiritual development.
Thought out the years family relationships have suffered; however as my prayer life evolved, I prayed constantly for each brother, sister and their entire family to receive God`s amazing gifts and to achieve their own personal relationship with Him! Realizing that this is only possible through continued prayer!
Today, my niece Mandy shared with my friend Rose that she was concerned for her son Michael, not knowing where to turn for help. Rose suggested that Mandy turned to God in prayer. Mandy confessed to Rose that she" didn`t know how to pray"! The very sounds of these word coming from Rose brought me to immediate tears and humility.
Mandy and I are getting together this week to talk, is this the beginning of answered prayers. I will tenderly and humbly share with Mandy my journey into my prayer life! I do know how to pray, now, Thank You God!
Nehemiah 1: 4-6 When I heard these thing, I sat down and wept. For some days I mourned and fasted and prayed before the God of heaven. Then I said: " Lord, God of heaven, the great and awesome God, who keeps his covenant of love with those who love him and obey his commands, let your ears be attentive and your eyes open to hear the prayer your servant is praying before you day and night for your servants..........
GPS Day 173
My God-sent friend, Joan is going on vacation this week, she asked if she could borrow our GPS to guide her on her vacation journey. As I reflected on my day it occurred to me that perhaps our purpose is to be a GPS for one another.
I`m not really sure what GPS stands for in the travel assistance world but in the world of friendship I believe it is God`s People Servants! Luke 10:27 tells us"Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind", and Love your neighbor as yourself.
As we are called to love one another it is our God- given- privilege to reach out to another in love and tender compassion when our friends are in distress!
I learned from my friend Chris that our friend Gina`s sister-in -law Melissa, is very near the end of this earthly life. Gina has shared and reached out to many of her sisters in Christ during this difficult journey; together we have prayed and tried to help Gina in any way possible. Have we been Gina`s GPS?
Later in the day I remember that I needed to call my friend (second-mom) Libby to wish her a Happy Birthday. I learned from her husband Gene that she wasn`t home in Virginia, she was in Wilmington, Delaware at the home of her sister Eloise. Elosie is also in the final stage of her life, Libby is there to be that GPS for her sister and her beloved nieces and family.
I still needed to call Libby to wish her a Happy Birthday and to express my love and compassion for her. Facing the difficulty of this task, I needed a GPS friend; I called my friend Pam and ask her to pray with me before I called Libby. Pam prayed with strength and authority, I felt God`s love penetrate my soul.
While on the phone with Pam my cell phone rang it was my BFF(best friend forever)Ginger, I took the call. If you have followed this blog you know that Ginger suffered a stroke in March and is slowly recovering. Ginger`s recovery has come a long way, but there is a part of my BFF that`s still MIA(missing in action).
The reality of this is so difficult and painful to endure; selfishly, I miss the wholeness of our 50 year friendship. God, I`m only human, please don`t think bad of my true feelings! I`m truly blessed and grateful for her recovery
Ginger and I chatted about her son`s wedding this weekend, she said that she forgot to invite us to spend the weekend at her house. I assured her that was ok, I had plans on Sunday and wouldn`t be able to spend the night.
I shared with Ginger that I was getting ready to call Libby, I just asked her to pray. I ached as she fumble through her mind to retrieve the words that I needed to hear.......I thank God for my GPS friend and His perfect timing.
On to the phone call, Libby answered the phone however, not expecting to hear from me, she mistakenly called Eloise`s daughter Becky to the phone. As Becky soon recognized my voice, I expressed my love and concern for her and her mother.
Tearfully, Becky called Libby to the phone. I heard in Libby`s voice STRENGTH and CONFIDENCE that only comes from God; without letting Libby hear the tears in my heart, I prayed...........I was blessed to be Libby`s GPS. Thank you, God.
1 Thessalonians 1:2-3 We always thank God for all of you, mentioning you in our prayers. We continually remember before our God and Father your work produced by faith, your labor prompted by love, and your endurance inspired by hope in our Lord Jesus Christ.
