I believe there is only one word for this weeks reflection, FAITH, gotta have it can`t live without it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
F-FOREVER
A-ALWAYS
I-IMPOSSIBLE TO LIVE WITHOUT
T-THANKFUL
H-HIS GRACE
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Mark Day 84
Today at Canal Day in Chesapeake City, our mission group from church prepared and sold breakfast to raise funds for our upcoming trip to Maine. Last year I was unable to attend this trip because I couldn't`t find vacation coverage to run my Little Debbie route. However, this year will be a different story; I am anxious to see what God has in store for me in Maine.
I must admit that I have questioned my decision to quit my job, am I listening to God! Has He lead my decision? Yes, I believe so, this has been a long time coming and it didn`t feel right until just recently. I have also experienced the same emotions and questions that I felt as I closed Curves and embarked in a new direction. With faith in God I will be confident in my decision.
Back to Canal Day, this is a day of celebrate when the town is invaded by hundreds of vendor selling their goods through out the town. It originally started as a means for nonprofit to fund raise. In addition to bargain seekers, a local bar and restaurant has attracted boaters for a day of drinking and partying on the water. The town is consumed by thousands of people for the entire day. Thank God, there is peaceful existence for all.
Mark was one of many talented vendor displaying and selling his beautiful photography. His car got the source of my attention, it was a very small, smart car type, that was painted with gorgeous landscape and scripture. Prayer, something? .com
Mark was maneuvering from his wheel chair as he set up his artwork, he was in an accident several years ago and now will spend the rest of his life in his wheel chair. But as God often does He has taken Mark`s tragedy and used it for good. It seems that Mark`s car attracts attention wherever he goes and in the pass 9 months in his travels Mark has prayed with over 4500 people. He also blogs!
Of course I asked Mark if he would pray for me, in the busy street we prayed. Thank you God, for Mark and the lives that he touches for Your Glory.
Compared to Mark, it looks like I`m lagging behind in my prayers, maybe God wants me to pray full time. I can just see my big brown truck painted to glorify God and to attract those in need of prayer! I`m ready.
Luke 9:23-24 The he said to them all; if anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will save it.
I must admit that I have questioned my decision to quit my job, am I listening to God! Has He lead my decision? Yes, I believe so, this has been a long time coming and it didn`t feel right until just recently. I have also experienced the same emotions and questions that I felt as I closed Curves and embarked in a new direction. With faith in God I will be confident in my decision.
Back to Canal Day, this is a day of celebrate when the town is invaded by hundreds of vendor selling their goods through out the town. It originally started as a means for nonprofit to fund raise. In addition to bargain seekers, a local bar and restaurant has attracted boaters for a day of drinking and partying on the water. The town is consumed by thousands of people for the entire day. Thank God, there is peaceful existence for all.
Mark was one of many talented vendor displaying and selling his beautiful photography. His car got the source of my attention, it was a very small, smart car type, that was painted with gorgeous landscape and scripture. Prayer, something? .com
Mark was maneuvering from his wheel chair as he set up his artwork, he was in an accident several years ago and now will spend the rest of his life in his wheel chair. But as God often does He has taken Mark`s tragedy and used it for good. It seems that Mark`s car attracts attention wherever he goes and in the pass 9 months in his travels Mark has prayed with over 4500 people. He also blogs!
Of course I asked Mark if he would pray for me, in the busy street we prayed. Thank you God, for Mark and the lives that he touches for Your Glory.
Compared to Mark, it looks like I`m lagging behind in my prayers, maybe God wants me to pray full time. I can just see my big brown truck painted to glorify God and to attract those in need of prayer! I`m ready.
Luke 9:23-24 The he said to them all; if anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will save it.
2 Weeks Notice Day 83
When I started my Little Debbie job 3 years ago I had hope to continue working for approximately 6 years, that would put me at the ripe old age of 62. However, the reality is that I`m calling it quits prematurely at 59. The physical demands of this position are more that I had bargained for. Not to mention the demands that our economy is forcing on all retailers and vendors.
I have said from the beginning of this opportunity with Little Debbie that God had me out on the road for more than just putting cakes on a shelf. I feel that this blog is evidence of that very fact. I wish I had starting blogging sooner, but I guess that some prayers were not meant to be public.
While coming to the decision to quit, I worried that this would be the end of my blog. However, God soon reminded me that this is His blog and that He is in total control; there is no need for me to worry, just continue to PRAY! How can something so easy be so hard to remember? Practice makes perfect, I will continue to pray, I will continue to pray, I will continue to pray.................
Today as I prayed and prepared to talk to my district manage it was such a blessing to have several friends pray with and for me in this difficult time. Thank you Joan, Pam and Miles; God`s timing is impeccable!
Faithfully, I pray the God will open doors and continue to lead my steps for me to be in His perfect will and He will empower me to fulfill His purpose for my life.
Hebrews 11:6-7 And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exist and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him. By faith Noah, when warned about things not yet seen, in holy fear built an ark to save his family. By his faith he condemned the world and became heir of the righteousness that comes by faith.
I have said from the beginning of this opportunity with Little Debbie that God had me out on the road for more than just putting cakes on a shelf. I feel that this blog is evidence of that very fact. I wish I had starting blogging sooner, but I guess that some prayers were not meant to be public.
While coming to the decision to quit, I worried that this would be the end of my blog. However, God soon reminded me that this is His blog and that He is in total control; there is no need for me to worry, just continue to PRAY! How can something so easy be so hard to remember? Practice makes perfect, I will continue to pray, I will continue to pray, I will continue to pray.................
Today as I prayed and prepared to talk to my district manage it was such a blessing to have several friends pray with and for me in this difficult time. Thank you Joan, Pam and Miles; God`s timing is impeccable!
Faithfully, I pray the God will open doors and continue to lead my steps for me to be in His perfect will and He will empower me to fulfill His purpose for my life.
Hebrews 11:6-7 And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exist and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him. By faith Noah, when warned about things not yet seen, in holy fear built an ark to save his family. By his faith he condemned the world and became heir of the righteousness that comes by faith.
Verena Day 82
Today at Walmart I ran into my friend Verena, I met her when we served on team for the Walk to Emmaus. Friends such as Verena are special friendships solely introduced to one another by God. The kind of friend that you hit it off with immediately and feel that you`ve known forever, thank you God!
I asked about her family, she told me that her young step-daughter was getting a divorce. Much to her dismay her step-daughter had already found a replacement for her husband and was traveling across country with this young serviceman to start a new life in California. New life, new friend, new home, you can bet this is the formula for a successful new life.
Been there, tried that! If only life was really that simple. What about all the baggage, healing and recovering that are stuffed, only to erupt, somewhere, someday when least expected? Could this lead to a second divorce? Did for me.
Verena and her husband are now caring for their grand-cats. The idea of having 2 cats left behind was very upsetting for Verena, however her husband promised his daughter that he would care for her pets then ship them to her when she was settled.
Verena is concerned that the cats with soon be forgotten and left for her and her husband to deal with. When does trying to help your children actually turn into enabling. Enabling them to make poor choices and not dealing with the reality of life.
In aisle one of Walmart, Verena and I joined hands bowed our heads and began to pray to God for His blessings for her family and her grand-cats! Openly praying in public is such an amazing sense of peace and God`s love.
Lamentations 2:19 Arise, cry out in the night, as the watches of the night begin; pour out your heart like water in the presence of the Lord. Lift up your hands to him for the lives of your children, who faint from hunger at the head of every street.
I asked about her family, she told me that her young step-daughter was getting a divorce. Much to her dismay her step-daughter had already found a replacement for her husband and was traveling across country with this young serviceman to start a new life in California. New life, new friend, new home, you can bet this is the formula for a successful new life.
Been there, tried that! If only life was really that simple. What about all the baggage, healing and recovering that are stuffed, only to erupt, somewhere, someday when least expected? Could this lead to a second divorce? Did for me.
Verena and her husband are now caring for their grand-cats. The idea of having 2 cats left behind was very upsetting for Verena, however her husband promised his daughter that he would care for her pets then ship them to her when she was settled.
Verena is concerned that the cats with soon be forgotten and left for her and her husband to deal with. When does trying to help your children actually turn into enabling. Enabling them to make poor choices and not dealing with the reality of life.
In aisle one of Walmart, Verena and I joined hands bowed our heads and began to pray to God for His blessings for her family and her grand-cats! Openly praying in public is such an amazing sense of peace and God`s love.
Lamentations 2:19 Arise, cry out in the night, as the watches of the night begin; pour out your heart like water in the presence of the Lord. Lift up your hands to him for the lives of your children, who faint from hunger at the head of every street.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Sue Day 81
This morning about 7:15 I heard a familiar voice as I was sitting in my Little Debbie truck. It was my friend Sue from my church, she congratulated me on the Denman Evangelism award. I told her that I was sorry and had been praying her her entire family.
I first met Sue many years ago in my Sub Shop, she came in to get me to do some catering. As we chatted we realized that we both lived in the Chesapeake City area; however our paths had never crossed.
Sure enough when I opened Curve`s in Chesapeake City Sue and her niece Theresa both joined the first new exciting workout establishment in their tiny hometown. Business went great for the first two years, then not so well! Maybe I should have stayed in the food business, I learned the hard way that people have to eat everyday, but they don`t have to exercise! I could write volumes on this brief 3 year season of my life; that will come later if God feels the need for me to elaborate.
Theresa recently lose her 42 year old husband in a terrible traffic accident. As a matter of fact even though I didn`t know her husbands I was effected by his death. Of course, I was saddened to hear of his death and I began immediately to pray for Theresa and her entire family.
So how did this effect me, Theresa husband`s funeral was the same day that I was to be presented with the Evangelism award, Pastor Amy would have been at the presentation; she had to leave the annual conference early to come home for the funeral service. Pastor Amy apologized for missing the presentation, it made me feel bad that she felt bad. Receiving an award is so trivial when a family is in desperate need of their loving compassionate pastor`s guidance.
After not seeing Theresa for several years, most recently I saw her 59 nine days ago as we walked down the street in Chesapeake City toward our church to attend the funeral for Barbara Green.
Was it a coincidence that Theresa and I arrived at the exact same moment, or was God providing us with this precious time of renewal and friendship? She had no idea that less than 2 month`s she would be experiencing such a devastating loss herself. God is the only one that can see the paths that our lives will take, what a blessing that He takes care of us in such a peaceful loving way.
As I thought about the coincidence of meeting Sue today and how our lives have connected was there more that I was supposed to do, did I miss a special message from God? Or was God just allowing two friends to share His love and support for one another.
Psalms 139:17-18 How precious to me are your thoughts, O God! How vast is the sum of them! Were I to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sands.
I first met Sue many years ago in my Sub Shop, she came in to get me to do some catering. As we chatted we realized that we both lived in the Chesapeake City area; however our paths had never crossed.
Sure enough when I opened Curve`s in Chesapeake City Sue and her niece Theresa both joined the first new exciting workout establishment in their tiny hometown. Business went great for the first two years, then not so well! Maybe I should have stayed in the food business, I learned the hard way that people have to eat everyday, but they don`t have to exercise! I could write volumes on this brief 3 year season of my life; that will come later if God feels the need for me to elaborate.
Theresa recently lose her 42 year old husband in a terrible traffic accident. As a matter of fact even though I didn`t know her husbands I was effected by his death. Of course, I was saddened to hear of his death and I began immediately to pray for Theresa and her entire family.
So how did this effect me, Theresa husband`s funeral was the same day that I was to be presented with the Evangelism award, Pastor Amy would have been at the presentation; she had to leave the annual conference early to come home for the funeral service. Pastor Amy apologized for missing the presentation, it made me feel bad that she felt bad. Receiving an award is so trivial when a family is in desperate need of their loving compassionate pastor`s guidance.
After not seeing Theresa for several years, most recently I saw her 59 nine days ago as we walked down the street in Chesapeake City toward our church to attend the funeral for Barbara Green.
Was it a coincidence that Theresa and I arrived at the exact same moment, or was God providing us with this precious time of renewal and friendship? She had no idea that less than 2 month`s she would be experiencing such a devastating loss herself. God is the only one that can see the paths that our lives will take, what a blessing that He takes care of us in such a peaceful loving way.
As I thought about the coincidence of meeting Sue today and how our lives have connected was there more that I was supposed to do, did I miss a special message from God? Or was God just allowing two friends to share His love and support for one another.
Psalms 139:17-18 How precious to me are your thoughts, O God! How vast is the sum of them! Were I to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sands.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Miss Betty Day 80
I met Miss Betty 3 years ago when I started delivering Little Debbies to her place of business. I would call her restaurant, convenience store, laundromat a mom and pop type of business located in downtown Worton, MD. However, there`s no pop, Miss Betty is the sole proprietor of this leased establishment know as Clark`s store.
Apparently Miss Betty has some serious roots to this business. In l953 his store was built by her father and uncle on a corner of their 80 acre farm. In 1954 James and Lottie Clark purchased the store and operated it as a gas, coal, restaurant, and laundromat for decades. I`d call that a mini-mall!
Miss Betty, a sweet young farm girl, was employed by the Clark's from 1953-1956. Miss Betty then moved from the area; she recently returned in April 2003 to lease the property and continue aging the business.
It`s the type of place where everyone knows your name and they`re always glad you came. The early morning locals have their special seats along the well aged, belly up to the bar type counter. I can only image the stories that have been shared at this counter in the last 57 years.
There has always been something that makes me feel very much at home as I stocked my Little Debbie shelf. I felt familiar feelings that I experienced in my own deli and sandwich shop that I owned and operated for 23 years in Dover, DE.
Today, Miss Betty was having a difficult day, she`s working herself to death trying to keep her business afloat. She has problems finding and keeping committed employees. This was a problem that I could certainly sympathize with.
Of course I offered to pray with her; as I began to praise, pray and lift concerns to our Heavenly Father Miss Betty and I bowed head and joined hands. As I finished with watery eyes Miss Betty hugged and thanked me.
I also shared with Miss Betty that I was considering changing jobs and that I had recently submitted an application to drive a school bus. As if a light went on, she said why don`t you help me run this place?
Just as God has done with Miss Betty, could He be returning me full circle to the mom and pop type of business that I enjoyed for over twenty years.
It sure would be a great place to continue my prayer ministry; no screaming kids on a school bus. Sure does warrant serious consideration. I have some heavy praying and listening to do.
John15:16-17 You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit--fruit that will last. Then the Father will give you whatever you ask in my name. This is my command; Love each other.
Apparently Miss Betty has some serious roots to this business. In l953 his store was built by her father and uncle on a corner of their 80 acre farm. In 1954 James and Lottie Clark purchased the store and operated it as a gas, coal, restaurant, and laundromat for decades. I`d call that a mini-mall!
Miss Betty, a sweet young farm girl, was employed by the Clark's from 1953-1956. Miss Betty then moved from the area; she recently returned in April 2003 to lease the property and continue aging the business.
It`s the type of place where everyone knows your name and they`re always glad you came. The early morning locals have their special seats along the well aged, belly up to the bar type counter. I can only image the stories that have been shared at this counter in the last 57 years.
There has always been something that makes me feel very much at home as I stocked my Little Debbie shelf. I felt familiar feelings that I experienced in my own deli and sandwich shop that I owned and operated for 23 years in Dover, DE.
Today, Miss Betty was having a difficult day, she`s working herself to death trying to keep her business afloat. She has problems finding and keeping committed employees. This was a problem that I could certainly sympathize with.
Of course I offered to pray with her; as I began to praise, pray and lift concerns to our Heavenly Father Miss Betty and I bowed head and joined hands. As I finished with watery eyes Miss Betty hugged and thanked me.
I also shared with Miss Betty that I was considering changing jobs and that I had recently submitted an application to drive a school bus. As if a light went on, she said why don`t you help me run this place?
Just as God has done with Miss Betty, could He be returning me full circle to the mom and pop type of business that I enjoyed for over twenty years.
It sure would be a great place to continue my prayer ministry; no screaming kids on a school bus. Sure does warrant serious consideration. I have some heavy praying and listening to do.
John15:16-17 You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit--fruit that will last. Then the Father will give you whatever you ask in my name. This is my command; Love each other.
Monday, June 21, 2010
Dot Day 79
There is hardly a day that passes on my Little Debbie job, that a shopper doesn`t ask me for help finding a particular items that they`re shopping for. Of course, most shoppers assume that I work for the store. As a matter of fact some of them are very persistent and demand my attention! I`ve found this to be particularly true around the Christmas shopping rush, instead of being joyful about the birth of our savior, they`re rushed, rude and inconsiderate.