I`m not really sure what GPS stands for in the travel assistance world but in the world of friendship I believe it is God`s People Servants! Luke 10:27 tells us"Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind", and Love your neighbor as yourself.
As we are called to love one another it is our God- given- privilege to reach out to another in love and tender compassion when our friends are in distress!
I learned from my friend Chris that our friend Gina`s sister-in -law Melissa, is very near the end of this earthly life. Gina has shared and reached out to many of her sisters in Christ during this difficult journey; together we have prayed and tried to help Gina in any way possible. Have we been Gina`s GPS?
Later in the day I remember that I needed to call my friend (second-mom) Libby to wish her a Happy Birthday. I learned from her husband Gene that she wasn`t home in Virginia, she was in Wilmington, Delaware at the home of her sister Eloise. Elosie is also in the final stage of her life, Libby is there to be that GPS for her sister and her beloved nieces and family.
I still needed to call Libby to wish her a Happy Birthday and to express my love and compassion for her. Facing the difficulty of this task, I needed a GPS friend; I called my friend Pam and ask her to pray with me before I called Libby. Pam prayed with strength and authority, I felt God`s love penetrate my soul.
While on the phone with Pam my cell phone rang it was my BFF(best friend forever)Ginger, I took the call. If you have followed this blog you know that Ginger suffered a stroke in March and is slowly recovering. Ginger`s recovery has come a long way, but there is a part of my BFF that`s still MIA(missing in action).
The reality of this is so difficult and painful to endure; selfishly, I miss the wholeness of our 50 year friendship. God, I`m only human, please don`t think bad of my true feelings! I`m truly blessed and grateful for her recovery
Ginger and I chatted about her son`s wedding this weekend, she said that she forgot to invite us to spend the weekend at her house. I assured her that was ok, I had plans on Sunday and wouldn`t be able to spend the night.
I shared with Ginger that I was getting ready to call Libby, I just asked her to pray. I ached as she fumble through her mind to retrieve the words that I needed to hear.......I thank God for my GPS friend and His perfect timing.
On to the phone call, Libby answered the phone however, not expecting to hear from me, she mistakenly called Eloise`s daughter Becky to the phone. As Becky soon recognized my voice, I expressed my love and concern for her and her mother.
Tearfully, Becky called Libby to the phone. I heard in Libby`s voice STRENGTH and CONFIDENCE that only comes from God; without letting Libby hear the tears in my heart, I prayed...........I was blessed to be Libby`s GPS. Thank you, God.
1 Thessalonians 1:2-3 We always thank God for all of you, mentioning you in our prayers. We continually remember before our God and Father your work produced by faith, your labor prompted by love, and your endurance inspired by hope in our Lord Jesus Christ.
Monday, September 20, 2010
Yahweh Sisters Weekend Day 172
I spent the entire weekend in the presents of Jesus formed in unity by 17 women committed to their desire to live and witness for our Savior. For me, this was an answered pray. I continually pray that God will place people in my life that will lead and guide my steps toward fulfilling His purpose for my existence.
On my Walk to Emmaus journey I met Jane Tosten. Jane felt that Godly nudge to coordinate and host a renewal of faith weekend for women. Jane followed God`s instructions to the tee, and the Holy Spirit did the rest.
Jane lead 17 new sisters into a weekend of prayer, discussions, compassion, healing, renewal and restoration of Faith. Each woman was lead by the spirit to fill her intricate part of this Godly master piece of a weekend.
I entered this weekend knowing only 3 of the 17 women, I left the weekend with 17 Christian Sisters that were touched deeply by Jane`s obedience to God`s call on her life.
As the end of this weekend quickly approached we found ourselves not wanting to let go; we had tenderly and loving opened the doors of our hearts to one another and shared the dramas of everyday life! Without resistance the waves of our love flowed from one to the other freely and tenderly.