Today that was not the case, an elderly lady politely ask for assistance when looking for 2% milk. I graciously found a store employee to assist her. As she passed my shelf, I asked if she had gotten her milk; this is a great way to start a conversation with a total stranger, thank you, God! She thanked me for my help, we had a light discussion about the state of our economy!
I did asked if she would do me a favor and pray for me, I am in discernment about changing jobs and trying to follow God`s purpose for my life more closely. Some how I just knew that she as a prayer warrior. She willingly agreed, telling me that she prays every morning and every night. In turn she asked if I would pray for her because at the age of 86 she`s having a few health problems. I hope that I look as good as Dot at 86!
I suggested that we pray right now, we joined hands bowed our heads and I began to pray for my new friend Dot, as I concluded she immediately prayed to God on my behalf. What a wonderful feeling of God`s love and mercy in the dairy aisle at Food Lion. If only this type of love and compassion for one another was rapidly contagious and spread like the flu. I believe God would be thrilled !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Psalms 20:4-5 May he give you the desire of your heart and make all your plans succeed. We will shout for joy when you are victorious and will lift up our banners in the name of our God. May the Lord grant all your request.
Today that was not the case, an elderly lady politely ask for assistance when looking for 2% milk. I graciously found a store employee to assist her. As she passed my shelf, I asked if she had gotten her milk; this is a great way to start a conversation with a total stranger, thank you, God! She thanked me for my help, we had a light discussion about the state of our economy!
I did asked if she would do me a favor and pray for me, I am in discernment about changing jobs and trying to follow God`s purpose for my life more closely. Some how I just knew that she as a prayer warrior. She willingly agreed, telling me that she prays every morning and every night. In turn she asked if I would pray for her because at the age of 86 she`s having a few health problems. I hope that I look as good as Dot at 86!
I suggested that we pray right now, we joined hands bowed our heads and I began to pray for my new friend Dot, as I concluded she immediately prayed to God on my behalf. What a wonderful feeling of God`s love and mercy in the dairy aisle at Food Lion. If only this type of love and compassion for one another was rapidly contagious and spread like the flu. I believe God would be thrilled !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Psalms 20:4-5 May he give you the desire of your heart and make all your plans succeed. We will shout for joy when you are victorious and will lift up our banners in the name of our God. May the Lord grant all your request.
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Church Prayers Day 78
This must be a weekend for the best of the best! Our church family has been struggling with growing pains for the past year and a half. People are tired, fearful, resentful and anxious about what direction we are headed.
As mention previously, we held a special prayer service several weeks ago. I must admit that I was somewhat disappointed by the poor turn out. Less that 10 people attended, in my frustration I thought don`t people care and can`t they take the time to pray.
However as Pastor Amy delivered the best sermon that I`ve ever heard her deliver, I began to feel differently. She spoke with grace, authority and integrity all backed by scripture. The presents of the Holy Spirit in the church was powerful. Tears of joy, hope, gratitude and peace streamed down my face.
Amy lead the congregation in prayers that made my heart rejoice. As we sang Abba Father, and They`ll Know We are Christians, just as we did in our special prayer service with just 10 people, I realized that God hears all prayers no matter how many or how few are praying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Isaiah 40:31 Those who wait on the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint.
As mention previously, we held a special prayer service several weeks ago. I must admit that I was somewhat disappointed by the poor turn out. Less that 10 people attended, in my frustration I thought don`t people care and can`t they take the time to pray.
However as Pastor Amy delivered the best sermon that I`ve ever heard her deliver, I began to feel differently. She spoke with grace, authority and integrity all backed by scripture. The presents of the Holy Spirit in the church was powerful. Tears of joy, hope, gratitude and peace streamed down my face.
Amy lead the congregation in prayers that made my heart rejoice. As we sang Abba Father, and They`ll Know We are Christians, just as we did in our special prayer service with just 10 people, I realized that God hears all prayers no matter how many or how few are praying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Isaiah 40:31 Those who wait on the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint.
Reflections Week 11
This has been a great week of reflections, visiting with old friends, remembering friends that have past, praying with old friends, praying with new friends, and praying with strangers. Is this what God plans for us, remember the past, honoring the dead and continue to pray for the living.
Sounds like a pretty good plan to me; lets see what next week uncovers!
Isaiah 30-21 Your ears shall hear a word behind you, saying, "This is the way, walk in it."
Sounds like a pretty good plan to me; lets see what next week uncovers!
Isaiah 30-21 Your ears shall hear a word behind you, saying, "This is the way, walk in it."
Great Family Time Day 77
As with many families, not everyone gets along with everyone all the times. As the step mother of two wonderful grown children and their families, I humbly want to thank God for listening and answering prayers.
Step mother, that should be a give away right there, but that hasn`t been the case in this family. I`ve experienced an accepting and loving relationship with both Stephanie and Rick since I became a part of their father`s life.
However, my relationship with my step-son`s wife has had its ups and downs. For many years my step-daughter, Hope stopped visiting our home; our visits to their home were strained and very uncomfortable. I will admit that our relationship has struggled because of both of our insecurities and personal weaknesses. As the senior member in this relationship, I realize that I haven`t always been the wisest. However, on both our parts, with age wisdom does seem to fall into place.
Perhaps, my coming to faith and realizing who I am in Jesus Christ has had a vital part in our relationship. No longer do I feel the need to fix or offer my opinion; I realized that God is in control and began praying accordingly.
Last night, as we celebrated my husbands birthday and father`s day I can honestly say it was the BEST family celebration that we have ever shared together. Thank you, God.
It it very obvious that God has heard my many prayers, and our family is maturing and growing closer to Him.
Job 5:8-9 But if it were I, I would appeal to God; I would lay my cause before him. He performs wonders that cannot be fathomed, miracles that cannot be counted.
Step mother, that should be a give away right there, but that hasn`t been the case in this family. I`ve experienced an accepting and loving relationship with both Stephanie and Rick since I became a part of their father`s life.
However, my relationship with my step-son`s wife has had its ups and downs. For many years my step-daughter, Hope stopped visiting our home; our visits to their home were strained and very uncomfortable. I will admit that our relationship has struggled because of both of our insecurities and personal weaknesses. As the senior member in this relationship, I realize that I haven`t always been the wisest. However, on both our parts, with age wisdom does seem to fall into place.
Perhaps, my coming to faith and realizing who I am in Jesus Christ has had a vital part in our relationship. No longer do I feel the need to fix or offer my opinion; I realized that God is in control and began praying accordingly.
Last night, as we celebrated my husbands birthday and father`s day I can honestly say it was the BEST family celebration that we have ever shared together. Thank you, God.
It it very obvious that God has heard my many prayers, and our family is maturing and growing closer to Him.
Job 5:8-9 But if it were I, I would appeal to God; I would lay my cause before him. He performs wonders that cannot be fathomed, miracles that cannot be counted.
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Old Blue Pick-up Day 76
Today as I drove through the town, my presence on the road obviously annoyed a man that was one car behind me. As I turned into the shopping center, he yelled at the up of his voice, the F word and displayed the ever famous hand gesture, for my viewing pleasure.
It appalls me , how many times this happens to me. Either, me and my big brown truck are just too slow, for hurried drivers or I`m the recipient of misplaced anger.
I choose misplaced anger, so as the prayer lady I hand this person and their anger over to God. I pray that God will change the hearts and souls of these angry drivers. Perhaps some of these annoyed, impatient drivers have absolutely no one praying for them.
Thanks to God for these special driving moments!
Psalms 119:130 The entrance of Your words gives light; It gives understanding to the simple.
It appalls me , how many times this happens to me. Either, me and my big brown truck are just too slow, for hurried drivers or I`m the recipient of misplaced anger.
I choose misplaced anger, so as the prayer lady I hand this person and their anger over to God. I pray that God will change the hearts and souls of these angry drivers. Perhaps some of these annoyed, impatient drivers have absolutely no one praying for them.
Thanks to God for these special driving moments!
Psalms 119:130 The entrance of Your words gives light; It gives understanding to the simple.
Ruby Day 75
As I drove through town to another delivery site, I prayed a quick prayer that God would direct my steps to someone in need of my prayer ministry. God doesn`t seem to be offended that I pray while I drive, of course I keep both eyes open and at least one hand on the wheel. I believe that God just wants us to pray, whenever, wherever, however, just pray!
Ruby is a God filled christian that works at the Dollar General Store, many times between stocking shelves, we have shared great God stories with one another. Ruby also joined my efforts to pass out small wooden cross to people in need. I supplied the crosses and she choose the moment to pass out these wonderful gifts. Together we passed out hundreds of small wooden crosses!
Today, as soon as I said hello to Ruby, she said that she had something that she needed me to pray for, concerning her job. We joined hands, bowed our heads and I began to pray, requesting God`s blessing and wisdom for her situation.
What a blessing to have this amazing prayer ministry, I wonder what corporate Dollar General Store will think as they view this moment captured on their surveillance cameras!
Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding: in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths.
Ruby is a God filled christian that works at the Dollar General Store, many times between stocking shelves, we have shared great God stories with one another. Ruby also joined my efforts to pass out small wooden cross to people in need. I supplied the crosses and she choose the moment to pass out these wonderful gifts. Together we passed out hundreds of small wooden crosses!
Today, as soon as I said hello to Ruby, she said that she had something that she needed me to pray for, concerning her job. We joined hands, bowed our heads and I began to pray, requesting God`s blessing and wisdom for her situation.
What a blessing to have this amazing prayer ministry, I wonder what corporate Dollar General Store will think as they view this moment captured on their surveillance cameras!
Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding: in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Karen Porter Day 74
Today 4 years ago I wasn`t counting days for a blog, but I was counting days. On this day 4 years ago I had 116 days of sobriety. It had taken me many unsuccessful attempt to accomplish this.
My 42 year old friend Karen attempted to join me in this undertaking, but just decided that the time wasn`t right. Oh, how I wish she had succeeded.
I first met Karen when she walked into my Curves franchise and joined the exercise program. From that very moment, it was as if I had known her forever. With her excitement for life she ignited the room. We soon started walking together as I was in training for a 39 mile Avon Breast Cancer Walk. Our friendship blossomed quickly as we walked and shared our life stories.
Karen was excited as she told me of a project that she wanted me to work on with her. As a fundraiser the town of Elkton, MD had an event to paint and decorate bigger than life sized elks, display them in the town, then after a year sell them at auction
She had to submit our plans and wait to see if the design was chosen. Sure enough, Lei Lei was selected and we began the job of painting and decorating this whimsical elk. After weeks of work the big day arrived, the unveiling of the selected artist and their master pieces.
Karen was so excited as Lei Lei was unveiled, we both posed in front of this huge elk for pictures. Of course, it was now the time to celebrate. The five of us went to a local bar. I continued my sobriety, but did confess to Karen that this was the time that I would really like to have a drink. She firmly placed her hand on my shoulder and said, "don`t you dare you`re doing too good"!
I listen to Karen`s advice, however I soon felt great concern for Karen. She was drinking her mixed drinks down pretty fast. Karen was not slurring her words and outwardly appeared to be fine....but I knew what she had consumed in a short period of time. As we prepared to leave I asked if she was alright to drive; she assured me that she was fine and if she wasn`t she`d leave her car and ride home with her friend.
One hour after I left her side, Karen was killed one mile from her home in a single car accident. Karen`s death has had a profound effect on my life. Many times I have witnessed to others as they struggle with addictions. God has taken this tragic event and used it for good. Today I celebrate 4 and a quarter years of sobriety, many times I have felt Karen`s hand on my left shoulder and heard her voice, "don`t you dare, you`re doing too good!" God certainly gave me the gift of a true friend, if only for a short season.
I truly thank God for the love, friendship and support that I have received from my God given friend, KAREN PORTER. I pray that someday Karen will be up front in the celestial welcoming team as I arrive in Heaven!
2 Corinthians 2:14 But thanks be to God who always leads us in triumphal procession in Christ and through us spreads everywhere the fragrance of the knowledge of Him.
My 42 year old friend Karen attempted to join me in this undertaking, but just decided that the time wasn`t right. Oh, how I wish she had succeeded.
I first met Karen when she walked into my Curves franchise and joined the exercise program. From that very moment, it was as if I had known her forever. With her excitement for life she ignited the room. We soon started walking together as I was in training for a 39 mile Avon Breast Cancer Walk. Our friendship blossomed quickly as we walked and shared our life stories.
Karen was excited as she told me of a project that she wanted me to work on with her. As a fundraiser the town of Elkton, MD had an event to paint and decorate bigger than life sized elks, display them in the town, then after a year sell them at auction
She had to submit our plans and wait to see if the design was chosen. Sure enough, Lei Lei was selected and we began the job of painting and decorating this whimsical elk. After weeks of work the big day arrived, the unveiling of the selected artist and their master pieces.
Karen was so excited as Lei Lei was unveiled, we both posed in front of this huge elk for pictures. Of course, it was now the time to celebrate. The five of us went to a local bar. I continued my sobriety, but did confess to Karen that this was the time that I would really like to have a drink. She firmly placed her hand on my shoulder and said, "don`t you dare you`re doing too good"!
I listen to Karen`s advice, however I soon felt great concern for Karen. She was drinking her mixed drinks down pretty fast. Karen was not slurring her words and outwardly appeared to be fine....but I knew what she had consumed in a short period of time. As we prepared to leave I asked if she was alright to drive; she assured me that she was fine and if she wasn`t she`d leave her car and ride home with her friend.
One hour after I left her side, Karen was killed one mile from her home in a single car accident. Karen`s death has had a profound effect on my life. Many times I have witnessed to others as they struggle with addictions. God has taken this tragic event and used it for good. Today I celebrate 4 and a quarter years of sobriety, many times I have felt Karen`s hand on my left shoulder and heard her voice, "don`t you dare, you`re doing too good!" God certainly gave me the gift of a true friend, if only for a short season.
I truly thank God for the love, friendship and support that I have received from my God given friend, KAREN PORTER. I pray that someday Karen will be up front in the celestial welcoming team as I arrive in Heaven!
2 Corinthians 2:14 But thanks be to God who always leads us in triumphal procession in Christ and through us spreads everywhere the fragrance of the knowledge of Him.
Priscilla Day 73
Priscilla is a sweet young christian girl that works at the Dollar General store. I really embarrassed myself the first time I met her. When she first told her name I said to her, your parents must be Elvis fans and named you after his wife. She said no, then informed me that they named her after Priscilla from the bible. I wanted to crawl under my Little Debbie cakes!
Of course I had to go home and look up Priscilla. She was one of the first missionaries and a leader of the early church, along with her husband Aquila, she risked her life for the apostle Paul. Priscilla`s spiritual maturity and understanding of the faith helped build up the early church.
Priscilla and I have become friends and often share stories of our faith and love for the Lord. She is really struggling with her job and hopes to find a job that will be more challenging and rewarding for her.
Today, I was in the backroom and she seemed down, I asked if I could pray with her. She said, right now, of course. I tried to listen closely to the Holy Spirit for just the right words. When I finished Priscilla said, that was exactly what I needed to say! Thank you, no thank God!!!!!!!!!!
2 Timothy 1:8-9 So do not be ashamed to testify about our Lord, or ashamed of me his prisoner. But join with me in suffering for the gospel by the power of God, who has saved us and called us to a holy life-not because of anything we have done but because of his own purpose and grace.
Of course I had to go home and look up Priscilla. She was one of the first missionaries and a leader of the early church, along with her husband Aquila, she risked her life for the apostle Paul. Priscilla`s spiritual maturity and understanding of the faith helped build up the early church.
Priscilla and I have become friends and often share stories of our faith and love for the Lord. She is really struggling with her job and hopes to find a job that will be more challenging and rewarding for her.
Today, I was in the backroom and she seemed down, I asked if I could pray with her. She said, right now, of course. I tried to listen closely to the Holy Spirit for just the right words. When I finished Priscilla said, that was exactly what I needed to say! Thank you, no thank God!!!!!!!!!!
2 Timothy 1:8-9 So do not be ashamed to testify about our Lord, or ashamed of me his prisoner. But join with me in suffering for the gospel by the power of God, who has saved us and called us to a holy life-not because of anything we have done but because of his own purpose and grace.
Sonny Day 72
Today as I was in the back of my truck in the parking lot at Dollar General, in Smyrna, De. a man came up to the open rear doors and started talking to me. He asked how many miles I got per gallon, I told him about 8. He thought that perhaps a step van such as mine could be easily used for a motor home. However, the milage facts changed his mind.