How far will the waves of God`s love ripple from every woman; only He knows!
Colossians 2:2-3 My purpose is that they may be encouraged in heart and united in love, so that they may have the full riches of complete understanding, in order that they may know the mystery of God, namely, Christ, in whom are hidden all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge.
All thanks and Glory to God the Father!!!!!!!!!!
On my Walk to Emmaus journey I met Jane Tosten. Jane felt that Godly nudge to coordinate and host a renewal of faith weekend for women. Jane followed God`s instructions to the tee, and the Holy Spirit did the rest.
Jane lead 17 new sisters into a weekend of prayer, discussions, compassion, healing, renewal and restoration of Faith. Each woman was lead by the spirit to fill her intricate part of this Godly master piece of a weekend.
I entered this weekend knowing only 3 of the 17 women, I left the weekend with 17 Christian Sisters that were touched deeply by Jane`s obedience to God`s call on her life.
As the end of this weekend quickly approached we found ourselves not wanting to let go; we had tenderly and loving opened the doors of our hearts to one another and shared the dramas of everyday life! Without resistance the waves of our love flowed from one to the other freely and tenderly.
How far will the waves of God`s love ripple from every woman; only He knows!
Colossians 2:2-3 My purpose is that they may be encouraged in heart and united in love, so that they may have the full riches of complete understanding, in order that they may know the mystery of God, namely, Christ, in whom are hidden all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge.
All thanks and Glory to God the Father!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, September 17, 2010
Prayers for Karen Day 170
Last night I received a call from my friend Rose asking me to prayer for her niece Karen, the doctor, who is having a procedure to remove a deeply embedded growth from her face.
I could hear the fear and concern in Rose`s voice; before Rose even asked the question, I said, of course I`ll pray.
Before my feet hit the floor this morning at 6:00am I was praying for Karen and will continue to do so through out the day. God Bless, Dr. Karen that blesses the lives of so many!
Psalms 103:2-3 Praise the Lord; O my soul, and forget not all his benefits-who forgives all your sin and heals all your diseases...
I could hear the fear and concern in Rose`s voice; before Rose even asked the question, I said, of course I`ll pray.
Before my feet hit the floor this morning at 6:00am I was praying for Karen and will continue to do so through out the day. God Bless, Dr. Karen that blesses the lives of so many!
Psalms 103:2-3 Praise the Lord; O my soul, and forget not all his benefits-who forgives all your sin and heals all your diseases...
Thursday, September 16, 2010
1719 Honest Days Day 169
One thousand seven hundred and nineteen days ago I heard the words that began a walk of recovery and sobriety," you have to get really honesty with yourself". Isn`t there something like that in The Ten Commandments, sure you`ve heard that???
As I bravely walked down that hallway to the meeting I was greeted by a smiling face, I boldly confessed that I was there for a friend. Lie number one, true I was there to meet my friend,Jim that just got our of the hospital, he come very, very close to death because of alcohol addiction.
Truth, I also drink uncontrollably at times, but "I" didn`t just get out of the hospital. I was just there to support and encourage a friend in need. All shades of the truth, but not the truth!
Truth, I got the message and now celebrate 1719 days of sobriety, truth I attended the funeral of my very dear friend, Jim. There are no shades of black and white in the truth. The whole truth nothing but the truth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I pray that if you are compromising your life by living in shades of the truth, that you will take a--- good--- long--- hard--- honest---- look--- at what that says about you and your integrity? Are you alive in the truth or flirting with death in a lie?
John 3:3 In reply Jesus declared, " I tell you the truth, no one can see the kingdom of God unless he is born again."
John 3:5 Jesus answered, "I tell you the truth, no one can enter the Kingdom of God unless he is born of water and the spirit...11 I tell you the truth, we speak of what we know, and we testify to what we have seen, but still you people do not accept our testimony...21 But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has been done through God
John 5:6 When Jesus saw him lying there and learned that he had been in this condition for a long time, he ask him, "DO YOU WANT TO GET WELL"???????