He noticed my company name and Earleville address on the side of my truck; he told me that he liked that part of the country and had a post office box there. Then he asked if I knew anyone that would be willing to rent a room in the Earleville area. I couldn`t think of anyone off the top of my head.
As we continued chatting, he said that he`d been living in his van; he also suffers with congestive heart failure. I did mention to him a shelter, Clarivaux Farm that houses people and families in transition. He was excited as I wrote down the name of the farm and drew him a map from his new post office in Earleville.
As he began to walk away, I asked if I could pray with him. Sonny agreed, we joined hand as I prayed. Not really sure if he had any relationship with God, I tried to pray in such a way that would assure him of God`s unconditional love and forgiving grace.
John 3:16 For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.
He noticed my company name and Earleville address on the side of my truck; he told me that he liked that part of the country and had a post office box there. Then he asked if I knew anyone that would be willing to rent a room in the Earleville area. I couldn`t think of anyone off the top of my head.
As we continued chatting, he said that he`d been living in his van; he also suffers with congestive heart failure. I did mention to him a shelter, Clarivaux Farm that houses people and families in transition. He was excited as I wrote down the name of the farm and drew him a map from his new post office in Earleville.
As he began to walk away, I asked if I could pray with him. Sonny agreed, we joined hand as I prayed. Not really sure if he had any relationship with God, I tried to pray in such a way that would assure him of God`s unconditional love and forgiving grace.
John 3:16 For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.
Past Due Visit Day 71
Saturday after the award presentation we continued driving south to visit with dear friends Gene and Libby Smith near Chinoteague, VA. It`s been quite a while since we visited the Smiths, seems we are just too dare busy!
Gene and Libby live on the 100 acre farm that has been in her family since the late 1700, now that`s roots! They are both retired and take great pride in maintaining and caring for their home, property, and the creatures they share it with.
I met Gene and Libby over 40 years ago when we where neighbors; I went to high school with her son. I was saddened when they moved to Chinoteague but throughout the years we have stayed in touch and visited the farm whenever possible.
Now doubt God took control and lead our step for this visit. Seems that our visiting has become less regular since I`ve been working for Little Debbie. It`s been well over 4 years since our last visit.
Libby will soon be celebrating her 84th birthday in September. She has been a wonderful loyal friend and mentor to me for many years. She calls me the daughter that she never had!
I could definitely see the effects of time on Libby; however she is still very active and enjoys gardening and caring for her beloved farm. We spent hours of girl time catching up and sharing loving conversations about family and life.
I am so thankful to God for my confidence and faith; with His prompting I asked Libby if I could pray with her in the morning as we were packing to leave. She graciously accepted my offer. Two life long friends joined hands, bowed their heads and prayed to God; Libby wiped away tears.
I can hardly believe that in the 40 years that I`ve known Libby that this is the FIRST time that I`ve ever prayed with her. I thank God that this prayer happened when Libby and I where standing hand in hand, both living, both breathing, both thanking and praising God. Thank you God!
Psalms 91:16 With long life will I satisfy him and show him my salvation.
Gene and Libby live on the 100 acre farm that has been in her family since the late 1700, now that`s roots! They are both retired and take great pride in maintaining and caring for their home, property, and the creatures they share it with.
I met Gene and Libby over 40 years ago when we where neighbors; I went to high school with her son. I was saddened when they moved to Chinoteague but throughout the years we have stayed in touch and visited the farm whenever possible.
Now doubt God took control and lead our step for this visit. Seems that our visiting has become less regular since I`ve been working for Little Debbie. It`s been well over 4 years since our last visit.
Libby will soon be celebrating her 84th birthday in September. She has been a wonderful loyal friend and mentor to me for many years. She calls me the daughter that she never had!
I could definitely see the effects of time on Libby; however she is still very active and enjoys gardening and caring for her beloved farm. We spent hours of girl time catching up and sharing loving conversations about family and life.
I am so thankful to God for my confidence and faith; with His prompting I asked Libby if I could pray with her in the morning as we were packing to leave. She graciously accepted my offer. Two life long friends joined hands, bowed their heads and prayed to God; Libby wiped away tears.
I can hardly believe that in the 40 years that I`ve known Libby that this is the FIRST time that I`ve ever prayed with her. I thank God that this prayer happened when Libby and I where standing hand in hand, both living, both breathing, both thanking and praising God. Thank you God!
Psalms 91:16 With long life will I satisfy him and show him my salvation.
Reflections Week 10
This week it was wonderful to have talks with my husband Rick, several old and several new friends. However there is a part of me that realizes, that I did not spend nearly enough quality time in prayer with God the Father.
Sure there was times of prayer but my souls requires the strong one on one intimate prayer time with God. I am thankful that I recognize this need and will focus my attention with more dedication in the upcoming weeks.
John 13:17 Now that you know these things, you will be blessed if you do them.
Sure there was times of prayer but my souls requires the strong one on one intimate prayer time with God. I am thankful that I recognize this need and will focus my attention with more dedication in the upcoming weeks.
John 13:17 Now that you know these things, you will be blessed if you do them.
Evangelism Award Day 70
We traveled to Princess Ann, Maryland today to attended the last afternoon session of the annual conference for the United Methodist Church. The presentation of several awards was to take place sometime between 2:00 and 5:00. At this time, I would receive the Harry Denman Evangelism Award. Thank you God!
We were greeted by my friend Pam, we joined approximately 600 people in the auditorium to await the awards presentation. The most amazing part of this afternoon was the location of our seats. If you recall on day 57 of this blog I mentioned my trip to a church in Federalsburg, MD. I shared the excitement and peace that I experienced after I prayed with a member of this congregation. After that Sunday I wonder if the lady that I prayed with, had felt the same soul to soul connected that I`d had. I just assumed that I would never know the answer to that question.
Perhaps, God thought differently, as I looked around the auditorium oddly enough my prayer companion was seated directly across the aisle from me.
As I headed to the stage for the presentation I tapped my prayer friend on the shoulder; I was greeted with a warm friendly look of amazement. I quickly whispered that I would like to talk with her before leaving.
Upon closing of the conference, I got to talk to my prayer partner. I shared with her what I`d experienced as I tenderly hugged her and prayed, as she gently cried, I heard "I will carry your burdens." She assured me that she also felt a great sense of peace as we shared our time of prayer. She felt that God was using my gifts of intercession and prayer for His glory.
What a wonderful affirmation of God`s direction and glory in my life.
Matthew 11:28-29 "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.
We were greeted by my friend Pam, we joined approximately 600 people in the auditorium to await the awards presentation. The most amazing part of this afternoon was the location of our seats. If you recall on day 57 of this blog I mentioned my trip to a church in Federalsburg, MD. I shared the excitement and peace that I experienced after I prayed with a member of this congregation. After that Sunday I wonder if the lady that I prayed with, had felt the same soul to soul connected that I`d had. I just assumed that I would never know the answer to that question.
Perhaps, God thought differently, as I looked around the auditorium oddly enough my prayer companion was seated directly across the aisle from me.
As I headed to the stage for the presentation I tapped my prayer friend on the shoulder; I was greeted with a warm friendly look of amazement. I quickly whispered that I would like to talk with her before leaving.
Upon closing of the conference, I got to talk to my prayer partner. I shared with her what I`d experienced as I tenderly hugged her and prayed, as she gently cried, I heard "I will carry your burdens." She assured me that she also felt a great sense of peace as we shared our time of prayer. She felt that God was using my gifts of intercession and prayer for His glory.
What a wonderful affirmation of God`s direction and glory in my life.
Matthew 11:28-29 "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.
Monday, June 14, 2010
Tattoo Joey Day 69
Once again, as I was putting Little Debbies on my shelf, I noticed a young man that was shopping in the dairy aisle. His entire arm was nearly covered with tattoos, the one that really caught my eye was actual writing from the top of this shoulder to his elbow. I couldn't`t imagine why in the world anyone would tattoo a long written message on his arm. When I got close enough to him I had to see if I could read what was important enough to write permanently on his arm. Much to my surprise, I could easily read the Lord`s Prayer!
I had to ask, what inspired him to have the Lord`s Prayer tattooed on your arm. With great pleasure and confidence, he told me that the Lord Prayer was his grandmother`s favorite prayer. When he was little and stayed with her, every night at bed time she would say the Lord`s Prayer. When his grandmother passed he got the tattoo in her memory.
As we introduced ourselves he told me that his mother passed away a month and a half ago from breast cancer. Joey has plans to get his mother`s favorite, The 23rd Psalm tattooed on his chest!
I told him that I had also lost a very dear friend to breast cancer, I also asked if I could pray with him. Without hesitation, we joined hands bowed our heads and I began to pray.
I guess that everyone has their own way of honoring the memory of loved one; in memory of by lovely friend Shirley I didn`t feel the need to get a tattoo, but I did walk, 39 miles in the 2 day Avon breast cancer walk, two consecutive years. Like Joey, I have felt the pain of loss and the desire to honor that memory!
Psalms 23:1-6 The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name`s sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.
God Bless Joey and his tattoo artist!
I had to ask, what inspired him to have the Lord`s Prayer tattooed on your arm. With great pleasure and confidence, he told me that the Lord Prayer was his grandmother`s favorite prayer. When he was little and stayed with her, every night at bed time she would say the Lord`s Prayer. When his grandmother passed he got the tattoo in her memory.
As we introduced ourselves he told me that his mother passed away a month and a half ago from breast cancer. Joey has plans to get his mother`s favorite, The 23rd Psalm tattooed on his chest!
I told him that I had also lost a very dear friend to breast cancer, I also asked if I could pray with him. Without hesitation, we joined hands bowed our heads and I began to pray.
I guess that everyone has their own way of honoring the memory of loved one; in memory of by lovely friend Shirley I didn`t feel the need to get a tattoo, but I did walk, 39 miles in the 2 day Avon breast cancer walk, two consecutive years. Like Joey, I have felt the pain of loss and the desire to honor that memory!
Psalms 23:1-6 The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name`s sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.
God Bless Joey and his tattoo artist!
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Junie Day 68
Today at one of my favorite Shore Stops, isn`t that sad I have a favorite Shore Stop, I ran into an old friend. As I put my cakes on the shelf, a customer that passed kind of looked familiar. When he was standing in line with his back to me, I softly called his name. Sure enough it was Junie Duff.
With a bright smile and huge hug we greeted one another. I first met Junie about 20 some years ago when his wife worked for me in my sub shop in Dover De. They have long since divorced but he and I still had lots of catching up to do.
He is remarried, both of his daughters that used to come to the Sub Shop after elementary school, graduated from college. One daughter is working on her masters, the other has a family and a young daughter. His face lite up with pride and joy as he spoke of their accomplishment.
Soon after his divorce, Junie turned his life over to the Lord and raised both of his daughters in the church. God has wonderful plans for our lives if we just allow Him to take the lead and we step out of His way!
For some reason Junie, gave me his cell phone number. He said there`s no such thing as coincidences, even though he had his lunch in his truck, something lead him to stop in to pick up a hot dog. Who knows what God has planned for 2 old friends that are both on fire for Him.
As we parted, Junie said that he would keep me in his prayers, I suggested that we pray now. We lovingly hugged one another and I whisper a loving thankful prayer to our Heavenly Father!
Not really knowing why, I put Junie`s number in my phone; I even called so that he would have my number. As I was driving my big brown truck down the road;I recalled thoughts of this week, it accured to me that I had actually thought of Junie and his ex wife Michele twice this week. I anxiously await God`s plans and instruction for 2 old friends with new and faithful lives!
Colossians 2:6-7 As you have therefore received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk in Him, rooted and build up in Him and established in the faith, as you have been taught, abounding in it with thanksgiving.
With a bright smile and huge hug we greeted one another. I first met Junie about 20 some years ago when his wife worked for me in my sub shop in Dover De. They have long since divorced but he and I still had lots of catching up to do.
He is remarried, both of his daughters that used to come to the Sub Shop after elementary school, graduated from college. One daughter is working on her masters, the other has a family and a young daughter. His face lite up with pride and joy as he spoke of their accomplishment.
Soon after his divorce, Junie turned his life over to the Lord and raised both of his daughters in the church. God has wonderful plans for our lives if we just allow Him to take the lead and we step out of His way!
For some reason Junie, gave me his cell phone number. He said there`s no such thing as coincidences, even though he had his lunch in his truck, something lead him to stop in to pick up a hot dog. Who knows what God has planned for 2 old friends that are both on fire for Him.
As we parted, Junie said that he would keep me in his prayers, I suggested that we pray now. We lovingly hugged one another and I whisper a loving thankful prayer to our Heavenly Father!
Not really knowing why, I put Junie`s number in my phone; I even called so that he would have my number. As I was driving my big brown truck down the road;I recalled thoughts of this week, it accured to me that I had actually thought of Junie and his ex wife Michele twice this week. I anxiously await God`s plans and instruction for 2 old friends with new and faithful lives!
Colossians 2:6-7 As you have therefore received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk in Him, rooted and build up in Him and established in the faith, as you have been taught, abounding in it with thanksgiving.
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
New Direction and Hope Day 67
Today my boss and I sat down and had positive discussion about my Little Debbie job. I must admit that when I took this job 3 years ago I didn`t realize the physical demands that it would have on my aging body. As a female I`m a minority in a male dominated work force.
I`ve know for quite awhile that this discussion was inevitable. As an independent distributor it it my responsibility to provide relief for vacation coverage. This it not an easy task, in the past 3 years a weeks vacation has not been possible, just the pleasure of a couple of long weekends has worked out. I`m suffering the effect of burnout!
Today we honestly explored the possibly of giving up my distributorship and working part-time as a route jumper for other distributors. This could provide an option for many overworked independent distributors, in need of vacation coverage.
Life is all about hope and taking action! I no longer feel defeated and lost with out direction. I thank God for leading my steps and answered prayer!
John 10:10 The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.
I`ve know for quite awhile that this discussion was inevitable. As an independent distributor it it my responsibility to provide relief for vacation coverage. This it not an easy task, in the past 3 years a weeks vacation has not been possible, just the pleasure of a couple of long weekends has worked out. I`m suffering the effect of burnout!
Today we honestly explored the possibly of giving up my distributorship and working part-time as a route jumper for other distributors. This could provide an option for many overworked independent distributors, in need of vacation coverage.
Life is all about hope and taking action! I no longer feel defeated and lost with out direction. I thank God for leading my steps and answered prayer!
John 10:10 The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.
Tammy Day 66
Last week on Day 60 at the Dollar store in Chestertown, I also prayed with Tammy, the assistance manager. She and her husband of over 20 years are separated, but still very good friends. They have been separated for several years but have not filed for divorce. It is my suspicion that they are still very much in love. However, her husband Mark, struggles with alcohol addiction, they are unable to live together.
Tammy and I prayed for healing and recovery, I shared with her that I am a recovering alcoholic with 4 years of sobriety. I feel sincere compassion for her husband and the difficulty of recovering from the burden of addiction.
This week, with hope and joy in her voice, Tammy told me that she told her husband about our prayer time. He said that he must be feeling the effects of the prayers, he hasn`t had a drink for the entire week. For someone with no desire to battle and honesty fight addiction, one week of sobriety is monumental. God is our healer and redeemer! God must truly delight in Mark`s day to day progress. This may be just the beginning, but a least it`s a step in the right direction.
You better believe that I will continue to prayer for Mark and Tammy; true love never dies, sometimes it just takes a detour.
Titus 2:3-4 Likewise, tell the older women to be reverent in behavior, not to be slanders or slaves to drink; they are to teach what is good, so that they may encourage the young women to love their husband, to love their children...
Tammy and I prayed for healing and recovery, I shared with her that I am a recovering alcoholic with 4 years of sobriety. I feel sincere compassion for her husband and the difficulty of recovering from the burden of addiction.
This week, with hope and joy in her voice, Tammy told me that she told her husband about our prayer time. He said that he must be feeling the effects of the prayers, he hasn`t had a drink for the entire week. For someone with no desire to battle and honesty fight addiction, one week of sobriety is monumental. God is our healer and redeemer! God must truly delight in Mark`s day to day progress. This may be just the beginning, but a least it`s a step in the right direction.
You better believe that I will continue to prayer for Mark and Tammy; true love never dies, sometimes it just takes a detour.
Titus 2:3-4 Likewise, tell the older women to be reverent in behavior, not to be slanders or slaves to drink; they are to teach what is good, so that they may encourage the young women to love their husband, to love their children...
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Sue Day 65
When I answered my phone this morning I recognized a friendly voice. It was by good buddy Sue, she needed a phone number of a mutual friend. Remember when you used to know everyone phone number! You stored them in you brain for instant recall. That`s a blast from the past, memory?