As I bravely walked down that hallway to the meeting I was greeted by a smiling face, I boldly confessed that I was there for a friend. Lie number one, true I was there to meet my friend,Jim that just got our of the hospital, he come very, very close to death because of alcohol addiction.
Truth, I also drink uncontrollably at times, but "I" didn`t just get out of the hospital. I was just there to support and encourage a friend in need. All shades of the truth, but not the truth!
Truth, I got the message and now celebrate 1719 days of sobriety, truth I attended the funeral of my very dear friend, Jim. There are no shades of black and white in the truth. The whole truth nothing but the truth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I pray that if you are compromising your life by living in shades of the truth, that you will take a--- good--- long--- hard--- honest---- look--- at what that says about you and your integrity? Are you alive in the truth or flirting with death in a lie?
John 3:3 In reply Jesus declared, " I tell you the truth, no one can see the kingdom of God unless he is born again."
John 3:5 Jesus answered, "I tell you the truth, no one can enter the Kingdom of God unless he is born of water and the spirit...11 I tell you the truth, we speak of what we know, and we testify to what we have seen, but still you people do not accept our testimony...21 But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has been done through God
John 5:6 When Jesus saw him lying there and learned that he had been in this condition for a long time, he ask him, "DO YOU WANT TO GET WELL"???????
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Back to God`s Work Day 168
After many days of feeling reluctant to blog, I have a new connection to the word`s writer`s block, I`m back, hopefully to stay, but I know who`s in charge and its not me!
I prayed today with my wonderful friend Joan; praying your way into a new day with a friend is such a terrific way to start your day.
I have come to a new understanding of a statement that is often shared by many that are now retired, how did I ever work and get everything done? My friend, Sonya from church, no that`s not entirely true, my friend, Sonya from the open doors of my heart, called.
After a conversation about a committee that we plan to head-up on outreach. Oops, here`s a little something that disturbs me, the committee can`t be call evangelism because the E word sounds negative and offensive to some, get over yourself! It is what it is! Thanks for indulging.
Sonya and I prayed, back to work. Ring, ring, hi Pam how are you? As I have previously mentioned our church is going through a difficult time of growth and transition. In the midst of this ugly mess Pam, our youth director, has resigned(oops, another word that I`m having trouble with, but I`m not going there right now ) from her position. As a friend, my main concern is for Pam and her growth and well being. We ended our conversation in a spirit directed prayer of love, faith and hope!
Thank you God for the gift of prayer, was it just a short time ago that I wasn`t even sure how to pray?
One more call to make, I`m working on a field trip for the young girls in our church to attend The Revolve Tour in March. I called Jen Logullo, the youth director at a neighboring church, to extend an invitation to join our trip. Jim answered and I learned that their son was in the hospital.
Jim said that their son, I can`t remember his name, was diagnosed with a sever case of Crohns disease. Jim shared that they were so blessed to have gotten him to the hospital when they did!
I asked Jim if I could pray, he graciously accepted saying that this call was certainly a God send! Thank you God for your perfect timing.
Ephesians 1:9 And he made known to us the mystery of his will according to his good pleasure, which he purposed in Christ.
How could I have ever doubted that God would take this prayer ministry from me? Guess He knew that I just needed a break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I prayed today with my wonderful friend Joan; praying your way into a new day with a friend is such a terrific way to start your day.
I have come to a new understanding of a statement that is often shared by many that are now retired, how did I ever work and get everything done? My friend, Sonya from church, no that`s not entirely true, my friend, Sonya from the open doors of my heart, called.
After a conversation about a committee that we plan to head-up on outreach. Oops, here`s a little something that disturbs me, the committee can`t be call evangelism because the E word sounds negative and offensive to some, get over yourself! It is what it is! Thanks for indulging.