Of course, I would have to hang up, look up the number and call her back! We did have time for a quick chat and a prayer before hanging up.
I know this is a difficult time for Sue, she is still recovering from the grief of loosing a very dear young friend in a boating accident last summer. I don`t remember the exact date, but I believe it been close to a year.
I`ve always found in amazing how our brains seem to automatically program this information. We slowly move into grief mode without thinking about time or anniversary dates. I witnessed this first hand with my mother as the anniversary date of my brother Robin`s death rolled around year after year. It been over 40 years! July 16,1969, a date that changed our family forever.
Oops, got a little side tracked. What a blessing to have family and friends that will never let memories of loved ones fade away!
Matthew 5:4 Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.
Of course, I would have to hang up, look up the number and call her back! We did have time for a quick chat and a prayer before hanging up.
I know this is a difficult time for Sue, she is still recovering from the grief of loosing a very dear young friend in a boating accident last summer. I don`t remember the exact date, but I believe it been close to a year.
I`ve always found in amazing how our brains seem to automatically program this information. We slowly move into grief mode without thinking about time or anniversary dates. I witnessed this first hand with my mother as the anniversary date of my brother Robin`s death rolled around year after year. It been over 40 years! July 16,1969, a date that changed our family forever.
Oops, got a little side tracked. What a blessing to have family and friends that will never let memories of loved ones fade away!
Matthew 5:4 Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.
Rick,my hubby Day 64
After Friday, Rick and I had a serious talk about our jobs and possibility of making positive changes. As we talked, he told me he had some confessing to do.
It seems that I wasn`t the only one that had trouble on the job front. He amitted that the day he took off last week was actually a reprimand and punishment for a safety violation that he committed. He said that he didn`t tell me because I was on such a God high; he didn`t want to spoil that for me.
I appreciated the concern, but felt that he struggled the embarrassment and shame of this careless mistake alone.
It seems that we were both examining our self worth because of our jobs! Is that the way God wants us to feel? I know who I am in Jesus Christ, but found myself allowing satan to control my insecure thoughts. How quickly satan stands ready to jump on our backs and cause continued pain and discomfort.
There was a time in my life when satan would have demanded and received my ear for an extended period of time. No more, evil guy; Jesus quickly came to my rescue!
I know that I am a precious child of God and that I can stand firm and confident on that belief. Out of my head evil one;Jesus defeated you a long time ago!
Rick and I prayed in the kitchen, for God`s love and directions for our future.
Matthew 4:10-11 Jesus said to him, "Away with you, satan! for it is written, "Worship the Lord your God, and serve only Him." Then the devil left him, and suddenly angels came and waited on him.
It seems that I wasn`t the only one that had trouble on the job front. He amitted that the day he took off last week was actually a reprimand and punishment for a safety violation that he committed. He said that he didn`t tell me because I was on such a God high; he didn`t want to spoil that for me.
I appreciated the concern, but felt that he struggled the embarrassment and shame of this careless mistake alone.
It seems that we were both examining our self worth because of our jobs! Is that the way God wants us to feel? I know who I am in Jesus Christ, but found myself allowing satan to control my insecure thoughts. How quickly satan stands ready to jump on our backs and cause continued pain and discomfort.
There was a time in my life when satan would have demanded and received my ear for an extended period of time. No more, evil guy; Jesus quickly came to my rescue!
I know that I am a precious child of God and that I can stand firm and confident on that belief. Out of my head evil one;Jesus defeated you a long time ago!
Rick and I prayed in the kitchen, for God`s love and directions for our future.
Matthew 4:10-11 Jesus said to him, "Away with you, satan! for it is written, "Worship the Lord your God, and serve only Him." Then the devil left him, and suddenly angels came and waited on him.
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Reflections Week 9
After this week, I pray that I am NEVER to busy to stop and listen to GOD! How many times does He try to reach us, and we`re just to busy to listen. I thank my dear friend Joan that she had her listening ears tuned in on Friday! She immediately responded to His prompting. I thank God for Joan!
1 John 2:17 He who does the will of God abides forever.
1 John 2:17 He who does the will of God abides forever.
Toby Keith Day 63
There`s nothing like going to a huge outdoor rocking country concert with your hubby and best friends on a Saturday night. I better be careful, if I keep writing I`ll have the first verse of my very own country song.
Along with thousands of honky tonking fans, some young some old, we saw Toby Keith preform at Aberdeen Proving Grounds. With Toby`s great passion for our military, the base was a great place to see his show.
We were surrounded by hundreds of military men and women, some in uniform and some just out for a good time Saturday night. It was delightful to ease drop on their conversations as we shared lawn seating. They shared tales of their service and commitment to this great country.
A husband and wife directly behind us were both retired military, at the age of 43 the wife had recently retired with 23 years of active duty. As the evening progressed and the beer flowed, when Toby sang his most popular military song, "Red, White and Blue" the crowd was on their feet waving and singing along with Him. Ticker tape of red, white and blue blasted onto the screaming fans.
I turned to the military family behind us, with tears in my eyes I hugged each of them and thanked them for their service. The wife thanked me for my support. I can only imagine how importance our support really is, when they are thousands of miles away from home.
Earlier in the evening as Toby sang, I was prompted by the Holy Spirit to take the time to whisper a prayer for the peace for this great nation and the safety of all of our young men and women who so proudly defend us.
Psalms 91:14-16 Those who love me, I will deliver; I will protect those who know my name. When they call to me, I will answer them; I will be with them in trouble, I will rescue them and honor them. With long life I will satisfy them, and show them my salvation. AMEN!
Along with thousands of honky tonking fans, some young some old, we saw Toby Keith preform at Aberdeen Proving Grounds. With Toby`s great passion for our military, the base was a great place to see his show.
We were surrounded by hundreds of military men and women, some in uniform and some just out for a good time Saturday night. It was delightful to ease drop on their conversations as we shared lawn seating. They shared tales of their service and commitment to this great country.
A husband and wife directly behind us were both retired military, at the age of 43 the wife had recently retired with 23 years of active duty. As the evening progressed and the beer flowed, when Toby sang his most popular military song, "Red, White and Blue" the crowd was on their feet waving and singing along with Him. Ticker tape of red, white and blue blasted onto the screaming fans.
I turned to the military family behind us, with tears in my eyes I hugged each of them and thanked them for their service. The wife thanked me for my support. I can only imagine how importance our support really is, when they are thousands of miles away from home.
Earlier in the evening as Toby sang, I was prompted by the Holy Spirit to take the time to whisper a prayer for the peace for this great nation and the safety of all of our young men and women who so proudly defend us.
Psalms 91:14-16 Those who love me, I will deliver; I will protect those who know my name. When they call to me, I will answer them; I will be with them in trouble, I will rescue them and honor them. With long life I will satisfy them, and show them my salvation. AMEN!
Saturday, June 5, 2010
God`s Love Day 62
I`m sure that many of us have days when our jobs become the source of overwhelming, all consuming demands on our day. Evaluations of our performances should be taken and given in a positive constructive manner, not as an attack on us as a person.
The business world operates so differently that the Christian walk. The demands for profit supersede the person and their feelinga. I was told that perhaps, I was not the right person for this job and that I should strongly consider making changes! It`s difficult to hear that all the efforts that you pour into your job are totally dependent upon $$$$$$$$$$. God must weep as He witnesses this behavior.
In the midst of my day, my God did not hurt my feelings, He came to my rescue. As I struggled with feelings of attack on my integrity and my self worth, He called in reinforcements. In my very moment of need, my phone rang, it was my friend Joan, who never calls at this time; I was so upset that I couldn't talk I just requested that she pray. Thank you God!
As I struggled to preform my task of making my deliveries at Acme Market, again I was lifted up in love and support by a fellow vendor and Susie the receiver at Acme. They so graciously and lovingly poured out feelings of compassion and concern for me. Now this is how God wants us to treat one another! Soon another christian friend appeared and wrapped his arms around me in support and a desire to comfort me.
Soon a feeling of peace began to empower my very being; the love and prayers were penetrating my soul. God knows our needs and hears our prayers. Glory to God for His grace and mercy poured out on us every second of everyday.
I pray for my boss Rhonda and her boss Ron, that they will be blessed with the gifts of wisdom and compassion as they operate in the cruel business world.
Psalm 138:3 In the day when I cried out, You answered me, and made me bold with strength in my soul.
The business world operates so differently that the Christian walk. The demands for profit supersede the person and their feelinga. I was told that perhaps, I was not the right person for this job and that I should strongly consider making changes! It`s difficult to hear that all the efforts that you pour into your job are totally dependent upon $$$$$$$$$$. God must weep as He witnesses this behavior.
In the midst of my day, my God did not hurt my feelings, He came to my rescue. As I struggled with feelings of attack on my integrity and my self worth, He called in reinforcements. In my very moment of need, my phone rang, it was my friend Joan, who never calls at this time; I was so upset that I couldn't talk I just requested that she pray. Thank you God!
As I struggled to preform my task of making my deliveries at Acme Market, again I was lifted up in love and support by a fellow vendor and Susie the receiver at Acme. They so graciously and lovingly poured out feelings of compassion and concern for me. Now this is how God wants us to treat one another! Soon another christian friend appeared and wrapped his arms around me in support and a desire to comfort me.
Soon a feeling of peace began to empower my very being; the love and prayers were penetrating my soul. God knows our needs and hears our prayers. Glory to God for His grace and mercy poured out on us every second of everyday.
I pray for my boss Rhonda and her boss Ron, that they will be blessed with the gifts of wisdom and compassion as they operate in the cruel business world.
Psalm 138:3 In the day when I cried out, You answered me, and made me bold with strength in my soul.
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Chris` Little Thing Removal Day 61
Today my Friend Chris was having a "little thing" on her side removed. I guess it`s some type of mole. Even though there have been no changes in "the little thing" her doctor felt that it should be removed. Of course with any procedure there is always reason for worry and concern. Then the waiting for results.
At exactly 11:00am when the procedure was scheduled, I was lifting Chris in prayer; as I`m sure many others were also doing.
What a blessing to have a loving caring christian family that takes time to nurture and pray for one another!
Matthew 18:19 If two of you agree on earth concerning anything that they ask, it will be done for them by My Father in heaven.
At exactly 11:00am when the procedure was scheduled, I was lifting Chris in prayer; as I`m sure many others were also doing.
What a blessing to have a loving caring christian family that takes time to nurture and pray for one another!
Matthew 18:19 If two of you agree on earth concerning anything that they ask, it will be done for them by My Father in heaven.
Amazing Interruption Day 60
Tonight we are holding a special prayer service at our church. We are experiencing growing pains as we struggle to follow God`s plans for our church family. Fear, fatigue, resentment, uncertainty and frustrations are surfacing, what happened to the fruit of the spirits? Yes, that why the special prayer service, duh...
In preparation for this evenings prayer session I am doing a 24 hour fast, to better commune with the Holy Spirit. I strongly suggest fasting and praying if you`ve never attempted it. Yes, it takes mental preparation and determination, but the results are worth the sacriface. That least, this has been my experience!
Now for the amazing part, I was putting my Little Debbie cakes on my shelf at the Dollar General store in Chestertown, when I was interrupted. A very attractive elderly lady came up to me; she asked my name and said that she was a prayer warrior and that she felt lead to pray for me. I nearly fell to the floor, in amazement, I could hardly believe my ears. How did she get this message so quickly. God must have all prayer warriors on speed dial.
I briefly explained about my fasting and praying and my concern for my church. She wrote down my name and promised to continue praying for me. Of course, we hugged one another as she prayed. I returned the favorite, and lifted Peggy and her family in prayer. I felt that I had know Peggy forever, what a comfort and peace. Thank you, God.
As she continued on her way, I was overwhelmed to tears for adoration and joy in the Lord.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Naval Rowing Team Day 59
Today in Food Lion as I was looking at my Little Debbie shelf, I noticed several handsome, athletic looking young men walk past. They were all dressed matching in blue athletic clothing. There was something written on the front of their shirts, but without looking overly obnoxious I couldn't read it.
I wondered where they were from and what they where doing in Middletown Food Lion at 7:30 in the morning. Oh well, if I was supposed to know, God would allow it to happen.
I continued to my truck to pulled the items that I needed for my shelf. When I returned; thank you God, one lone tall handsome young man was right in front of my Little Debbie shelf. With the confidence of God, I asked this young man where he and the others where from.
He told me that they were the rowing team from the naval base and they were en route to Pennsylvania for a national competition. Imagine that! I introduced myself and asked his name, I`m Kevin. I asked him if I could pray for him and the team. He accepted my offer, we joined hands and I began to pray asking God for safe travel and blessings. Kevin looked at me and said," I`m also a believer and that meant a lot to me, thank you". We both parted with smiles in our eyes and in our hearts.
Isiah 30:21-22 Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, "This is the way; walk in it.
I wondered where they were from and what they where doing in Middletown Food Lion at 7:30 in the morning. Oh well, if I was supposed to know, God would allow it to happen.
I continued to my truck to pulled the items that I needed for my shelf. When I returned; thank you God, one lone tall handsome young man was right in front of my Little Debbie shelf. With the confidence of God, I asked this young man where he and the others where from.
He told me that they were the rowing team from the naval base and they were en route to Pennsylvania for a national competition. Imagine that! I introduced myself and asked his name, I`m Kevin. I asked him if I could pray for him and the team. He accepted my offer, we joined hands and I began to pray asking God for safe travel and blessings. Kevin looked at me and said," I`m also a believer and that meant a lot to me, thank you". We both parted with smiles in our eyes and in our hearts.
Isiah 30:21-22 Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, "This is the way; walk in it.
Sherry Day 58
Actually this post is a left over from last Thursday, I`m sure that God knew that I won`t be running into many people on Memorial Day. He hit me with double praying, back to back on Thursday. Isn`t it amazing what He does for us? We just have to trust and put all of our faith in Him. I am constantly reminded that this is indeed His blog. I just pray and He leads my every step.
Sherry works at 301 Plaza and was behind the counter when Haywood prayed for me on day 11 of this blog.
I ask Sherry how she was, she began telling me that she had recently been in the hospital with heart problems. After extensive testing everything seemed to be ok with her heart. She thought maybe she was suffering from her fibermyalgia. However, the hospital wouldn`t allow further testing for, whatever reason.
I also know that Sherry has many personal issues that she struggles with; I thought the best thing to do was pray. I ask if that would be alright, she willing agreed. With a gentle embrace I began to pray as I tenderly rubbed her right shoulder.
She thanked me and said that I was rubbing her shoulder in the exact spot where she has pain. I confused that I didn`t know that was the spot but, God did.
How many times in our lives are the pains that attack our bodies a call to God, yearning and craving His love. A God shaped hole that can only be filled by the one that created us!
Romans 8:6 To be carnally minded is death, but to be spiritually minded is life and peace.
Sherry works at 301 Plaza and was behind the counter when Haywood prayed for me on day 11 of this blog.
I ask Sherry how she was, she began telling me that she had recently been in the hospital with heart problems. After extensive testing everything seemed to be ok with her heart. She thought maybe she was suffering from her fibermyalgia. However, the hospital wouldn`t allow further testing for, whatever reason.
I also know that Sherry has many personal issues that she struggles with; I thought the best thing to do was pray. I ask if that would be alright, she willing agreed. With a gentle embrace I began to pray as I tenderly rubbed her right shoulder.
She thanked me and said that I was rubbing her shoulder in the exact spot where she has pain. I confused that I didn`t know that was the spot but, God did.
How many times in our lives are the pains that attack our bodies a call to God, yearning and craving His love. A God shaped hole that can only be filled by the one that created us!
Romans 8:6 To be carnally minded is death, but to be spiritually minded is life and peace.
Reflection Week 8
After a quick review of this weeks blog, the main theme appears to be friends. What a blessing to have wonderful friends; loving, caring, supporting, encouraging, sharing, and supporting. God made each of us with the need and desire for one another.
I thank God for the friends that have walked through the open doors of my hearts; many for a season, many for a reason and the most precious, a lifetime.
Ephesians 2:19-20 You are no longer strangers and foreigners, but fellow citizens with the saints and members of the household of God, having been built on the foundation of the apostles and prophets, of Jesus Christ Himself being the chief cornerstone.
I thank God for the friends that have walked through the open doors of my hearts; many for a season, many for a reason and the most precious, a lifetime.
Ephesians 2:19-20 You are no longer strangers and foreigners, but fellow citizens with the saints and members of the household of God, having been built on the foundation of the apostles and prophets, of Jesus Christ Himself being the chief cornerstone.
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