Sonya and I prayed, back to work. Ring, ring, hi Pam how are you? As I have previously mentioned our church is going through a difficult time of growth and transition. In the midst of this ugly mess Pam, our youth director, has resigned(oops, another word that I`m having trouble with, but I`m not going there right now ) from her position. As a friend, my main concern is for Pam and her growth and well being. We ended our conversation in a spirit directed prayer of love, faith and hope!
Thank you God for the gift of prayer, was it just a short time ago that I wasn`t even sure how to pray?
One more call to make, I`m working on a field trip for the young girls in our church to attend The Revolve Tour in March. I called Jen Logullo, the youth director at a neighboring church, to extend an invitation to join our trip. Jim answered and I learned that their son was in the hospital.
Jim said that their son, I can`t remember his name, was diagnosed with a sever case of Crohns disease. Jim shared that they were so blessed to have gotten him to the hospital when they did!
I asked Jim if I could pray, he graciously accepted saying that this call was certainly a God send! Thank you God for your perfect timing.
Ephesians 1:9 And he made known to us the mystery of his will according to his good pleasure, which he purposed in Christ.
How could I have ever doubted that God would take this prayer ministry from me? Guess He knew that I just needed a break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
69 Days Day l67
As I review this blog it has taken me back to closures and a time of new beginnings. This summer did I reluctantly walk into a new season of my life. Where there roadblocks and hurdles that stopped me dead in my tracts, you bet. It has lead me to self examination, and of course a walk down the block of doubt and fear.
Had God given me a wonderful prayer ministry, that I closed the door on when I quit my Little Debbie. I just receive an award for evangelism, made the front page of the New Journal, then I quit my job. Do I have brain damage? Why have I lost my desire to write? How quickly I would that allowed the evil one to run with that a brief 5 years ago!!
Thankfully, God sent me the red flag of Love and comfort, come on don`t even go there! Stay focused on the strength and peace that I have given you. Remain faithful and confident in Our decisions.
How quickly 69 days have passed, did I get everything done that I thought that I would get done; no, no, no, once again God has pounded into my thick scull, that I`m not in charge!!!!!!
I admit that I was off to a great start, so you might ask what happened, the plain and simple truth is life. After 69 day of free time I expected that the piles of things and stuff, way too much stuff, that have accumulated in the rooms and closets of our house, would have been sorted, stacked and packed and discarded if not needed. Sounds like plans for a good spring house cleaning, that's what I thought I was to do.
Now what was God`s plan? Spent quality time with Me, loved ones, family and friends! That pretty much sums up exactly what I did for 69 day of my summer! I close in tears of joy and God`s infinite wisdom, Thank You God for loving me just the way I am!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Luke 10:27 He answered: " Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind; and, Love your neighbor as yourself."
Had God given me a wonderful prayer ministry, that I closed the door on when I quit my Little Debbie. I just receive an award for evangelism, made the front page of the New Journal, then I quit my job. Do I have brain damage? Why have I lost my desire to write? How quickly I would that allowed the evil one to run with that a brief 5 years ago!!
Thankfully, God sent me the red flag of Love and comfort, come on don`t even go there! Stay focused on the strength and peace that I have given you. Remain faithful and confident in Our decisions.
How quickly 69 days have passed, did I get everything done that I thought that I would get done; no, no, no, once again God has pounded into my thick scull, that I`m not in charge!!!!!!
I admit that I was off to a great start, so you might ask what happened, the plain and simple truth is life. After 69 day of free time I expected that the piles of things and stuff, way too much stuff, that have accumulated in the rooms and closets of our house, would have been sorted, stacked and packed and discarded if not needed. Sounds like plans for a good spring house cleaning, that's what I thought I was to do.
Now what was God`s plan? Spent quality time with Me, loved ones, family and friends! That pretty much sums up exactly what I did for 69 day of my summer! I close in tears of joy and God`s infinite wisdom, Thank You God for loving me just the way I am!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Luke 10:27 He answered: " Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind; and, Love your neighbor as yourself."
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